Alhaitham looks up from the book in his left hand. Kaveh, who’s been sketching across from him for the past hour is now staring at him, while his sketchbook is casted to the side. Worry is painted clearly all
over his pretty face as he bites his bottom lip, confirming the blond’s restlessness. Alhaitham can’t stop the chuckle coming out of his lips at the (somehow) adorable sight.
Oh he’s truly gone for the older man. Who would’ve known that having Kaveh worry for him to this extent
is such a wonderful feeling?
“Would you kiss it better if I say it does?” He lightly teases as he puts down the book he’s reading to the low table in front of him.
“Haitham.” Kaveh hisses. “I’m serious.”
“So did I.” Alhaitham shrugs. “Come here.” He beckons the older man as he
stretches his arms open.
Scowling, Kaveh grumbles incorrigibly under his breath but finds himself obeying the order. He stands up and walks around the table to the seat where Alhaitham is, before he raises his legs and straddles the gray-haired man.
Alhaitham helps Kaveh to find
a comfortable position and soon he feels the familiar weight of the older male on his lap. Kaveh’s scent permeates the air around him and Alhaitham finds himself relaxing down as he leans his head to the other’s shoulder. A warm hand then gently strokes his head and he takes a
deep inhale, enjoying the spoiling. After a while, the older man gently pushes his head off of him and he instinctively closes his other eyes as Kaveh carefully touches his bandaged one.
It was an accident. One that almost made him lose his eyesight but thankfully he managed to
avoid the worst wound. Two stitches on the top and a small bottom of his right eyes while his cornea was managed to be healed in time. Due to this, he has to constantly pull his bangs to the back so he can fully use his left eye to see things.
Alhaitham holds down his flinch when
Kaveh accidentally presses on the unhealed stitches underneath the bandage, but the older male still immediately lifts his hand.
“I’m sorry.” Kaveh apologizes “So it still hurts.” He murmurs, as a soft and intimate atmosphere descends between them.
“A bit.” Alhaitham admits,
knowing Kaveh would’ve been able to detect his lies with the close gap between them.
Also, he wants to be spoiled further.
“How could that be ‘a bit’ when you flinch just from a mere graze, Haitham?” Kaveh scolds him half-heartedly as the worry returns to his face. “Should we get
Tighnari to give you a better painkiller?” He asks.
“No need. I can endure it if it’s this much.” Alhaitham replies as he closes his eye and leans to Kaveh’s hand that’s now cupping on his cheek.
“I’m serious, Haitham.” Kaveh whispers.
“So do I.” Alhaitham counters, wrapping his
arms around the blond’s waist and back. When he feels Kaveh is still staring at him, he opens his eye. Kaveh’s beautiful ruby eyes are glinting with sadness and there's a deep frown on his eyebrows.
An unexplainable warmth blooms inside his chest at the show of deep attention.
“I’m fine, Kaveh.” He assures.
“You’re in constant pain, it’s nowhere near ‘fine’.” Kaveh whispers. “Stop lying to me for this kind of thing. I’ve been watching you for the past hour, you know.”
Alhaitham blinks in surprise at the statement.
𝘚𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘒𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘩'𝘴
𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮.
The revelation only makes his heart get warmer and Alhaitham chuckles. “You’re worried enough as it is.”
“How couldn’t I?” Kaveh scoffs before slouching down, completely leaning his body to
him. “Don’t get hurt anymore. You’re going to make me die out of worry at this rate.”
“Then I’ll simply follow you.” Alhaitham responds in tandem. That remark earns him a light pinch on his waist and he laughs at the other’s rather childish action. “I do wonder though, if it’s
going to leave a scar.” He says as now it’s his turn to bury his hand on the older male’s soft tresses and strokes him gently.
“Are you worried about it?” Kaveh asks.
“Are you?” Alhaitham throws the question back. “You know I’m pretty indifferent with my appearance but…”
“If you’re going to imply that I’m so shallow that I will leave you due to some horrendous scar on your face, I’ll really smack you with a pan, Alhaitham.” Kaveh warns dangerously.
“I’m just saying.” Alhaitham shrugs lightly. “We still have no idea if it’s going to leave a scar
and if it’s going to be a gruesome one. If it does… Well, I won’t blame you for leaving me.” He murmurs as he tentatively shows some of his true insecurity that’s been plaguing him.
Kaveh tsk-es loudly, not bothering to hide his annoyance as he lifts his head from the conjecture
of his neck. “You really want me to smack your face with a pan. Should I flatten your nose while I’m at it?”
“Kaveh.” Alhaitham solemnly says, ignoring the other’s bluffing remarks as a part of his heart throbs painfully with what he’s about to say. “I’m serious about this. If I
do end up with a horrible and scary scar and you want to leave, just tell me.”
“Alhaitham.” Kaveh says with equal graveness as he glares at him. “Will you leave me if somehow my face or my body gets a terrible scar, or if I get a fatal injury that leaves me disabled?”
Alhaitham frowns deeply at the image. “Of course not. I’ll still be with you even if you’re in a vegetative state, Kaveh.”
“Then why did you tell me such a cruel thing? Why did you tell- no allow me to leave?” Kaveh whispers in a disbelieving tone.
“Because you deserve the best.”
Alhaitham seriously replies back as his hand tucks the blond’s bang to the back of his ear. “You only deserve the best, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥, and if I can’t be that for you…” He trails off.
