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“Okay, let me make this clear, I won’t repeat myself.” The manager says standing in front of the 7 boy’s with a list. “Jin and Yoongi, Hoseok and Jimin, Jungkook and Tae, Joon gets his own room.” The man says before walking away and handing them the keys to the dorms. #taekook
Jungkook rolls his eyes at the decision that was made. Of course they pared him with Taehyung, everyone in their team has been wanting them to get along for years. They’ve tried everything, this isn’t surprising at all. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Taehyung on the other hand could care less about Jungkook liking him. He walks over to Namjoon timidly, the leader of the group already knowing the problem and he sighs. He unlocks the door to his own room and lets Taehyung in. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“I don’t want him to find out.” Taehyung whispers because the door is still open. “I know Tae, why don’t you stay in my room and I can sleep in yours with Kook?” Namjoon says giving the younger boy a soft smile. “Joon, I-I can’t do that to you.” Tae says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“It’s okay, I know you don’t want anyone else finding out, you can just stay in my room.” Namjoon says, never mentioning that Tae can sleep in his room because he knows that’s not what Taehyung will be doing at night. “Why don’t you just sleep here? I-I can just sit over there.”
Taehyung says pointing to the corner of his room where a desk is. “Tae, I know you like the lights on, and I can’t sleep like that. Really, it’s no bother.” Joon says handing the boy his dorm keys. “B-but the managers?” Taehyung asks. “I’ll talk to them.” Joon reassures. #taekook
Namjoon does talk to the managers, and he almost has them convinced until Jungkook walks into the room. “Nope, this isn’t happening. I might not like Taehyung but I’ll take him over Joon’s snores. Either give me my own room or make Taehyung share with me.” Jungkook says. #vkook
It’s hard to argue with the stubborn boy. The managers do understand the problem so they offer Namjoon an apology because they can’t change the room order. This doesn’t surprise Taehyung because the managers don’t know about his insomnia. He was never properly diagnosed.
“I’m sorry, why don’t you just bring your iPad and you can watch movies next to me, maybe you’ll get sleepy.” Namjoon says and Taehyung can’t be ungrateful, Joon is the only one who knows but he’s always tried his best to help Taehyung. “It’s okay, you need to rest well.”
Tae says before going into his shared room with Jungkook. The younger boy is busy setting up his gaming equipment, he doesn’t pay attention to Taehyung. Tae puts his stuff on the bed that doesn’t have all the games and computer and sets down his stuff. #taekook #vkook #kookv
The tension is quite thick with both boys being so quiet. Taehyung plugs in his earphones and turns on some music while Jungkook continues to work on his devices. Once they’re set up Jungkook starts playing games, they continue to ignore each other. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Jungkook eventually gets tired and looks over to Taehyung. He has his eyes closed but he can’t tell if he’s sleeping. Jungkook takes out a guitar from his closet before he begins to lightly strum it. Taehyung has earphones in anyways, he’s sure he can’t hear him. #taekook #vkook
Taehyung opens his eyes slightly when he hears the guitar start. He closes his eyes again, wanting Jungkook to think that he’s sleeping. Jungkook starts to sing “Nothing Like Us” by Justin Bieber, the familiar song ringing through Tae’s ears. #taekook #vkook #kookv
He sings with so much emotion in his voice it almost scares Taehyung. He’s curious about who the song reminds Jungkook of but he’s not curious enough to ask. Before he knows it Tae feels a weird feeling take over him, something that he wishes he felt at night, he feels sleepy.
The next time Taehyung wakes up his shoes are off and he’s covered with a blanket. He turns over to his side to find a sleeping Jungkook on the bed across from his. Taehyung reaches over to his phone and glances at the time, “3:05 AM” He reads to himself. #taekook #vkook #kookv
That’s the most he’s slept in a while. He tries not to make any noise as he leaves their room. He turns on the living room light before seeing his small puppy, fast asleep. Taehyung crouches down to smile at the small dog. He wonders who took off his shoes and got him a blanket.
