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Taekook AU - During an interview with BTS the members have the chance to get one member to do a professional lie detector test and decide on Jungkook. During the test, Jungkook's crush on Taehyung is revealed
Jungkook was tired. He didn't mind sitting through interviews but he wishes that the interviewers would ask different questions once in a while. The questions are always the same and he's honestly quite tired of listening to Namjoon translate the same words over and over again.
Despite this, Jungkook makes sure to stay bubbly. He throws around some jokes here and there but he also laughs at his hyung’s jokes when they make an effort. When Jungkook wasn't playing around though, he was sneaking glances at Taehyung.
Taehyung notices every time he does, but he doesn't think anything bad about it. He just slightly makes his eyes wider to let his best friend know that he's as bored as he is. Jungkook always returns the gesture but his heart flutters at the action.
Jungkook has gained a crush on his best friend over the last month. He doesn't know why his crush suddenly formed, but he hates himself for it. He just wants his thoughts to go back to normal.
He doesn't want to look at Taehyung and suddenly want to know what his lips taste like. He doesn't want to think about how he wants to wake up next to him so he can run his fingers through his soft hair.
Jungkook just wants to go back to thinking normal best friend stuff but he can't even remember what the “normal” best friend stuff was.
All Jungkook knows is that they were all performing on stage, messing around like always. Taehyung jumped onto Jungkook's back and buried his face into the crook of his neck. They literally do this all the time so Jungkook doesn't know why everything suddenly changed within him.
Jungkook became terrified when he suddenly felt foreign butterflies in his stomach when Taehyung's lips brushed against his ear while he was laughing. Taehyung’s laugh made his heart beat faster and his hands became sweaty as they clutched onto Tae’s legs.
Jungkook then lost his breath as Taehyung's thighs slid over his hips as he got off of his back.

Jungkook convinced himself that he was ill and that the new feelings would pass but yet he's still here almost a month later feeling the same butterflies fluttering inside of him.
Jungkook turned his attention back to what was happening with the interview. He wasn't paying attention but he knew it was over soon anyway.

The woman interviewing them spoke up, smiling while pointing behind her. They all waited for the translation.
Namjoon looked at everyone and smiled. “She says there's a polygraph test available here today so we can try it out if we'd like. It's basically a lie detector test but we only have time to have one member go through it."
The members start bouncing around at the statement. Jungkook can feel Hoseok slap his his back repeatedly as he lets out an excited yell. He laughs along with them all, patting Hoseok’s hand that now lay on his shoulder.
“We'd love to try out the test!” Namjoon spoke with delight to the interviewer. She smiled back and stood up, gesturing them all to follow her.

Jungkook was beyond excited. He really wanted to bombard Taehyung with silly yes or no questions just so he could hear his laugh.
The walk to the room didn't take long so they couldn't discuss much about who was going to do the test. They did decide though that it couldn't be Namjoon because he would have to translate the questions to the camera which could throw off his results.
Jin also couldn't do it because he would laugh too much which would also throw off his results. Yoongi just didn't want to do it, Period, So it was between Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung and Hoseok.
Jungkook had Hoseok’s left arm thrown around his neck. He was pretty close with all the members so he never really felt or acknowledged the physical contact from them. The only time Jungkook would actually feel something worth thinking about is when Taehyung touched him.
The room they entered was mostly empty except for a table, the polygraph equipment and some chairs. Hoseok had to pull jungkook closer to him so they could both attempt to squeeze through the door together side by side.
It was quite a stupid idea so it was no surprise when Jungkook tripped over Hoseok’s foot during the action and fell forward pulling Hoseok with him. They both flew into Taehyung’s back which sent Taehyung flying into the table, disrupting his conversation with Jimin.
Taehyung let out a big grunt as his groin flew into the table, shaking the equipment sitting on top. Loud gasps were heard as the computer swayed back and forth, almost falling until Taehyung threw out his hands to steady it.
Taehyung spun around quickly to see Jungkook and Hoseok with wide-eyes and open mouths. Jungkook didn't mean to laugh, but he did. This caused everyone else to laugh along with him, but now Taehyung was going to force Jungkook to be the one to take the test.
The test begins!
All he could do was blame himself..
Jin was the first one to react, rushing to Taehyung's side.

"What the hell Tae?" Jin shouted. Jin rarely got angry so when he did show some anger, it was shocking. "What is he kidding you about huh? You're his best friend! Why would you even say that!"
Taehyung scoffed. He didn't believe any of this was actually happening. He didn't want it to happen. He just wishes he never touched Jungkook.

"Exactly! Best friend! That's all we're supposed to be, Hyung! He's the crazy one!" Taehyung immediately stopped and was hit with regret
Taehyung finally looked at Jungkook. He looked devastated. Jungkook's his best friend, but Tae is lost. He honestly doesn't know why he's being so mean in this situation. He's usually the one Jungkook comes to for comfort, but Jungkook is just cowering away from him.
Jungkook tried to process the fact that he basically just ruined his relationship with Tae in every possible way. While Tae and Jin fought, all other eyes were on Jungkook. He found his voice and spoke up to them. "I'm not in love with him. I'm not."
Tae and Jin stopped. Tae looked relieved, but Jin still looked angry.

"You do feel something for him though..don't you?" The interviewers words hit him in the chest like a heavy weight. Everyone was watching him.

Jungkook finally just lifted his head..and gave a sad smile.
The smile immediately left Jungkook’s face when he saw Taehyung just standing there, staring at him with no emotion in his eyes. Jungkook wanted to disappear. He always thought he didn't deserve the self hate running through his veins, but he’s starting to think differently now.
The tension in the room was suffocating. The only thing going on was the conversation between Namjoon and the woman who took them in today. The polygraph scene was to be completely cut out from the rest of the interview.
Jin became the hero, once again, and lowered himself down to wrap himself around Jungkook. Jin felt only love towards his maknae and he hated seeing him look so defeated.

