🏔️: deureureureuk
🏔️: youngju-nim is here❤️
🏔️: what’s everyone doing
🏔️: i’m currently getting off work~~~❤️
🏔️: halazia promotions have come to an end..!
🏔️: i like the promotions this time
🏔️: i put all of my focus/concentration into every stage but
🏔️: the results were good so it was fun
🏔️: my favorite fancam uhm
🏔️: how about you guys?
🏔️: they’re all different so i liked it
🏔️: the haewonmak outfit was good too
🏔️: the san-beast outfit was good too
🏔️: the three piece (suit) outfit was good too
🏔️: i performed with different feelings/vibes for all three so it was nice for me
🏔️: the denim on denim, hairband outfit was nice too
🏔️: everyone filmed it so prettily
🏔️: i can see all of their sincerity…
🏔️: i’m thankful
🏔️: i felt the fancams were full of sincerityㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🏔️: i have to do even better
🏔️: i watch my fancams a lot of course…
🏔️: i don’t think i’ve ever watched them comfortably
🏔️: i’ve always been anxious/uneasy
🏔️: did i show or achieve the things that i thought of
🏔️: i have nothing but these thoughts
🏔️: even so i think i achieved a bit during promotions this time
🏔️: i get the feeling that i’m slowly making it
🏔️: the feeling that after 4 years, i’m finally putting the pieces together one by one…
🏔️: that’s why i’m happy
🏔️: i watch all the members’ fancams too of course
🏔️: who does well where/in which parts and what their strengths are
🏔️: all their strengths are certain so there are lots of parts to learn from
🏔️: it’s good to express that i dance well too but
🏔️: it’s not that i’m wrong but because the style is different
🏔️: my feelings/emotions that i express with my body
🏔️: there are no right or wrong
🏔️: i like the promotions this time
🏔️: the certainty that
🏔️: i can do even better
🏔️: i felt the certainty that i can go even higher
🏔️: my goal is to make stages that nobody can doubt/question
🏔️: i’ll try to do my best
🏔️: if there’s only you guys
🏔️: everything is possible for me
🏔️: i came here to see you even for just a bit❤️
🏔️: i’ll get going to rest everyone❤️
today is my 3 year anniversary with san/ateez so i drew san and i in yonggamon costumes 🥺🌱💕
2022 was such a special year for me ateez made up so much of it.. 220107 was the first time i saw san perform in front of my eyes and 220122 was the first time i spoke to him in person
it has been such a joy watching him grow as a person and artist for another year and my heart swells with so much pride and love for him, the feeling can be indescribable sometimes.. i look at him with so much awe, there’s always something new and fun to look forward to from him
🏔️: this time i tried taking on quite a variety of concepts
🏔️: i think it was good
🏔️: ah selcas and mirror selcas
🏔️: i took them
🏔️: you left it up to me again right?
🏔️: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ❤️
🏔️: i’ll upload them after i finish (pm)
🏔️: because i thought..!
🏔️: everyone will be like “give me selcas!!” again
🏔️: i took about 9 selcas
🏔️: please send hearts
🏔️: then i’ll upload them💙
🏔️: good
🏔️: we made our ends meet💙❤️
🏔️: i’ll give all 9 to you❤️