“It couldn’t have been Jungkook, Namjoon must’ve done it.” Taehyung says to himself. He thinks back to when the band debuted, him and Jungkook were probably the closest out of everyone, they even showered together. Taehyung smiles to himself at the memories of them. #taekook
Taehyung’s smile slowly turns into a frown, remembering that Jungkook would never actually interact with him if he didn’t have to. Their management team forces them to be so smiley with each other in public but behind closed doors, Jungkook doesn’t want anything to do with him.
He doesn’t really remember when Jungkook started to dislike him but he vividly remembers the first time he noticed it. They were in an pre-recorded interview and the MC had asked them to explain their new song. Taehyung was the one to answer, explaining it the best he could.
He remembers the interviewer letting him finish before turning to the director. The director asked if someone else in the band could explain it and Yoongi was a bit ticked off by it. “Tae explained it fine.” Yoongi said and the director sighed. “He just, he took to long to get-
To the point. We don’t want to bore anyone when they watch, it took him like two minutes to spit it out.” The man says and Taehyung remembers that wasn’t what hurt him, it was hearing Jungkook chuckle along to the mans comment. Making Taehyung’s stomach drop, he stayed quiet-
For the rest of the interview, only forcing a smile when he had to. Jungkook didn’t apologize, he didn’t have to, because he wasn’t sorry. The rest of the boys looked at the younger boy as if he had lost it but Taehyung only looked down at the floor, trying to remember what he -
Could have possibly done for Jungkook to suddenly make fun of him. He knew Taehyung was insecure about speaking in interviews, he knew better than anyone and he only smirked when Taehyung’s pained eyes looked at his. That was the first time Jungkook showed his dislike towards him
It still makes Taehyung’s heart ache, and his eyes get blurry but he shakes off the tears. He’s learned how to avoid Jungkook, he’s learned to give up trying to please the boy. Just because you fight for something, or someone in this case, doesn’t mean you’ll win. #taekook #vkook
The next morning he makes sure to go back to his shared room in time for Jungkook to wake up and just think that Taehyung woke up first. “Do you always fall asleep that early?” Jungkook asks as he rolls out of his bed. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Tae looks up from his book, distracted by the way Jungkook’s voice sounds. It’s really nice when he’s barely woken up, Tae thinks. “Uh, no.” He says looking back down at his book. “Whatever, just make sure to change into actual pajamas next time, Joon almost did it for you.”
The younger boy stands in front of the bed, stretching his arms up and Taehyung catches a glimpse at his abs. It’s not like he hasn’t seen Jungkook shirtless, he’s even seen him naked, but that was a while ago. As he said, Taehyung has learned how to avoid Jungkook so he doesn’t-
Understand the feeling at the pit of his stomach when he catches the boy’s bare skin. Jungkook walks out of the room with a towel in his hands and doesn’t bother to ask Taehyung if it’s okay for him to shower. Tae closes his book and stares at the ceiling. #taekook #vkook #kookv
He reaches a hand up to his forehead and feels it. “I don’t feel sick, but what was that feeling and why did it almost feel nice?” Taehyung asks himself with a frown. He shakes his head at his own thoughts before changing and going to the kitchen, he had showered a lot earlier.
Taehyung takes his usual seat next to Jimin with Namjoon on his other side. “Can I talk to you?” Namjoon asks him and Taehyung nods his head with a mouth full of fruit. “You slept last night!” Joon whisper-yells excitedly making Taehyung smile big at the older boy’s reaction.
“I know!” Taehyung says back with just as much excitement. “You actually look like you rested.” Joon says placing a friendly hand on his shoulder. “That’s a nice way of saying I didn’t wake up looking like shit again.” Tae says making both of them laugh. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Neither of them notice Jungkook until the younger boy scoffs. “Get a room.” He says walking past them into the kitchen. “Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.” Namjoon says and Taehyung just nods in agreement before they go back to the kitchen. #taekook #vkook #kookv
They all sit down to eat breakfast like they usually do and Yoongi starts to play them a demo of a song he produced the previous night. “It sounds really good! You did great, hyung.” Jungkook says and Taehyung doesn’t mean to make this about him because the song is great, but he-
Wishes Jungkook would talk to him like that, like he actually cares about his existence at least. “Do you want half of my pancake?” Namjoon asks and Taehyung nods his head. Instead of actually giving it to Tae, Joon starts to feed him it. Making Taehyung smile. #taekook #vkook
“Isn’t that like your third one?” Jungkook asks from across the table. “And?” Namjoon asks responding for Tae. “I’m just saying, it’s enough that he likes burgers, eating extra pancakes won’t help at rehearsals.” Jungkook says and the table quiets down. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Yah! What’s wrong with you? Let Taehyung eat all he wants, he’s a great performer either way.” Jin says speaking up. Taehyung pushes Namjoon’s hand away softly when he goes to feed him again. “It’s okay.” Tae says forcing a smile. “No, it isn’t.” Namjoon says dropping his fork.