Everyone else started to warm up too at the gesture, smiles finding their faces again, all except for Tae
"It's okay. Everything will be okay. You're okay" Jin told Jungkook and pulled back to smile at the younger boy. Hoseok then spoke up too, almost earning a smile from Jungkook until Taehyung interrupted the statement.

"Yeah! Of course everything will be ok-"

"How is this OKAY!"
Every single head snapped to look at Taehyung.

H-he's not supposed to feel this way! We're...we're best friends? Nothing is okay, eveything is ruined now..i think? I don't know what to feel..i-" Taehyung was upset but he looked at Jungkook "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry that we can't be close anymore because you need to fix this." Taehyung's voice cracked as he spoke to Jungkook.

Jungkook didn't mean to cry but everything just became too much. He stayed silent. Letting the tears fall softly as he listened to Taehyung's words.
Jungkook watched as Taehyung disowned him. He listened to his words, feeling his head throb from keeping in sobs. Jungkook rarely cries, ever, so now he has Jin clutching onto his hand and Jimin squeezing his shoulder.
The interviewer left a while ago, knowing that this was a private moment, so the room became quiet when Taehyung was done speaking. A sniffle could be heard from Jungkook every few seconds.
Jungkook wanted to apologize. He wanted to apologize for ruining the night because he never planned on Taehyung finding out about his crush.

Jungkook always hoped that if Taehyung ever did find out though, he'd be more accepting. Maybe even return the feelings.
The members looked at each other, anger filling all of their eyes. They wanted to let Taehyung know how rude he was being but they all knew it would only upset their maknae more. Jungkook hated seeing his Hyungs fight.
Hoseok finally stormed forward, not being able to hold back anymore and grabbed Taehyung’s arm, dragging him out of the room.

To say Hoseok was mad was an understatement. He was was livid.
He pulled Taehyung down the hallway until he was sure no one else would hear their conversation and then threw Taehyung forward into the wall.

Taehyung swung around in time to see arm come at him, a pain filling his head as Hoseok hit him with the back of his hand.
“Taehyung, you're a flipping idiot.” Hoseok huffed with anger. “You do realize he basically just came out to us in some type of way right? He wasn't even ready so please tell me why you're acting like such a child. You don't even know what he's feeling right now."
"Oh and you do? Taehyung spat out at him. "does hyung have a crush on me t-"

"I'm fucking bisexual Taehyung, so yes. I do have some sense of what he's feeling right now because of inconsiderate assholes like you."
Taehyung finally shut up, the realization hitting him that he was sounding and coming off as a homophobe.

"Hobi oh my god, no, please don't think I'm one of those assholes." Taehyung became desperate as he reached forward, grabbing a fistfull of Hoseok's shirt.
Hoseok placed his hands on Taehyung's, his expression softening.

Taehyung calmed down as he saw Hoseok soften up a bit. He didn't want to lose one of his best friends, but in a way, he already lost one. Jungkook.
Taehyung didn't know how to react to everything happening around him. He was scared and his thoughts stopped becoming reasonable when Jin yelled at him.
Things weren't supposed to be this way and he wanted to be angry, but then he wanted to man up and be supportive of Jungkook.

“Hyung, what the FUCK am i doing!” Taehyung grabbed his hair as he let go of Hoseok’s shirt.
"Why are you freaking out so much Tae?" Hoseok let out a sigh. "You do know this doesn't mean you have to like him back, right? It also doesn't mean he's just trying to get into your pants." He chuckled "So just control your straight."
"My what?" Taehyung just looked at Hoseok as he laughed at his own words.

"Like..ya know, 'hold your gay'. It basically means to calm down your sexuality i guess." Hoseok watched as Taehyung looked at the ground and then back up at him.
"Um." Taehyung rubbed the back of his neck. Everything was happening so fast.

"What if i'm not..not straight? What if i don't know what i am? What if i just started questioning myself 15 minutes ago so my brain is just a bunch of mumbo jumbo?"
Hoseok softly smiled. He wasn't fully trusting Tae at the moment, but he wasn't about to be that friend that dissed him in case he truly was a different sexuality.

"Did the whole scene back there make you question your feelings in some way?" Taehyung just stared at Hoseok.
The hall was completely silent except for the sound of a flickering light on the ceiling a few feet down from where the two boys were standing. Hoseok shifted his weight onto his other leg as he waited patiently for Taehyung to speak. He knew this was a hard topic to discus.
After a few more minutes of silence Hoseok spoke up again. "Tae, you have to say something soon because we have to get back to the rest of the bo-" He choked on his words as Taehyung finally said something.

"Kiss me."
After Hoseok took Taehyung and left, Jungkook let out his broken sobs. Everything hurt and he couldn't keep it in anymore,

Jungkook would have been fine with Tae never liking him back but he wouldn't be able to cope knowing Tae wasn't his best friend anymore.
Namjoon's heart broke as he watched Jungkook fall apart in front of him. He's never seen the younger cry like this before. He's only seen tears of joy or a bit of small sad tears here and there, but never this. He was afraid Jungkook was going to have a panic attack.
He watched as Jin rubbed Jungkook's arm, tears filling his eyes. Jin was always one to feel the emotions of others so it was no surprise he was upset, but it looked like everyone else was feeling Jungkook's sadness too.
Namjoon finally spoke up, trying to to calm the younger down. "Hoseok will talk to him Kookie." He walked up to Jungkook and placed his hand on the shaking boy's shoulder. "He'll fix his attitude up, trust me. I mean, have you seen just how scary our J-Hope can be?"
Jungkook tried to laugh but he couldn't. Nothing came out except a wet cough. He felt embarassed crying like this in front of his friends.

About 8 minutes later, Jungkook rubs his eyes with the palms of his hands and finally looks up for the first time, becoming dizzy.
He saw everything blur as he reached out to grab Jin as he almost slid out of the chair.

Jin didn't expect Jungkook to grab at him unexpectedly so he wrapped his arms around Jungkook's torso in a panic, not wanting the boy to fall.
Jungkook's head slammed into Jin's shoulder causing his dizziness to get worse.

