Katie Ledscky wins Gold with POTS - and now those of us with POTS are being told we shouldn’t be “so disabled”.
I’m proud of what she’s accomplished while dealing with this dreadful condition - but concerned about how it may impact perception of our level of function 🧵 /1
POTS is a type of dysautonomia - which literally means a malfunction of the autonomic nervous system. This is the system that controls unconscious processes in the body - heart rate, blood pressure, temperature, breathing, digestion, blood flow etc. /2
If it’s something necessary to sustain life - and you don’t have to consciously think about it - it’s controlled by your autonomic nervous system.
When this system malfunctions - it can create profound disability. Some patients are left bedbound or in a wheelchair. /3
Personally my POTS was relatively well managed with salt, compression stockings, fluids and pacing for the first few years.
I could still be independent and relatively physically active - and even successfully completely a cardiac rehab program to strengthen my legs. /4
Unfortunately a series of setbacks - including a bad viral infection and a terrible episode of anaphylaxis to contrast dye - worsened my dysautonomia and left me mostly bedbound. /5
I can’t properly regulate my temperature anymore. I’m often fevered or hypothermic with no reason. My heart rate is unstable - either tachycardic or bradycardic but never in a normal zone. I’ve developed swallowing issues & am a choking risk. My blood pressure is far too low /6
These issues make getting from my bed to the bathroom a challenge - I certainly wouldn’t be able to compete in sports at ANY level.
This is what’s known as dynamic disability. Your function can (and will) change. You have good days & bad. You may have good & bad years. /7
I hope to gain function back - but right now I would be considered severely disabled. The idea that just because someone with POTS can compete in the Olympics we ALL can do more is patently absurd. /8
It’s worth noting she won the Gold in swimming - which is arguably one of the best forms of exercise for someone with POTS. Being in the water (and horizontal) allows you to exercise without dealing with the dangerous tachycardia many patients have when upright /9
This doesn’t mean it’s been easy for her - but many of us find we can perform better in a pool than we could ever hope to perform on dry land. /10
When she won the Gold I was hoping this would highlight the fact that POTS is not deconditioning - because that incorrect theory plagues many patients. An Olympian is the polar opposite of “deconditioned” and yet she’s still dealing with this illness. /11
I ask healthcare workers to kindly educate themselves on POTS and the other forms of dysautonomia and stop lazily blaming it on “deconditioning”. Many of us were extremely active & fit when we became sick. /12
If we subsequently become deconditioned it’s often due to lack of diagnosis and treatment options. If you’re fainting whenever you stand or try and walk - you would spend most of your day in bed too. These patients aren’t lazy - they need help and treatment. /13
That’s not to say there isn’t value in keeping your body as strong as you can - there absolutely is. I try and do exercises every day from my bed. Ankle pumps, small calf lifts, butt squeezes etc. Even building arm strength will help reduce symptoms. /14
The stronger your muscles are - the better equipped they’ll be to help do the job your blood vessels should do on their own. My body doesn’t send blood back to my head when I stand - it pools in my legs & I faint. Strong legs muscles can help squeeze that blood back up. /15
Lastly - can we agree not to tell chronically ill patients they should be “less disabled.”? It’s ableist, uninformed, cruel and unhelpful.
There will always be someone with our disability who defies odds and expectations - that doesn’t mean we ALL can. /16
We can celebrate Katie’s accomplishments without punching down on patients who can’t do what she can. We should never judge or compare ourselves to others - being sick isn’t a competition. We’re all just trying our best to survive - and sometimes our best is staying in bed. /17
If you’re feeling bad about your level of function - please don’t. Remember the ever changing nature of the human body & of disability. There will be better days. There may also be worse days. Whatever tomorrow brings…You’re doing great. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. /end
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It’s been a devastating few weeks. I’ve had injuries & setbacks plus fractured relationships, lost friends and the passing of more mask bans.
There are stories I’ve not shared out of fear …but I feel at a precipice. We must get loud. The time for holding back is over 🧵 /1
When I first began advocating for more Covid mitigations and better disability rights and awareness… I was nervous. My previous social media experience had been as a theatre journalist - so my followers knew me in that context. Seemingly healthy & high functioning /2
I didn’t know HOW to pivot to these new topics - nor did I know how it would be received. I was afraid of being judged, blocked & ridiculed by those who didn’t know I was disabled. Afraid they would walk away from me. /3
When it comes to mask bans - your political affiliation shouldn’t matter. These bans are a serious violation of bodily autonomy. We are STILL in a pandemic. Criminalizing masking WILL kill & disable people.
🧵 on Nassau County decision & why you should care /1
I’ve said it before & I will say it again - mask mandates and mask bans are VERY different things. These bans have support in large part because people are still angry at being forced to wear a mask during the early days of the COVID pandemic. /2
I will agree that mask mandates weren’t handled terribly well - but they were done with the intention of saving lives & were ALWAYS temporary. They were loosely enforced & you couldn’t be arrested for not masking. You could be asked to leave a space & arrested for refusal /3
My life is turning into a tragic comedy. I cut my thumb a few days ago - no idea how. Very mild cut but thanks to my EDS it wouldn’t stop bleeding.
I bandaged it & began having a mast cell reaction to the bandage.
The reaction became severe so I had to take the bandage off 🧵
It took a huge portion of my skin with it. Caused a cut far worse than the cut I was trying to treat. It also appears to have burned my skin - it’s red and blistered.
I have NO idea how this happened. There’s no way it should have burned me in such a short time
/2
The only thing I can think is because I recently did a 7 day holter - and I’m allergic to that adhesive - my mast cells were extra sensitive to any additional adhesive and attacked the site that had the bandage. /3
When you’re disabled - you’re the canary in the coal mine for many things. We get hit harder & faster by things that non disabled people might find find easier to handle.
A recent emergency left me shaken by the realization of how few options I (and many others) have /1 🧵
We’re in a severe multi day heatwave where I live - with no relief even at night. I’m in a high rise apartment on an upper floor surrounded by glass buildings. There’s no shade or relief from the sun. Even with AC - these units get hot. /2
You’re lucky to maintain a daytime temp of 23 degrees with AC running full blast. If it’s not working or turned off - the apartment becomes dangerously hot very quickly.
Around dinner time - the AC broke for the entire building. /3
Those of us who are still Covid conscious - especially those with disabilities who are trying to keep safe in a world willing to toss them by the wayside - are having a rough time.
It’s important to share the wins when they happen - and I had a healthcare win recently! 🧵 /1
This was my first trip to the hospital since mask mandates were dropped (I’m incredibly fortunate to live in a city that kept them mandated for 4 years) and I was quite worried that I would be judged for still wearing a mask /2
I’m high risk for a multitude of reasons - not the least of which being that I’m immune compromised and mild colds have put me in the hospital. I’m mostly housebound and was isolated even before the pandemic. Which means my highest risk activity is seeking medical care. /3
I’ve had a lightbulb moment about why it bothers me when people say my stories are made up.
I’m a writer. It’s what I always wanted to be. I was fortunate to do it for a living for 15 years.
🧵 on sharing our stories, gumption, never backing down & how writing saved my life /1
Ever since I was old enough to read and write - writing has been my way of processing the world. Whether it be a diary, journal, letters to penpals or professional articles - when something bad would happen I found solace in writing about it. /2
My heroes growing up were almost all writers or literary heroines - strong women with gumption who bucked societal norms and refused to take crap from anyone. Refused to be told how to think, what to feel, who to love or what to do. They inspired me. /3