“Tae, you’re skinny, a great performer, and you never have any trouble at rehearsals.” Namjoon says stating the obvious. “Like hell, I wish I could keep up with you at practice.” Yoongi comments making Taehyung chuckles a little. Jimin holds Tae’s hand gently under the table.
“And you’re one to talk, mr. lamb-skewers and pizza.” Hoseok says easing up the tension at the table. They all continue their conversations before Tae excuses himself to the bathroom. Jungkook walks into the bathroom, not minding Taehyung before pulling his pants down to pee.
“Why are you like this?” Tae mumbles under his breath and he regrets it the second that he lets the words out, because he knows better than to question him. “Like what?” Jungkook asks acting oblivious. “Like nothing, forget it.” Tae says before washing his hands and leaving.
This is typical Jungkook, Taehyung questions what he did wrong, what Jungkook’s deal is, and Jungkook always does the same thing, he acts oblivious. So Taehyung’s learned to not try. Taehyung sits on his bed and he decides to read more of his book. #taekook #vkook #kookv
About an hour passes before he gets a FaceTime call from his good friend Minho. “Hey little one, I haven’t seen you in ages! How are you?” Minho asks with a big smile on his face, and a kind tone, causing Taehyung to smile back. “I know, I’m good, how are you?” Tae asks. #vkook
“Every time I call you I feel like you’re my son who I haven’t seen in years.” Minho jokes making Taehyung laugh. “The cost of us both having busy schedules, hyung.” Tae responds and in that instant Jungkook walks into the room, sweaty, and shirtless. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Are you getting too busy for your hyung now?” Minho jokes around making Taehyung shake his head with a wide smile. Jungkook walks behind Taehyung who is seated on his before getting on it. “What are you-“ Taehyung begins to question when he feels Jungkook sit behind him.
Jungkook’s legs spread in the same directions as Tae’s and his arms wrap around Tae’s torso before he hides his face in Tae’s back. “Who’s that?” Minho ask with a raised eyebrow. “Oh, hey Minho. How’ve you been?” Kook asks and Taehyung can feel his breath hit the back of his neck
“Jungkook? I’m good, how are you kid?” Minho asks with a smile back on his face, not knowing what Jungkook and Taehyung’s relationship is like. “Good! I was wondering if I could borrow Taehyung here for a moment from you, he’ll call you back.” Jungkook says before hanging up.
They’re both quiet as the call ends and neither of them move. “Get off my bed.” Tae says looking down at Jungkook’s arms that are laying on his lap, wrapped around his waist. He doesn’t like the strange feeling of it all, it’s not like Jungkook is ever genuine with his actions.
“Mmm I don’t know, hyung. You’re so warm, I was getting kind of cold.” Kook teases holding the older boy tighter to his chest. Tae can feel his strong arms and hard chest but it’s all too much for him. “Then put on a fucking shirt, don’t touch me.” Tae replies getting off the bed
“I bet you’d let Namjoon hold you or maybe your precious Minho.” Jungkook says with a tease to his voice. “Yeah, because they’re my friends and I would actually want their touch.” Taehyung says and he sees the small hurt in Jungkook’s eyes but it’s quickly replaced.
