It’s Brain Tumour Awareness Week.
A year ago I knew nothing about brain tumours, but I was ten agonising days away from finding out.
I was working in my office when Billy bought me this balloon. “That’s me at school, Mummy.” 🧵
Billy’s life was all night terrors, bad tempers and tears. He looked washed out. He was too weak to walk anywhere. He had no energy. He didn’t want to leave the house. He would wake up crying and go to bed worrying about school.
He refused to do the clubs outside of school that he used to enjoy so much, even rugby up at Effingham.
He went from our easy going ray of sunshine to a kid at the end of his rope. His world was crumbling down around him, but he couldn’t tell me why or what was wrong.
The face he drew on this balloon was pretty much his biggest revelation.
I can hardly believe how much life can change in the space of a year. Billy’s was cruelly taken away and ours has changed beyond recognition, perhaps even beyond repair.
The hell he went through. The things we have seen.
I still know nothing about brain tumours in general, but I do know about DIPG.
It is a monster that rips lives apart. It destroys little children bit by bit until there’s nothing left, their hearts no longer beating in their chest and no breath left in their lungs.
365 days ago he was alive. And now he’s gone.
Cancer has no strategy, it doesn’t think or plan. Cancer follows mutations that give its cells short-term advantages, like the ability to grow quickly. There might be evolutionary pressures,
but they aren’t about keeping the host healthy but instead for making individual cancer cells survive better than other cells. And in DIPG, with its terrifying 0% survival rate, it took our beautiful boy.
Cancer gives no fucks. Karma will never come for cancer. We must take it on ourselves.
If you’ve got any spare cash this awareness week, please consider donating to @AbbiesArmy the UK’s leading DIPG research charity. We’re working to launch Billy’s Battalion, but in the meantime, please donate in Billy’s name to Abbie’s Army. 🙏🏻
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DIPG is being ignored by your GP. “Your son does not have a brain tumour.” Because he’s never heard of it. Because it’s not well known.
DIPG is trick or treating but not being able to get to the end of the street before your beautiful boy, who loves Halloween the very most, sits down in tears on the pavement, “I can’t walk anymore,” his little orange bucket with hardly any sweets in.
DIPG is listening to your child having the most horrific night terrors and not being able to do anything to stop them.
DIPG is watching your little boy get so angry and frightened, but he has no idea why.
On the last day of #braintumourawarenessmonth, at 11:10 this morning Billy the Brave finally found his peace. He should never have had to fight this battle, but fight he did, and so valiantly right up until his very last breath.
This is how we will remember him, and now he has gained his superhero wings for real. Fly high, Billy the Brave, our Billy, William Freddie Thomas Thompson.
We will hold you close with every single heart beat, within every single minute and every single moment of the rest of our lives until we meet again. I will leave you with a typical Billy question, one he asked me before Christmas.
We’re coming to the end of #braintumourawarenessmonth and I wanted to let you know a bit more about DIPG.
DIPG is short for Diffuse Intrinsic Pontine Glioma. It completely ravages its victims - mostly all young children like Billy.
DIPG is a highly aggressive and difficult to treat paediatric brain tumour. It is often considered the worst type of cancer in existence.
Adults have been diagnosed with DIPG, but it’s rare. Most often kids are aged 5-9.
This cancerous tumour is inoperable due to its location in the middle of the brain stem (the Pons) and the way the tumour tissue intertwines itself with normal tissue.
The Pons controls many of the body’s vital functions such as breathing, heart rate and blood pressure.