We committed & shared stories. I only wish I had the energy to respond when the original poster began to vent.
There's a difference between being home by choice & not having the ability to leave.
The conditions of housebound #Spoonies is the similar to methods used to break the psyche in torture.
& The more inconsistent your ailment(s) behave, the less people in your life understand.
If you think you might be a Spoonie, get that squad aspect locked down asap. There's nothing like the company of someone who can truly relate, online or not.