Jin rubbed his hands up and down Jungkook's back as he held him. "Have you been drinking water Jungkookie? We'll go get you some in a moment because I think all that crying made you dehydrated."
Jungkook took a few moments to compose himself before speaking. "No, that's okay hyung. I can get it myself." He pulled away to smile at Jin and then used his shoulder to help himself shakily stand.

"Are you sure?" Yoongi said with concern.

"Yeah! I'll be back in a minute."
Jungkook sighed as he guided his hands along the hallway walls to steady himself. He felt exhausted and just wanted to sleep. A lot happened in just an hour.

He was out now. His crush was revealed. He lost his best friend. It was too much to take in.
How was the band going to work now? Was everyone just going to pretend this didn't happen? Jungkook stopped in realization and brought his hands up to his face, pressing himself into the wall. "Oh God what about army."
Everyone loves Taekook. Jungkook knows because he's seen so many Twitter posts about their friendship and about...other stuff. He knows It'll be painfully noticeable if they aren't close anymore. He doesn't want to disappoint or upset anyone.
Jungkook pushed himself forward more. Hopefully when he gets to the restroom and cleans himself up, Jin won't realize that he hadn't actually gotten a drink of water.
When he reached the restroom he pushed himself through the door and approached a sink with a mirror above it. He grimaced when he saw his reflection. He was entirely puffy and red. His makeup was smeared everywhere and half of it covered his hands from when he touched his face.
"Ew..just ew." Jungkook talked to himself as he cleaned himself up, washing all of the makeup off of his face with a lot of scrubbing. When he was done his face was still red and puffy, but at least he looked sane again.
"Okay..noowww, smile!" Jungkook spread his mouth into a grin. He wasn't sure why but he heard somewhere that smiling could help improve your mood, plus, he needed to be able to fake it well enough if anyone saw him.
"Ugh whatever" Jungkook walked to the bathroom door and pushed it open again, stepping out into the hallway. He turned to go back down the hall from which he came until he heard loud laughter coming from the other direction. Loud laughter that sounded like Hoseok's.
Jungkook debated on continuing back to the rest of the members, but his curosity got the best of him as he turned to approach the sound of the laughter he heard just a few seconds ago. He heard voices becoming more clear as he got closer. It was definitely Taehyung and Hobi.
He saved all the bottles for his hyungs
Namjoon texts Hobi :( [Please ignore timestamps]
Hoseok started cursing as he got up from the floor. After he pulled Taehyung to the ground they wrestled for a couple minutes until Hoseok's phone buzzed next to him with a text from Joon.

Hoseok pulled Taehyung up with him and hurried down the hall to Jungkook.
Taehyung didn't know what was going on, but he could tell it was serious by the terrified look on his friend's face.

Before Taehyung had a chance to fully ask what was wrong as they ran down the hall, Hoseok was bursting into the room they were in earlier.
Namjoon was there waiting for Hoseok as he burst into the room, ready to ask questions. He watched as Tae came in confused, clearly not knowing what was happening.

"He's in the staff room. It was the only place with a med kit and some oxygen" Namjoon said
"Oh god, is he okay!?" Hoseok asked quickly. "What even happened?"

"Wait who?" Taehyung's comment got ignored.

"I'm not sure yet but apparently the staff around here saw him running through the building." Namjoon tried to keep his voice steady. "He fell hard Hobi."
"He fell mid fall!?" Hoseok cried out as his eyes opened wide.

"What is happening? Who passed o-"

"Yeah..hopefully he doesnt have a concussion. Yoongi cried. He won't admit it but he did." Namjoon stood up and walked past the two men towards the door.
"Come on, lets go se-" a yell interrupted Namjoon.

"WHAT IS GOING ON!" Taehyung was tired of being ignored.

Namjoon sighed and grabbed Taehyung's arm.

"Just follow me."
Taehyung's thoughts were running wild as Namjoon dragged him throughout the building. When he stopped, Taehyung looked up at the door, peeking in through the small glass window. He wasn't exatly sure what he was looking for until he saw Jungook.
Jungkook was laying back on a small couch. He was awake but to say the least, he looked like shit. He was completely pale and his hair was slicked back with the sweat his body was producing from just trying to keep him conscious.
On his left side was a small portable oxygen tank, indicating that he just got finished with using it.

Taehyung immediately went to open the door until Namjoon stopped him.

"He was dehydrated and stressed. Apparently he hasn't been drinking much water. I told Jin, Yoongi and -
Jimin to talk to him about the seriousness of not keeping hydrated. His reasoning was adorable...but it led to this and you helped." Namjoon felt bad as Taehyung turned to stare at him with hurt, but it was the truth and he had to understand that.
"I was such an asshole" Taehyung frowned and looked back at Jungkook. "I think i freaked. I did freak and i feel horrible." He stayed quite for a couple moments before speaking again. "When the crush thing happened..i..i felt something new and it scared me. It scared me so much."
"I don't know if I feel the same, but i feel something? I think. I don't know." He sighed and Hoseok laughed.

"Well, you two can continue your little chitchat bUT i am going to go see baby kookie now so move it." He pushed Tae playfully out of the way and entered the room.
When the door clicked shut Namjoon spoke up. "I get that things are confusing. He's your best friend and he has a crush on you. It's okay to freak..but you broke his heart Tae." He became stern. "You aren't his friend anymore? What the hell were you actually thinking?"
"I honestly don't know Hyung, but i regret it. I seriously do and i need to talk to him. Please just let me go talk to him." Taehyung begged.

Namjoon crossed his arms. "Go. But don't bring up feelings you arent sure of yet. Just fix your friendship for now, got it?"
Taehyung nodded and opened the door quickly, interrupting any conversation that was going on between the 4 members and the maknae. He watched as Jungkook slowly looked at him and then frowned.

"Hey Jungkookie..."

Things were awkward when Taehyung sat down next to a quiet Jungkook. Everyone else decided to leave the two of them alone to talk.