“Whatever, I was just calling you because Jin is asking for you.” Kook says getting off the bed, still not putting a shirt on. “You could’ve just told me that.” “I just did.” Kook responds and Tae knows he’ll only get another clueless answer from him so he doesn’t ask. #taekook
That night Kook goes straight to bed after playing video games and it’s pretty late when he notices Tae is still awake. “You’re still awake?” Jungkook asks seeing Taehyung’s eyes open, looking at their ceiling. Tae doesn’t respond, just turns to his side, facing away from him.
One morning Jungkook wakes up to use the restroom but when he turns around to not see Tae in his bed he frowns. “Where is he?” Jungkook wonders to himself. His clock reads “4:15 am” it’s way too early to be awake. He goes out to their living room and looks around. #taekook #vkook
He doesn’t find him there so he goes to the kitchen but he’s not there either. He’s about to go check the others room when the front door suddenly opens. Taehyung walks in with his earphones on. “Where were you?” Jungkook asks startling the older boy. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“What are you doing awake?” Taehyung asks quietly, closing the door. “I asked you a question, don’t respond to it with another question.” Kook asks crossing his arms in front of him. “None of your business.” Tae mumbles out. “Dude it’s fucking late I don’t mean to sound like-“
“Like what? Like someone who actually cares about me? Just shut up Jungkook, mind your own business.” Taehyung responds before passing the younger boy. “Does Namjoon know you go out this late or should I say early?” Jungkook asks following him into their room. #taekook #kookv
“Seriously Jungkook? Fuck off, I’m a grown man, I’ll go wherever I want when I want and I don’t have to tell anyone.” Taehyung says agitated because he had slept about three hours in the past two days, he doesn’t mean to get in Jungkook’s face but he does. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“It’s not safe-“ Jungkook starts and he says it quietly, scared of his breath actually touching Taehyung’s lips because he might not returning what Jungkook felt when he got so close to his face. “Since when do you care?” Taehyung asks getting closer to Jungkook. #taekook #vkook
“For the sake of the band.” Jungkook says backing up as Tae steps forward, he’s never seen Tae like this, his words are harsh and he seems so cold. “Then for the sake of the band, shut your mouth.” Taehyung says until their foreheads are touching. “Am I clear?” Taehyung asks.
Later on that day Jungkook walks into Namjoon’s room. “What’s wrong with Taehyung?” Jungkook asks and Joon’s eyebrows furrow in confusion. “What do you mean?” He asks. “I mean, why is he such a little shit? He came home last night at 4am did you know that?” Jungkook asks.
“Um, yeah. I knew that.” Namjoon says lying but trying not to freak out himself. “Oh, well he shouldn’t, it’s dangerous.” Jungkook states and Namjoon roles his eyes, “just mind your business, guk.” Joon says. “Funny, he said the same.” Kook responds. #taekook #kookv #vkook
It’s a Thursday night when Jungkook gets home from the studio late. Jin and Hoseok are in the living room fast asleep with the TV turned on. Jungkook goes to his room only to see it empty. It’s almost 3am. Jungkook shakes his head remembering the last time he tried asking.
He goes into the restroom to brush his teeth and walks in to see Taehyung balled up in a corner. “Taehyung?” Jungkook asks. “Go away.” Tae whispers so quietly that Kook almost misses it. “Are you okay?” He asks getting on his knees. Tae’s eyes are red and tired. #taekook #vkook
“Let me help you.” Jungkook says trying to scoot closer to Taehyung but the older boy only pushes him away. “What’s wrong with me?” Tae asks himself as he breaks out into tears. Jungkook doesn’t care if he gets punches in the face, he scoops Tae up in his arms, regardless of the-
Small punches he receives on his chest, none of them actually hurting. Taehyung finally gives up and let’s his face hide in Jungkook’s white shirt. “You’re okay, it’s okay.” Jungkook says sitting down, facing Taehyung so Tae can straddle his lap. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Taehyung’s head lays perfectly in Jungkook’s neck, still crying and coughing at the same time. Jungkook wraps his arms around him, softly soothing Tae’s back. “Calm down Tae, you’re alright. Let’s go to sleep.” Jungkook says softly. Making Taehyung cry harder because he can’t.