Alhaitham’s eye widen in alarm when he sees a telltale of moistures on the red eyes he comes
to love so much. “Kaveh-?”
“Stupid. You’re so stupid.” Kaveh says with a choke. He holds both of his cheeks in his palms and presses their forehead together. “I love you, Alhaitham. No matter what state your physical body is in. So never, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, tell me such a saddening thing
again, as if you don’t deserve me if your physical body becomes scarred. It doesn’t lessen your value nor my affection for you. What’s the purpose of your big brain if you don’t even know this?” He complains.
Alhaitham smiles a little as he surprisingly feels emotional as well at
the direct confirmation. “I love you too, Kaveh.”
“As you should, Haitham.” Kaveh scoffs weakly. “Is this what has tormented you for the past week?”
“You know?” Alhaitham raises his eyebrow.
“Of course.” Kaveh sighs. “Just so you know, if I can love you when I’m irritated by your
antics on a daily basis, then I’ll still love you even if you become an ogre.”
“That’s mildly reassuring.”
“On the other hand, what if you become hotter with the scar instead?” Kaveh muses.
“Then I’ll see the sight of you shooing off my fans more often. I particularly enjoy the
the one where you openly distribute the foods they gave to me. Will you permanently move your office to mine too in that case?”
“Yah, Alhaitham!”
I keep wondering if it's too ooc but well... I have to stop thinking about this one to move to other stuff so hngh bye lemme wallow in embarrassment
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Alhaitham chuckles at the remark, as he pulls the chair and takes a seat on it. The ruby-eyed man across from him is older than him, but he finds it hard to believe with the adorable sulk on
on his beautiful face.
𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺.
“I’m on time, actually.” Alhaitham denies as he makes a show of checking his watch. “On the contrary, you’re actually early, Kaveh.”
“That’s 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘳 for you.” Kaveh scoffs as he crosses his arms in front
of his chest. “I’m older than you, you brat.”
“That sounds ridiculous.” Alhaitham says with a tilt of his eyebrow. “We’re set to marry each other, how awkward will it be to call you ‘𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘳’ in our bed?”
It seems that the blond didn’t expect his rebuttal, as he splutters
Kaveh idly thinks as he falls to his back on the bed. The lamp has been set to dim mode and he stares at the cream-colored ceiling wordlessly for a while, before shifting his gaze back to the
empty space beside him.
He's not sure just how many nights has it been, since he last saw Alhaitham. Ever since they had that huge fight, Alhaitham has refused to come home and chose to stay at his office or nearby hotel. He didn’t even return to retrieve his personal stuff and
instructed his assistant to buy him some clothes and other necessities.
How did he know?
Because Panah, said assistant in question, obliviously called and asked him about Alhaitham’s size.
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘈𝘭𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘮’𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯
Now that I can sit and relax comfortably, Pulcinella's action (if it's true) is actually not that bad tbh + it's still from Scara's perspective rather than a hard cold fact.
Being a Harbinger is a high-stake position bcs you'll unquestionably be the highest
power in Snezhnaya after Tsaritsa herself + the internal Harbinger rankings. The amount of power and influence, also the internal information between them is far too great and risky + Childe is still "the new guy" compared to the other Harbingers + Pulcinella picked/chose Childe
himself. Pulcinella might care for Childe / his siblings, but business is still business and as Harbinger they have duty to tend to. It's like a safety latch(?) somehow so... it's not that disappointing, for me at least. Mere feelings and sympathy is too risky for the level of
// haikaveh
I'm craving for downright heartbreaking haikaveh where they break up and Alhaitham for once, is forced to experience utter pain and despair like no other because he deeply regrets their separation and he misses Kaveh so so much that it 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴.
It gets worse each day because he's not used to pour his emotion out like Kaveh and all those feelings are bubbling and filling his broken heart and suffocates him dearly. Not once he spends his day without seeing Kaveh's phantom in his home that he almost permanently lives
inside his office instead. He can't even throw out the mug Kaveh often use or those expensive plastic flowers Kaveh put for "aesthetic" because it feels so wrong without those items' presence in his house. Heck, he even purposefully let the mug sit on the dining table even though
Alhaitham is resting on the sofa, when something cold touches his cheek and he slowly opens his eyes. He silently stares at Kaveh’s upside down face, who soon tsk-es in displeasure.
“Why are you not startled?” Kaveh complains
with a barely perceptible scowl.
“I can hear your footsteps.” Alhaitham shrugs.
“I thought you’re asleep.” The blond sulks as he offers one of the popsicles in his hand.
“I wasn’t. Even if I am, I'm not easily surprised like you.” Alhaitham replies, taking the purple-packaged
cold dessert.
Kaveh scoffs lightly. “Show off.” He responds as he walks around the sofa and plops down to the seat next to the younger man.
Alhaitham looks back and forth between the popsicles in their hands, before he wordlessly takes Kaveh's and swaps it with his.
“Where is he?” Kaveh searches for his child through the whole floor, before he panickedly runs to the first floor of his house. He has just walked into the lounge room, when he sees his husband.
Kaveh immediately stops in his tracks as he’s enraptured with the sight in front of him. His exhaustion and his prior disorientation from frantically searching for his baby right after waking up seem to melt away as intense warmth blooms inside his chest.
There, in the middle of
their garden is Alhaitham, with their baby in his arms. Their son has been stripped of his usual blanket, only clad in a tee and little pants while his tiny hands and fingers are clutching onto his baba tightly.
But that’s not all.
It’s the utterly soft and gentle look on