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Mar 31 1 tweets 2 min read Read on X
Long Covid is the most discriminated disease of our time.

It is the illness that lingers long after the world has moved on.

It does not end, instead it settles in. Rewriting the body quietly and methodically until the person you were becomes something harder to recognize.
And still, from the outside world, you look almost the same.

That is where the disbelief begins.

You speak and watch eyes glaze over. Then you try to explain and hear the soft dismissal hidden inside words.

Even the people who love you begin to doubt the shape of your suffering.

So you learn to measure your truth and to soften and shrink it into something more acceptable. Until one day you realize you have been trained into silence by the sheer weight of not being believed.

Online, it is worse.

You reach out into the void hoping for recognition, for even a flicker of understanding, and instead something colder answers back.
Accounts with no faces, histories, and no humanity.
They arrive instantly, rehearsed and precise. They question, deflect, diminish. They speak in ways that feel almost mechanical, like you are arguing with something that was built not to listen, only to erase.

You begin to wonder how much of the cruelty is human anymore.

Real people “ha ha” you. Bots enrage and engage you. Both leave you feeling the same kind of invisible.

Every space becomes hostile in its own way. In rooms with family, you carry the tension of disbelief. On the internet, you brace for impact before you even finish typing. You are forced to defend your own pain as if it were a conspiracy instead of a lived reality.

And beneath all of it, the body continues its quiet unraveling.

This is not just stigma. It is erosion. Slow, persistent, intimate erosion of dignity, identity, and of trust in the world and all the people in it.
You start to feel less like a person and more like an outline.
Present, but forever fading. Speaking, but always unheard.

A ghost with a pulse.

If you have ever been unseen in your suffering, you know this feeling. That hollow ache of trying to prove something that should never have required proof. That quiet grief of realizing belief is not guaranteed, even when the trauma suffered IS real.

Long Covid does not just take from the body. It takes from how the world reflects you back to yourself.

We are not asking for miracles.

We are asking for something far more basic, and somehow far more rare.

To simply be believed.

And somewhere in the distance, unanswered and echoing, the question remains.

When does this suffering become real enough for the world to call it justice?

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