“Gukkie?” Taehyung asks, his face still hidden. “C-Can you play y-your guitar?” Taehyung asks quietly, even though they’re alone. “Right now? It’s 3am.” Jungkook says making Tae cry again. “Okay, okay, it’s okay, I’ll play it for as long as you want.” Kook responds. #taekook
Taehyung gets out off the boys lap before Jungkook moves over to his guitar case. He takes out the acoustic guitar and sits down with it on his bed. “Any special requests?” Jungkook asks trying to lighten the mood. “Nothing like you.” Tae responds quickly, sitting next to him.
“..okay.” Jungkook says, shocked at Taehyung’s request. He strums his guitar lightly, and starts to sing it. Taehyung feels himself get drowsy as the song continues, he lays his head gently on Jungkook’s shoulder as he ends the song, almost asleep. “Anything else?” Kook asks.
“Yeah, but this request you won’t fulfill.” Taehyung whispers. “What is it?” Jungkook asks, his stomach feeling butterflies. “Just hold me.” Taehyung says and Jungkook stands up from the bed and puts his guitar down. He gets on his bed and pats the space next to him. #taekook
“But-“ Taehyung says and Jungkook grabs his hand softly, pushing him down, only to land on Jungkook’s chest. Kook wraps his arms around the older boy and looks at Tae’s sleepy eyes close shut. “Goodnight, baby.” Jungkook whispers before letting himself fall asleep too.
The next morning Joon walks into their room only to see both of the boys completely embracing each other. Jungkook’s head is laying above Tae’s and Taehyung somehow managed to get his head under it, with both of his arms latching on to Kook for dear life. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“That’s cute.” Namjoon says taking a picture of them and walks back out of the room. It’s almost noon when Jungkook wakes up and it’s only because of the body heat that he can feel. He looks down at Taehyung who is holding on to him and he gently runs a hand through his hair.
When Taehyung wakes up he’s not greeted by warmth, or by the hand that was gently running a hand through his hair. He sighs looking at the empty spot next to him, remembering last night and he knows what’s to come. Jungkook walks out of the bathroom moments later. #taekook #vkook
The boy is shirtless and covered in small droplets of water, with a towel around his waist. Neither of them say anything as they make eye contact. “Finally! You’re awake.” Namjoon says walking into the room. “Y-yeah. I’ll be right out.” Taehyung says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Tae gets off of Jungkook’s bed quickly, ignoring the younger boys stare on him. He changes clothes, not caring if Guk is looking. As he walks out the younger boy holds him back, “you’re not going to say anything?” Jungkook asks. “Thank you, won’t happen again.” Tae mumbles out.
He doesn’t know if those were the right words to say but Jungkook lets go of his wrist so he takes that as, that’s what Jungkook wanted to hear. He walks out of the room and lets out a deep breath, almost feeling like he was holding it in. His heart is beating fast as everything-
Lands on him. All of the events that have occurred, last night, this morning, the interview when Jungkook laughed, everything. It all comes crashing down on Taehyung and he begins to let out a small cry because he doesn’t know why Jungkook doesn’t like him, or if he does why-
He’s been hiding it. What did last night mean? Did he actually care? Did he just pity him? Will he tell everyone else about his sleeping problems? All of these questions run through Taehyung’s head as he slides down the wall and hugs his knees. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Jimin walks out of his room, hearing Tae’s quiet cries. “What’s wrong?” Jimin asks sitting down next to him. “N-nothing Chim, I’m okay.” Tae says wiping his eyes. “But you aren’t, is everything okay? Is it Gukk?” Jimin asks as he holds Tae’s hand in his to try and comfort him.
“I just- I don’t know what I did wrong? I don’t know h-how to take it back?” Taehyung says and Jimin pulls him into his arms. “You can’t fix what you didn’t break, you didn’t do anything, those are questions he should be asking himself.” Jimin says rubbing Tae’s back. #taekook
Jungkook walks out of the room to see the two boys on the ground and his heart hurts seeing Taehyung in Jimin’s arms, but it hurts even more seeing the boy cry. He’s good at faking though, he’s good at walking away and pretending nothing ever hurts him, so that’s what he does.
