Thread by @ComicLoverMari

Hello I’m either dead or being taken somewhere like a hospital I’m such a stupid coward for even saying like this but I can’t keep going like this and someone like me doesn’t deserve to be here I know this place is hell and it’s expected I’m sorry

All I do is just makes things worst and terrible to any who enjoys comics, shows and so on I contribute to nothing but being a vile person who gives trash or harmful opinions on anything I know I sound fake for this but I just genuinely wanted to make friends

I’m weak I wasn’t any stronger or better I’m sorry for the people I’ve made suffer and make them feel unsafe maybe I am a harborer of Nazis and incels I’ve caused so much damage to make people feel unsafe I truly never wanted to harm anyone or be somebody to hate

I welcome anyone who is a kind and genuine person not someone who is discriminatory and hateful I’m also sorry to anyone who is black that if I came across as non black or that I’m trying to appease white people in general and I guess I am a pick me without knowing it

Some people do believe I try and appease to a certain audience or pander I just want to say I’m not looking for anyone’s approval or appeal I just what I think or believe in to me the issue is that I’m too nuanced I am sorry for the racial harm I caused for any race or religion

With online and real life I didn’t know so much would clash so badly I know I’ll get hate and you can’t make everyone like you and sorry if I sound like I’m making stupid excuses but with the constant racism, sexism and being degraded as a subhuman

On a daily basis maybe I do deserve it because I keep harming people who have to fight for their rights and face prejudice everyday which is absolutely depressing and sad and I do probably deserve the death threats too it’s really hard and painful to deal with but I deserve it

I don’t know anymore I genuinely try my best and make sure everyone can feel happy and free to express themselves and enjoying the same interests I have sorry if I keep repeating it but I feel I’ve caused division

I would like to say something to my friends and those who care about me I want to thank you for always being there and just being nice even if we had the littlest of interactions it makes me happy to know that they’re good people out there with a good heart

I know saying sorry and apologising won’t be enough and that’s fine I’m not seeking for forgiveness I just want people to know I didn’t want to cause any harm or damage it just hurts it’s painful and it’s too much mentally and physically for me

And to the people who hate or despise me you have every right I don’t blame you hating a gross weirdo like me and wanting the worst I have no hate or anger against you since everyone has their reasons to not like someone and it’s unrealistic to have everyone like you

More importantly I would like everyone to take care of their friends and loved ones and make sure to cherish them if I’m alive I’m sorry for being a stupid bitch who wasted everyone’s time I wish and hope everyone has a long fulfilling happy life 💖💖