“Are you okay?” Taehyung asked Jungkook. He wanted to reach out and ruffle his hair, but he knew if would just give off the wrong idea.
Jungkook sat still for a couple moments, looking down into his laps where his hands sat, picking at his nails. He knew Taehyung was asking if he was okay prior to collapsing, but he wanted to tell him that he wasn't okay. He wanted to tell Tae that all he wanted to do was sleep.
“Yeah..I'm a bit exhausted but nothing i can't handle.” Jungkook's words came out bluntly. He didn't know how to act around Taehyung in that moment and he felt incredibly nervous that Taehyung was going to finally end things completely between them.
Taehyung felt hurt looking at Jungkook acting the way he was. He didn't blame the maknae. He didn't blame him at all. Taehyung blamed himself for being such a dick. As he sat there looking at Jungkook, he wondered how he could ever hurt someone as soft as him.
I'm…” Taehyung's words got caught in his throat as he tried to speak.”I'm..sorry. I reacted so horribly. I really did.” He sighed. “I don't want us to not be close anymore.” he slid on the couch closer to Jungkook who still avoided eye contact.
Taehyung suddenly grabbed Jungkook's chin and turned his head gently but quickly to face him. “Please look at me” he breathed out. When his eyes met Jungkook's he could see that they were dull. The usual sparkle that lived there was gone.
"I know that we can't pretend all of that never happened, but please Jungkook. Can we still be friends." Taehyung gave a sad laugh as he still held Jungkook's chin. "I don't think i can live without you."
Jungkook wanted to forgive him fully. He knew somewhere in his heart that he already did but he still remembered the incident he witnessed between Hoseok and Taehyung. That was really the only thing keeping him from jumping with joy from Tae's words.
Jungkook was confused as to why Taehyung wasn't asking about his crush but he decided not to bring it up.

"As long as you don't leave me again." Jungkook put the tiniest smile on his face "we can be friends."
Taehyung smiled and hugged Jungkook hard.

Jungkook slowly hugged back, feeling content with what he had with Taehyung.

What Jungkook doesn't know though is that Taehyung will put him through a world of hurt before he finally discovers his true feelings for the younger boy.
Things between Jungkook and Taehyung became subtle and comfortable again about a week later. They all hung out at their dorm, making sure Jungkook was fully enjoying and taking care of himself during their time off.
Of course some of the members would be in their studios most of the time, thinking of new things and music to produce. Yoongi likes to make a bunch of small cute songs he'll sing to the members every once in awhile..or well, try to. Everyone always coos over his softness.
Besides that though, the bangtan members are usually in their own rooms all day, or they're out of their rooms and hanging out with each other.

Jungkook loves hanging out with his hyungs, but he can't help but feel awkward sometimes.
He doesn't know if they feel uncomfortable around him or not. No one has really brought up the whole interview thing with him yet except for a few "This doesn't change how we feel about you, Kookie" but nothing about Taehyung.
Jungkook knows that Taehyung has acted differently around him. Tae's either really giddy and talkative or he's really off and distant. Jungkook hates it. He misses Taehyung even though he sees him all the time. He misses him in a way he didn't know he could miss somebody.
Things between them were comfortable, yeah, but it wasn't how they used to be.

As Jungkook layed in bed, he sighed quietly to himself. It's 3 in the morning and he's just awoken from a nightmare. His nightmares usually consist of his hyungs disowning him and kicking him out.
He's gotten used to it so he doesn't wake up in tears anymore like he used to a few weeks ago.

Jungkook sat up and rubbed his eyes sleepily. When done, he flopped his arms back down onto the covers and licked his lips as he looked around his room aimlessly.
He soon stretched for his phone as he saw it laying next to his pillow. He fell asleep before he had the chance to plug it in to charge. Jungkook chuckled and turned the device on.

He yawned as he let his eyes adjust to the brightness of the screen in front of him.
"What the.." Jungkook whispered to himself as he saw that he received a text from Hoseok around 2 hours ago. He felt nervousness wash over him. Does he know that Jungkook saw him and Tae together?

He let out a long breath as he opened the message and then frowned with confusion.
"Goodnight Kookie"
Jungkook stared at the message. Why would he just randomly say goodnight? Especially at 1 in the morning. Hoseok never does that.

He huffed as he sat there dumbfounded. Should he even reply? What would he even reply with? He hesitantly sent something back.
"Can i ask you something?"
Jungkook regretted asking the question as anxiety filled his body. Did he really want to know why? Did he really want to know why Taehyung wanted to kiss Hoseok instead of him..?

He felt his phone vibrate a couple minutes later and quickly opened the message.
He became flUstErEd
Jungkook felt like an idiot as he put his phone down after Hoseok didnt reply for 10 minutes, assuming he fell asleep. He knows he made a big deal out of nothing over Taehyung.

"I shouldn't care this fucking much about him" Jungkook said as he buried his face into his pillow.
He couldn't help the way he felt though. He couldn't help that he found himself wanting to hold Taehyung more and more. He couldn't help the fact that he got jealous over how Tae would spend more time with everyone else other than him now.
Jungkook brought his hands up to grip his pillow as he buried his face deeper into it. For the first time since the interview, he let out a sob. He knows that he doesn't have anything to cry over. He still has his friends. He still has Taehyung.
They don't treat him the same though. They treat him as though he's fragile and they don't see him as the golden maknae anymore, but as the sad boy who has a pathetic crush on his best friend.

Jungkook doesn't know that they think the opposite though..that he's become stronger.
Jungkook let out his emotions into his pillow, curling his body upwards into himself. He hated feeling weak but that's all he felt right now.

Jungkook didn't hear his bedroom door open so when a familiar deep voice called out to him, he froze.

"Kookie? Are you okay?"
Jungkook immediately sat up, looking towards the voice that made his heart flutter. He could see his door ajar in the shadows, but he couldn't see anything there. Feeling vulnerable, he quickly fumbled for his phone and turned the flashlight on, shining it towards his door.
He saw a sleepy Taehyung, half of his body poking through from behind his bedroom door. His hair was messy and his nose scrunched up as he brought a hand up to shield his eyes from the light. He groaned tiredly in protest at Jungkook.
Jungkook mumbled a small sorry and lowered the light out of his face, shining it on his torso instead.