He doesn’t realize the pained look that Taehyung gives him. “He walks away so easily, I wish I could too.” Tae says wiping his eyes. “He’s only acting, I know him and you do too. He can hold down a lie when he wants to, you just have to get him to tell you the truth.” Jimin says.
That’s how Taehyung finds himself trying, once again because what’s another shot? What’s he got to lose that he hasn’t already lost before? When Jungkook is writing in one of his notebooks one day Taehyung watches him closely, trying to think of a plan. #taekook #vkook #kookv
He walks over to the boy and Jungkook looks up at him. Taehyung didn’t really think it through but he just sits himself on Jungkook’s lap. “What-what are you doing?” Jungkook asks. “I want you to hold me again, like that other night.” Taehyung responds. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Taehyung’s back is facing the younger boy so he can’t see his facial reaction. “Yah, Taehyung, I’m working.” Jungkook says trying to push him aside. “Then will you hold me later?” Tae asks. “What am I your caretaker? Want me to sing you a stupid lullaby like last time too?”
Taehyung’s head fall in disappointment but the feeling of his eyes tearing up at his words aren’t unusual, he’s gotten pretty used to it. “Never- never mind.” Taehyung says and he’s about to get up when Jungkook drops his pen on the ground to hold his hand. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“I didn’t-look- just-“ Jungkook stutters out but Taehyung gives him a very forced smile, one that almost makes Jungkook regret ever saying anything. “It’s okay, it’s stupid, I’m stupid. Next time I have a breakdown I’ll lock the door.” Taehyung says getting out of his grip.
He walks to the bathroom with his head low and Jungkook stands up. “No, no, Taehyung.” Jungkook says calling after him but it’s too late, Tae locks himself in the restroom and crouches down to the floor, once again alone. It’s only 10:33 pm but he knows it’ll be a long night.”
“I’m not moving from here until you open the door.” Kook says sitting down on the ground. “I know you’re awake, Taehyung open the door.” Jungkook tries again. It’s almost 1am when Guk checks later on but neither of them have moved from their positions. “Tae, please, come out.”
“Y-you called me Tae.” Taehyung responds from the other side of the door. “Uh, yeah, I did. Do you like it when I do?” Jungkook asks, confused with the sudden response. “Yeah, I miss hearing your pet names.” Tae says softly, pressing his palm against the door. #taekook #vkook
“Open the door Tae, I’ll hold you and I’ll sing to you. I didn’t mean what I said, I was just irritated.” Jungkook says and Taehyung sighs unlocking the door. Jungkook walks in making sure not to hit Taehyung if he’s behind the door. “I’m stupid.” Taehyung whispers to himself.
Jungkook takes the time to sit next to him before grabbing Taehyung and scooting him onto his lap. “You’re not stupid Taehyung, I’m sorry I said that, I’m sorry baby.” Jungkook says and he doesn’t catch himself saying it but Taehyung does. Instead of commenting on it Tae decides-
To settle himself into Jungkook’s chest as the younger boy stays quiet because he’s mentally cursing at himself for letting it slip. “Do you want me to sing to you?” Jungkook asks making Taehyung nod his head. He lifts Tae up in his arms and starts to sing. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“‘Cause nothing can ever, ever replace you. Nothing can make me feel like you do. You know there’s no one I can relate to.” Kook sings quietly, only for Taehyung to hear, making the older boy close his eyes. Jungkook watches Tae’s eyes lightly close shut to his voice.
He lays Taehyung down on his bed, having flashbacks from last time. Jungkook sighs before removing his shirt and sliding under the covers next to Taehyung. The older boy incoherently mumbles “Gukkie.” Making Jungkook’s heart melt. He’s hesitant but he leans over, hovering his -
Face over Taehyung’s to see if he was awake. When Taehyung doesn’t move Jungkook let’s his lips slowly meet Taehyung’s skin, on his temple. Jungkook holds the older boy just like he had done earlier that week and he doesn’t regret it, he loves every second of it. #taekook #vkook
When they wake up the next morning Taehyung is the first one to wake up. He looks up at Jungkook’s face and admires the older boys peaceful face. Taehyung looks over at the clock and reads the time “7:49am” he reads and he can’t believe how long he slept without waking up.
