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From Me to Mommy

There was something very specific about feeling my only daughter have the hiccups while she was inside my body that made me study her. I had to, she was making ME uncomfortable.
There is an intimacy I have only found in motherhood.
I felt it deeply start when my girl had relentless hiccups. Who knew? It wasn’t the kicks or feet outlined on my belly; her diaphragmatic spasms made me detail her motions.
I had to study what made her uncomfortable, as I was her comfort or discomfort. Mentally, I had one job.
One, only; I had to comfort my joy.
The selfishness of youth is one that can be held onto for life, causing crisis or crash when we are half-way over it. Hell, you may crash, anyway. Selfishness need not be why.
Hiccups can set you free if you study who you impact.
Deciding a need to care on “hiccup level” is a choice. I only know when MY true choices have been made.

My choices started with the hiccups of my girl. They only truly get made when she hiccups louder than I do.

She’s my selfless.
I’m reminded when my me had the choice and knew I loved the “Mommy” in me so much more deeply than my “me.”

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