Taehyung squinted his eyes, barely seeing the outline of the younger's body. “Jungkook, lower the light more please” he mumbled. “I can't see you.”
Jungkook lowered the light to the floor and watched as Taehyung smiled softly, finally being able to see his face. "What are you doing up? It's almost 4 in the morning." Jungkook asked as Taehyung yawned.
"I was getting a drink of water until i heard noises coming from your room." He smile faltered a bit "You okay?"

Jungkook wasn't about to admit to Taehyung that he was the reason that he was crying. "Yeah! Yeah..i had a nightmare, that's all. I'm sorry if i bothered you."
"Aw, well that's no good. Can i come in? You can talk about it to me?" Taehyung pushed open the door a bit more, ready to walk in.

Jungkook smiled as he gestured for Tae to come in. "Um..yeah. Sure. You dont have to though, it's nothing worth speaking about." he laughed
"Nonsense" Taehyung dragged out the word as he playfully jogged over to the bed, plopping down next to Jungkook. The force made Jungkook bounce around, causing him to laugh again. "I will make myself comfy while you start speaking." Taehyung said as he slipped under the covers.
Jungkook watched as Taehyung huddled under the covers, looking up at him with big eyes when he was settled in. He smiled at Tae and crossed his legs, turning slightly to face him.

"It's just a nightmare i have sometimes...Most times. You all learn to hate me and kick me out."
Jungkook felt comfortable as he spoke. He hasn't been alone with Taehyung since the interview. He missed it.

"I had it sometimes before the interview, but it became more recent afterwards." He forced a small smile.
"That's really it. It's guys feel disgusted by me and stuff." he laughed. "I hate it because i know that you guys arent like that, hell, Our hyungs could all be gay for all we know." He smiled at the thought and then looked up to see a frowning Taehyung.
Jungkook shiffted uncomfortably in the silence until Taehyung sat up and wrapped his arms around him in a hug. He then lowered himself down, pulling Jungkook with him.

Jungkook uncrossed his legs and fell comfortably into Taehyung's hold, sighing with content.
Jungkook had his head laying on Taehyung's shoulder as Taehyung held him. He remembers when they used to cuddle all the time. Sometimes Taehyung would text Jungkook before he fell asleep, demanding that he came to his room for cuddles.
"I wish you didn't dream of those things.." Taehyung started to run his hand up and down Jungkook's side, loving the dip that happens at his waist. "I know that i probably made it worse, but i love you so much. We all do. We all love you to death."
Jungkook felt his heart swell at Taehyung telling him he loved him, but it broke quickly because he was stupid enough to think for a slight second that he meant actual love.

"I love you too." Jungkook whipsered sadly.
Taehyung heard Jungkook's whisper and felt a sudden awkwardness creeping up on him. His movements stopped rubbing Jungkook's side and he then removed Jungkook's arm that was wrapped around his torso. He sat up and swung his legs over the side of bed and onto the floor.
He turned to smile back at a frowning Jungkook though. "Get some sleep kookie, okay? I'm gonna go get that glass of water and try to get some sleep again too." He stood up and walked out of the room, closing the door softly behind him.
Jungkook watched as Taehyung left. When the door clicked shut he groaned a flopped himself back down onto his back and covered his face with his hands. He let a single tear drip down from his eye until he felt his tiredness hit him all at once, causing his eyes to drift shut.
He turned over onto his side and reached down to get something under the bed that he kept hidden from everyone else. When he had what he wanted, he flopped back down onto his side.
Taehyung gave him this object, well he gave it to all the members, excitedly when it was released. Taehyung didn't know he held it for comfort during his sad times.

Jungkook hugged the TaTa pillow tightly to his chest and let sleep take him over.
When Jungkook woke up it was already past noon. He heard everyone else talking down the hall as he opened his door. Not wanting to interact with them, he snuck towards the bathroom and tried to open the door. He sighed quietly in frustration when it was locked.
This was the closest bathroom near Jungkook's room and going to another one would result in him being seen.

He was grumpy and tired. He just wanted to ignore everyone, take a leak, and go back to bed.
He turned around and sat on the floor next to the door. He figured he'd wait for the person to come out, but when he heard the shower start he groaned and slumped against the wall. "Please make this quick" he sighed.
As Taehyung stepped out of the shower he dried his hair with his towel before settling it around his waist. The bathroom became pretty suffocating with all the steam so he didn't want to stay in the room for very much longer.
He opened the door and walked out, lowering his head to ruffle his hair. Everything was going swell until he turned to go to his room and tripped over a now sleeping Jungkook's legs.

Taehyung went tumbling to the ground and Jungkook woke with start.
Jungkook brought up his knees instinctively which caused Taehyung's lower half to be pushed up into the air, his right leg sliding down over Jungkook's thighs and his left leg sliding down in the other direction onto the ground. Basically, Taehyung was straddling Jungkook's knees
Taehyung landed on his forearms, crying out as he felt a pain shooting up his body from the impact that was made on his manhood as it slammed down onto Jungkook's legs.

Jungkook couldn't move to help make things less painful because of the way Taehyung was positioned.
"Shit Tae, oh my god I'm so sorry" Jungkook rambled out, feeling horrible. He could see Taehyung's face wincing from pain. He tried to move his knees a bit but Taehyung mumbled out something incoherent as he winced again.
Jungkook knew this meant for him to just stop moving and give Taehyung a minute, so he did. While he sat there though, he couldn't stop his wandering eyes.
His eyes gazed upon Taehyung's wet hair hanging down over his face and they slowly moved downwards. He gulped as he studied Taehyung's back, the muscles bulging out between his broad shoulders. He felt like a pervert, but his eyes flicked to the loose towel hanging on Tae's hips.
Sadly for Jungkook, nothing was showing but the crease that was formed at Taehyung's hips from being bent over nearly sent Jungkook to heaven.

