Why I am not playing in this upcoming RWF with @EchoGuild and asked @Naowhxd to step in for me for a tier:🧵
Ive had a lot of mental health struggles for a long time and didnt really address them or deal with them properly, until they recently culminated in trying to take my own life with an overdose of painkillers. My plan didnt succeed and some very nice paramedics saved me.
Due to this ive been a bit out of it for the last few months and havent really streamed much, as well as been dealing with a few other physical health issues. And now very recently ive contracted the worst covid strain ive ever had, that completely wiped me out the last few days.
Im still very unwell unfortuantly and I made the decision with the Echo officers to step down for this tier and participate in an analyst role when I feel better. I am not being permanently replaced, nor am I leaving the guild either. This is merely a lower stress role for RWF.
I wont go into details, but I am currently seeing a psychiatrist who is helping me through my issues, a lot of them I didnt know I had, such as undiagnosed ADHD, ASD and BPD 2 disorder. So you can imagine a nice break to work on dealing with these things is quite positive haha.
I want to say that all of the Echo officers have been the biggest sweethearts in terms of how they have treated me recently, and that im very grateful for them. Right now my main ambition is to rest and get better in order to help my guild in any way possible to win RWF.
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