🛑I wrote about what “fatigue” really means for people with long COVID and ME/CFS, and why this profoundly debilitating symptom is so often misunderstood and trivialized.
First, an important note. I’ve been told that this piece will be free to read for 24 hours, but will then go behind the paywall. Best I could do. If you’re not a subscriber and this is useful to you or your loved ones, I’d suggest saving a copy ASAP. 2/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
When long-haulers talk about their fatigue, they often hear “Oh I’m tired too”. But theirs is utterly different to the everyday version healthy people get. More severe. Very hard to push through (& costly if you try). Not cured by sleep. Multifaceted. 3/ https://t.co/yqZoRGtyxAtheatlantic.com/health/archive…
Post-exertional malaise—the cardinal symptom of ME/CFS—is distinct & worse. Less a symptom than a physiological state. After gentle physical/mental activity, your batteries aren’t drained but missing entirely. PEM is the annihilation of possibility. 4/ https://t.co/sJpE2OA5zhtheatlantic.com/health/archive…
PEM *can* be objectively measured, and yet is often dismissed because it so thoroughly inverts the dogma that exercise is good for you & you should push through ill health. Here, doing that can make you much worse. 5/ https://t.co/2VG6e06ISztheatlantic.com/health/archive…
Why this dismissal? This piece offers a brief cultural history, but there are three main factors—reductionism, sexism, and capitalism—all blending together into a cocktail of stigma. 6/ https://t.co/iCxQzRCy3ytheatlantic.com/health/archive…
Contrary to popular belief, long COVID & ME/CFS are not mystery diseases. There’s plenty of evidence for at least two major pathways that might cause extreme fatigue and PEM--one neurological, one metabolic. 7/ https://t.co/qjdxMcfBVPtheatlantic.com/health/archive…
Note also that long-haulers might not know the biochemical specifics of their symptoms, but are uncannily good at capturing those underpinnings through metaphor. As ever, patients are the most important sources of knowledge. 8/ https://t.co/U0kqkV1urMtheatlantic.com/health/archive…
There’s no easy way out of this. Most treatments are about symptom management. Pacing—a strategy for keeping your activity levels below the levels that cause debilitating crashes—is crucial, but also very hard esp since our society isn’t set up for it. 9/ https://t.co/iyrXiQiPsztheatlantic.com/health/archive…
People with long COVID and ME/CFS face *so much* disbelief. But the reality and severity of their experiences is so obvious if you actually talk to them, supported by the scientific literature, and deserving of empathy and support. 10/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
The fatigue piece is intended as a companion to last year’s one on brain fog. They’re both biographies of deeply misunderstood symptoms. I wanted to do them back to back but life got in the way. I’m glad both now exist, and I hope they help. 11/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
Oh and I have recorded an audio version of the fatigue piece for people whose symptoms make it hard to read long pieces. There's some processing to do which is out of my hands but I hope it goes up later today. End/
PS: Just so everyone who sees this thread is aware of this standing offer:
Some news: After 8 years & 750 stories, I've decided to leave The Atlantic. Today's my last day.
Being a writer means you can’t say things like "I can’t tell you what this means" cos, well, I can. That's kind of the point of me. So here’s an attempt at looking back & forward: 1/
I’m really proud of the work I did here. Hagfish. Lichens. Endlings. Source diversity. 60+ pandemic pieces. Long COVID especially. More important than the awards, I know this work helped people, and it changed my understanding of what journalism can do & whom it should serve. 2/
That work depended on a team. All my love to Sarah Laskow & Ross Andersen, dear friends & amazing editors; everyone on the sci/tech/health desk, still the best in the biz; and the indefatigable copy-edit, fact-check, art, audience & comms teams. 3/
👋I’m back. And I wrote about the current wave of attempts to downplay long COVID—less outright denial & more "it’s real but no big deal".
Except: it very much is. It’s a substantial and ongoing crisis that still demands our attention. 1/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
This piece addresses the gaping flaws in the most common downplaying arguments. It covers biomarkers, disability claims, the spectrum of severity, the oft-repeated “I don’t’ know anyone with long COVID” line, and more. 2/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
A key point: The flaws in these arguments become clear if you actually talk to long-haulers (& clinicians with extensive experience in treating them). Their experiences are the ground truth against which all other data must be understood. 3/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
🧵Some personal news: I’m taking a 6-month sabbatical, starting now. These past 3 years have been the most professionally meaningful of my life, but they’ve also deeply broken me. The pandemic isn’t over, but after a long time spent staring into the sun, I need to blink. 1/
I’ve talked openly about the mental health challenges of pandemic reporting—e.g.
& traumastewardship.com/2022/02/ed-yon… I know stepping away is a huge privilege most people don’t have. Persistence matters, but it has limits, and I’ve long since reached mine. 2/
When I’ve interviewed healthcare workers & others about burnout, there are basically 3 roads they take. 1) Double down on duty and mission. 2) Find community. 3) Step away.
I’ve done the first for as long as I can. I’m now doing the third to focus on the second. 3/
🧵I want to share some thoughts about reporting on long COVID and other complex chronic illnesses. (e.g. below)
This is a thread about the ethos behind these pieces, and how I’ve approached interviewing, writing, and the rest of it. 1/
I still consider myself new to this kind of reporting & am learning as I go. This isn’t a finger-wagging lecture. I'm just sharing some stuff I've thought about a lot. I hope it will be helpful to other journalists who want to do this kind of work & inspire more to do so. 2/
And many (most?) of these ideas and principles also apply to other pieces I’ve written about people who’ve taken the brunt of the pandemic, including those grieving loved ones lost to COVID, immunocompromised folks, and burned-out healthcare workers. 3/
🚨I wrote about ME/CFS (chronic fatigue syndrome). The US has millions of people with it & maybe two dozen docs who specialize in it.
This medical crisis needs urgent attention, esp. now COVID has hugely increased the number of long-haulers. 1/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
ME/CFS involves a panoply of debilitating symptoms that affect almost every organ system. People are intensely sick for years or decades. They spend much of that time getting stigmatized, dismissed, misdiagnosed. 2/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
At the highest estimates, Americans with ME/CFS outnumber the populations of 15 individual states. But there aren’t enough ME/CFS specialists to fill a Major League baseball roster. Most patients never get a diagnosis, let alone any kind of care. 3/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
🚨I wrote about “brain fog”—one of the most common & disabling symptoms of long COVID (and many other pre-pandemic conditions), and one of the most misunderstood.
Here’s what brain fog actually is, and what it’s like to live with it. 1/
First, what it’s not: Brain fog isn't anxiety, or depression. It’s not psychosomatic. It’s really nothing like a hangover, stress, or tiredness, and comments equating it to those things—“hey we all forget stuff”—trivialize what people are going through. 2/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…
Despite the name, brain fog isn’t a nebulous umbrella term. It’s a disorder of executive function—the mental skills that inc. focusing attention, holding info in mind, & blocking distractors. Without that foundation, one's cognitive edifice collapses. 3/ theatlantic.com/health/archive…