He let out a slow breath as he looked down at the shin laying across his own groin. He felt tense but he didn't want this moment to end.
Taehyung had his forehead resting on the back of his hands as they pressed against the floor. He would have recovered a lot quicker after falling if he hadn't jacked off in the shower beforehand. The sensitivity from his earlier actions made the pain even more excruciating.
He groaned and after a couple of seconds he pushed himself up with his arms. He took slow breaths, trying to keep down the vomit that threatened to appear.

Jungkook's eyes left Taehyung's body as he felt Tae's shin press harder into his groin as he tried to move.
The more Taehyung struggled, the harder his shin pressed into Jungkook.

Jungkook tried his best to help Taehyung but it was hard when your crush was making your body feel pleasured without even knowing that they were doing such a thing.
Jungkook slowly spread his legs outwards as Taehyung sat up so the pained man wouldn't have to sit up on his knees. Smart idea right? Protecting Taehyung from more pain? Yeah, no, because now
Taehyung was sitting right on Jungkook's crotch as he straddled Jungkook's right thigh.
Taehyung didn't think anything of it because he didn't realize he was in such an awkward position. He started cursing himself internally for being an idiot until he realized something.

"Wait" he looked at Jungkook "why were you sleeping out here?"
Jungkook barely had enough in him to answer. "I was waiting for the bathroom. You took a long time so i think i fell asleep."

Taehyung flushed a light shade of pink as he realized Jungkook was sitting out here against the wall while he was on the other side touching himself.
"Well you can go now." Taehyung said smiling.

Jungkook didn't hear anything Taehyung said. All he heard was his own hearbeat in his ears as he stared in fear at Taehyung's towel as it started slipping down his hips.
"Tae. Your towel. Get your towel" Jungkook spoke frantically, knowing his heart, and his dick, wouldnt be able to handle themselves if that towel fell all the way down.

Jungkook has seen a naked Taehyung before but he hasn't seen a naked Taehyung sitting on him before.
Taehyung quickly threw his hands down to grab his towel. Things were just not going his way today.

He sighed as he brought his hips up, securing the towel around his waist again. As he lowered himself back down he jerked with shock as Jungkook's hands grabbed him.
Taehyung heard a groan come from Jungkook as his hands grasped his arm and thigh. He winced at how tight the maknae's grip was.

"What the hel-" Taehyung stopped as he saw a deeply flushed Jungkook, his eyes half closed and his mouth agape.

"Get off of me."
"Are you okay Jungko-" Taehyung was pushed gently backwards. He wanted to protest and get an answer out of Jungkook but the younger boy was already up and moving quickly down the hall. "Jungkook!" Taehyung said loudly. His comment was ignored as the boy's door shut loudly.
He sat in the hallway bewildered. Everything about Jungkook was becoming strange and he wasnt sure how to react. He was just making things unnecessarily awkward. Taehyung shook his head slightly as he too finally stood up and went to his room.
Jungkook dropped to his knees in front of his bed and threw his face down into his crossed arms onto the blanket. He grimiced at his situation.

He's never once got hard before over Taehyung but yet, here he was now, his pants getting tighter with every passing second.
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Jungkook laughed to himself as he brought his head up to look at the ceiling. He felt stress free, and even if it was only for a couple moments, he'd be okay with that.

Jungkook shakily stood up after a few minutes, pulling his bottoms back on with him, and stretched.
He sighed happily and looked at his bottoms. He scrunched his face up in disgust as he looked at the mess that covered them from his actions and then changed into jeans and a t-shirt. He practically skipped to the door and swung it open.
Taehyung didn't mean to hear the boy on the other side of the door. After everything that happened, he realized it was probably upsetting for Jungkook because of his crush and all, so he came to apologize.
When he heard the lewd sounds coming from the other side of the door, he froze up. He froze up completely and it wasn't until he heard his name that he finally processed what was happening.

He was filled was such a strong emotion of disgust and couldn't wait to face the boy.
So when the door finally swung open, presenting a happy Jungkook who suddenly turned white from fear, Taehyung moved forward quickly. He grabbed the front of the boy's shirt and pushed him into the room, kicking the door closed behind him.
He pulled jungkook closer to him. "How fucking dare you do that. Who gave you the right? You can't just d-" Jungkook interrupted him, almost in tears but too shocked to let them fall.

"I'm so sorry hyung. Please. Im so sor-"

"Do NOT interrupt me Jungkook."
Jungkook tried to keep his panic attack down. Taehyung had his shirt gripped in his fists tightly which prevented him from escaping.

"You think you can just let my name come out of your mouth like that, huh? You think that's okay?" Taehyung whispered fiercely.
"You think that's okay to do when I'm not the one who's making you do it?" Jungkook's eyes opened wide.

"You think it's okay for you to tell me you love me when im feeling this way? Confused and crushing on my best friend?" Taehyung pulled Jungkook closer.
"That doesn't settle well with me kookie.." Taehyung whispered against Jungkook's lips.

Before Jungkook had any time to reply, Taehyung was smashing his lips up against the younger's, sending Jungkook flying backwards with Tae on top of him.
Jungkook stumbled over his feet as he tried to keep from falling but his mind was more focused on the soft lips touching his own. He was so close to crying until Taehyung spilled out his emotions to him.
He never knew Taehyung was struggling just as much as he was.

Jungkook was soon falling backwards onto the bed. Taehyung followed by straddling the maknae's hips, never diconnecting their lips from each other.
Jungkook sighed into the kiss as Taehyung's hands grabbed his hair.

Taehyung wanted to wreck the hell out of the boy beneath him, but he didn't want to go too fast so he slowed down and then stopped.

He rested his forehead against Jungkook's, breathing heavily.
"I'm...woah" Jungkook breathed out as Taehyung flopped down on the bed next to him. He was in a daze. Is this what love always feels like? He turned to look at Taehyung who was smiling at him. "That was just wow" Jungkook giggled.
Taehyung's heart beamed when he saw Jungkook smile his big bunny smile as he laughed. He's so thankful for his hyungs for helping him figure his feelings out.

Taehyung pulled Jungkook closer to him and buried his face into the crook of his neck.
Jungkook smiled as he felt Taehyung press a kiss to his neck. "Tae? Im guessing you like me so when di- when did figure that out?" Jungkook asked.

Taehyung laughed "I'll tell you soon kookie, but just nap with me for now, okay?"
Jungkook gulped with nervousnes. He was scared that Taehyung was just acting like he liked him so he wouldn't have a one sided crush anymore. Even so, he hugged Taehyung close. When he soon heard small snores coming from Tae, he smiled a smile full of love and closed his eyes.
Jungkook couldn't get to sleep though. He was happy, but he was also confused. Why did Taehyung suddenly show interest in him?

He looked down at the boy sleeping in his arms and it finally hit him hard that he just made out with Kim Taehyung. That actually happened.
Jungkook slightly squealed and buried his nose into Taehyung's hair. "Is this happening?" He whispered. "Is this like actually happening?" He smiled as he pulled Tae closer to him, if that was even possible.
"What are you mumbling about?" Taehyung quietly said as he lifted his head to look at Jungkook.

"Did I wake you? Im sorry." Jungkook frowned as he saw Taehyung's eyes squint at the light in the room.
"Kinda. You squeezed me too tightly" Taehyung chuckled sleepily as he brought his hands up to rub his eyes. "I didn't mind, i just wasn't in a deep enough sleep." He sat up and then looked down at Jungkook.
He took in Jungkook's messy hair and innocent eyes as he checked him out. The boy truly was too beautiful for Taehyung to fully take in during one sitting.

His eyes found their way to look at the mole under Jungkook's bottom lip. After a few seconds his attention moved upwards.
The boy's lips were practically begging to be kissed.

Taehyung looked up at Jungkook's eyes before going back down to his lips. As he slowly started to lean in he watched as Jungkook's eyes slowly started closing when their lips were almost touching.

The door suddenly opened.
Taehyung quickly lifted his head as he heard Hoseok's voice.

"Jungkook, are you awa- oh..hey Tae. What are you doing in here?" His voice was full of question as he stepped into the room slightly.

"Just talking" Taehyung said quickly, receiving a sad expression from Jungkook.
Hoseok eyed the way Jungkook was laying down with Taehyung too close to him, his hand next to the younger boy's head. There was no way they were just 'talking'.

"You guys are being gay aren't you." Hoseok said as Taehyung's mouth dropped open.
"Hyung! Oh my god." Taehyung said as he covered his face.

Jungkook shifted awkwardly, propping himself up onto his elbows.

"Oh come onnn Taehyung, be gay with him. After all, you've been waiting for this." Hoseok winked and then laughed before he walked back out of the room.
Jungkook raised one eyebrow and looked at Taehyung with a smirk. "You've been waiting? Oh please do explain yourself."

Taehyung let out a long sigh. "I've been talking with our hyungs so they could help me figure myself out ever since you said you had a crush on me.."
"They helped me figure out i um..liked you. Apparently, according to Joon, when i start talking about you i can't stop." Taehyung shyly laughed. "They just let me talk to them. That's why i haven't been around you much. I'd become too flustered and confused."
Taehyung had so much to tell Jungkook about what he learned about himself, but he was going to be damned if he let those lips go unkissed.

He put his hand behind Jungkook's neck quickly and brought him in to meet his lips. This kiss was slower than their first one.
He heard Jungkook sigh happily as their tongues explored each other's mouths.

When Taehyung bit Jungkook's lower lip softly, he knew he was screwed.

Taehyung was addicted to Jungkook.
Was being addicted a good thing? This is only their second kiss and Taehyung already wanted more to happen.

Jin told him to be careful. Actually gave him a full blown lecture about how Jungkook has never been with anyone before and he would hurt Taehyung if he hurt the maknae.
Taehyung's had the experience before. He had a short thing going on with Jimin for a while before they debuted but kissing was awkward. Doing anything a couple would do was awkward actually. He loved holding Jimin's small hands though.
When they ended things, their relationship actually became stronger and happier so he's thankful for that. No one knows they were together but then again, no one has really asked.
After that, Taehyung didn't think he was gay, which is why he pushed the thought completely aside. He focused on girls only. Kissing them wasn't very nice either but he assumed he just didn't find the right girl yet.
Whenever Taehyung found out he was Jungkook's crush, a side of him came out that tried to shield his gay from showing. He didn't even know he was stopping himself from coming out at the time.
But that's why he became cruel towards Jungkook and it's also why he asked Hoseok to kiss him. His thoughts were screaming 'GAY' and he wanted solace over it.
Ever since, Taehyung has been meeting up with all the other members. They helped him come to the conclusion that he did indeed like Jungkook.

Doing that though made Taehyung put distance between him and Jungkook.
He could see that Jungkook was sad but he had to focus on himself first.

Taehyung backed up from the kiss and looked at Jungkook who smiled at the eye contact.

"Have you been taking care of yourself?" Taehyung asked quietly. He frowned when Jungkook looked down.
"I'll do better, i just haven't had the effort to do anything." Jungkook sighed and Taehyung became stern.

"We can't let what happened last time happen again. That was serious. Come on." He pulled Jungkook off the bed and towards the door. "Let's go eat."
"But UGHHH. I was enjoying just cuddling you." Jungkook whined as he pouted.

Taehyung couldn't stop himself from laughing as he opened the door. Before stepping out of the room he turned to look at Jungkook and said "You can get more cuddles later."
When they reached the kitchen, Jin was there putting away a dish he dirtied from eating dinner. He looked up and smiled at the two.

"Where have you been all day Jungkook?" He asks as he leans against the counter.

"I've been bu..sleeping."
Jungkook stops himself from saying busy because he knows Jin would've asked what he was busy doing and then the conversarion would have just become very awkward.

"Well I'm glad to see you out of your room" jin smiled softly at him.
"Hyung. Guess what?" Taehyung speaks up. Jin tilts his head a bit and furrows his eyebrows. "Jungkook hasn't been taking care of himself."

Jungkook slaps Taehyung's arm as Jin lets out a gasp.

"Jungkook!" Jin says loudly as he rushes up to him.
"Did you listen to anything we told you? Doing too much isn't okay but doing NOTHING isn't okay either oh my god im-"

"Hyung I'm okay! Geez, I actually came out to get some food, don't make me run away." Jungkook laughs as Jin immediately shuts his mouth.
Jin then looked at Taehyung. "Who gave you the right to share that? That was quite perosnal." Jin said sternly.

Taehyung shrugged and said casually "i mean, i just had my tongue down his throat so i might as well take care of him."

Jin blinked a few times before he understood.
"You..YOU HAD WHAT! DOWN WHAT!" Jin screamed as he stared wide eyed.

Taehyung burst out into laughter as Jungkook shyly blushed.

Jin grabbed Jungkook's arms and pulled him into his chest to protect him from Taehyung.

He knew that Taehyung was going to reveal his crush soon but he never knew that they would already be all over each other.
"This is NOT what we discussed Tae!" His one hand rubbed Jungkook's back as the other held the back of his head, pressing the boy into his shoulder.

"We never said it was something that was illegal to do though." Taehyung chuckled. He felt as though things were going to be okay.
"He's barely kissed people before! Did you inroduce it to him by just shoving your tongue down his throat? Being like, oh yes, welcome to the world of love?" Jin was baffled. He told Tae to go slow. Doing what he did was not slow.
Taehyung pointed at Jungkook. "Blame him. I would've gone slow if he didn't push me over the edge."

"Oh please." Jin rolled his eyes at the statement as he felt Jungkook squirm in his arms. "He's the innocent one here" he said as Taehyung laughed loudly.
"Yeah..okay," another laugh left his lips "you keep believing that hyung." Jin just looked at taehyung with judgemental eyes.

Jungkook finally pulled away from Jin with a flushed face, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment.
"I'm right here you know." He laughed quietly. A rush of relief came over him when they shut up and looked at him. It was embarassing to have them say those things about love and about kissing, knowing he doesn't really have any experience with any of it.
He honestly didn't think much of anything when Taehyung kissed him. It felt natural to kiss him, like they've done it before. But now that he thinks about it, he probably kissed horribly.

"He didn't do anything i didn't want him to do hyung." Jungkook smiled at Jin.
"You want him all over you? Okay. Cool. Didn't need to know that." Jin laughed loudly.

Taehyung watched as Jungkook laughed along with him. He felt some type of emotion pinch at his heart and his smile faltered from fear.

Was he already falling in love with Jungkook?
This soon? Could that be possible? Sure, he's known Jungkook for years but to kiss only twice and then start to fall in love is weird, Right?

Taehyung's smile completely left his face. His heartbeat sped up and his eyes didn't focus on anything as he was lost in thought.
He's never felt this way before. He's felt attractions to people, sure, but he's never had this type of feeling towards another person, let alone another man.

He looked at Jungkook again. He looked at his smile, his lips and his body and suddenly..Taehyung felt scared.
Jungkook turned his head and saw Taehyung staring at him. He smiled, but Taehyung didn't smile back.

Jungkook turned and stepped towards him. He reached his arm out but quickly pulled away when Taehyung flinched.

"Are you okay Tae?" Jin said from behind Jungkook.
Taehyung stumbled backwards. "Im-fuck. Jin. I need to talk to you. Right now."

"Okay well i-" Jungkook flinched when Taehyung snapped at him.

"Alone! I don't want you here right now Jungkook. Everything is hitting me.. and ugh." Taehyung rushed forward and kissed him.
He pressed his forehead against Jungkook's before grabbing Jin and rushing out of the room.

Jungkook doesn't know what went wrong. Why doesn't Taehyung want him near? Why is he going to just kiss him and walk away? He thought things were going so well.
Jungkook pouted as he leaned against the kitchen counter. Maybe Taehyung realized he didn't want him. Did he scare Taehyung off?

The kitchen became too quiet so Jungkook walked out to the living room and plopped down on the couch, turning on the television to distract himself.
Meanwhile, down the hall in Jin's room, Taehyung was crying.

When he pulled Jin away, it didn't take him long before he got stern and asked what Taehyung's problem was.

Taehyung didn't answer, but just quickly went to Jin's room and when the door closed, he burst into tears.
"Woah woah woah, Taehyung, what's wrong?" Jin grabbed Taehyung's shoulders and looked him in the eyes.

"I'm so scared hyung. I'm so scared." Taehyung said as he looked at the eldest memeber. "This is all so new and god, im not scared of being gay. I'm scared of losing him."
"I'm scared of some ARMY members hurting him over god knows what. I'm terrified of the media. I don't care about me, Jin. I don't care that im fucking falling in love right now too quickly. I'm scared that he is. He doesn't deserve someone like me. He deserves so much better."
"Someone who isn't as lost and confused as me. Someone who hasn't hurt him like i have. It hurts knowing i do this to him. I confuse him. I sadden him. It hurts so much." a broken sob erupted from Taehyung as he lowered himself to the floor, falling onto his knees.
Jin sighed as he sat down in front of Taehyung. He felt bad for the boy. He knows that love is hard but he doesn't want Taehyung to think it's THAT hard.

"You're going to need to calm down Tae. Come on. Look at me" He tapped Taehyung's chin and caught his gaze when he looked up.
"Things are going to be hard. People will judge you. They'll judge Jungkookie. They'll try and hurt the both of you, okay? So don't let that stop you from giving yourself to him. I also don't want to hear you say that crap about yourself ever again." Jin said firmly.
Taehyung calmed down and thought about it for a few moments. Instead of stressing over what he's done to Jungkook already, maybe he should just give everything to the boy and see where it takes them.
Taehyung wiped his face and laughed "I'm sorry, i think i lost myself for a second and let fear take over."

Jin smiled "so are you okay now? Did you get all the negative stuff out of your system?" Taehyung nodded and stood back up.
"Great! Now stop being a wuss and go to him." Jin ushered Taehyung out of the door.

He smiled and made his way back to Jungkook with the fear out of his system. Hopefully Jungkook wasn't too upset after what happened.
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