He sits up still half asleep when Jungkook opens his eyes to stare at him.

#taekook #vkook #kookv
Jungkook doesn’t say anything, they quietly stay still before Jungkook reaches his hand out to hold Taehyung’s. Tae looks back at the younger boy and Jungkook pulls him back down next to him before wrapping his arms around Taehyung. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Gukkie.” Tae whispers quietly into the younger boy’s chest. “Can we- can we not talk? Just let me hold you?” Jungkook asks and there’s something behind his voice that Tae can’t identify but he doesn’t argue. He lets Kook hold him tightly, as if it might be the last time he does.
The next time Taehyung wakes up he’s alone in their shared room. He walks out into the kitchen to get a glass of water and sees Namjoon on his laptop, peacefully minding his business. “You look well rested, I’m happy for you.” Joon comments. “I am. Where’s Jungkook?” Tae asks.
“He’s out, I’m not sure where. I think he went with Jimin somewhere.” Namjoon says and Tae nods his head. He changes in his room before grabbing his camera. He doesn’t expect to see a small Polaroid picture underneath it. It’s an old picture of him and Jungkook. #taekook #vkook
He holds the pictures in his hand and thinks back to when it was taken, exactly three years ago. He doesn’t know what this means, but he knows Jungkook put it there for him to see it, maybe it’s Kook’s way of saying he misses the way they used to be or that he does care.
Either way, Taehyung puts it back on his headboard and stands the picture up. Taehyung left to take pictures around their quiet and expensive neighborhood. When he returns he sees some of the guys on the couch and only waves at them as he walks by. #taekook #vkook #kookv
You decide.
Smut wins!

Warning ⚠️: NSFW.

#taekook #vkook #kookv
Pt. 2

#taekook #vkook #kookv
Once they get out of the shower Jungkook wraps a towel around Taehyung and the older boy is scared to speak, he’s scared to do anything and have Jungkook realize it was all a mistake. “What’s wrong?” Jungkook asks cupping Tae’s face in his hand. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“I’m waiting for it.” Tae whispers, not meeting Jungkook’s eyes. “Wait for what?” Jungkook asks. “For you to tell me it was a mistake and go back to hating me.” Taehyung says and Jungkook let’s out a deep breath. “Tae, I’m not sure if you’ve ever trusted me but just this once-
Believe me and trust me. There’s a reason why I treat you differently when we’re alone. I can’t tell you why but pay attention, please. If we act like this out there, if I treated you like I’ve always wanted to, they’d kick one of us out.” Jungkook says grabbing Tae’s hands.
“Jungkook, Who are you talking about? Who will kick one of us out?” Taehyung asks and Jungkook shakes his head. “I can’t- I can’t tell you that.” Jungkook says and Taehyung let’s go of his hands. “Is this a joke to you?” Taehyung asks looking down at his feet. #taekook #vkook
“No! Taehyung, you have to believe me? H-how could you not believe me?” Jungkook asks desperately. “You hurt me so easily, in front of everyone. You only recently started acting different when we’re alone, I-i don’t know Jungkook.” Taehyung says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“How could you not see through it? Every time I did something I would always check on you, or try to make it up in a way. I would give Minho your entire schedule so he could come cheer you up, I was the one who sent you anonymous flowers on your birthday with a bunny ribbon. I-
would lie at practice and say I wasn’t hungry so you could have my extra food because I was worried you weren’t eating enough.” Jungkook rants with hurt laced between every word. “Yes, but you caused all of those problems. I was never lonely on my birthday until you stopped-
Coming to my room to play video games with me on the morning of. I was never insecure about what I ate until you told me I could never get abs because of how I eat. Every time you said it, you said it so easily, it always seemed to be exactly what you wanted to say.” Tae responds
“D-Don’t say that.” Jungkook says with teary eyes. “I-It was always an act, I always wanted to run to you after saying something rude. I hated, no I hate myself for being so good at lying to your face, but I never meant any of it.” Jungkook says holding on to Tae’s arms.
“T-Tae, baby. Look at me, look. I don’t hate you, I could never hate you.” Jungkook says and he suddenly lifts the older boy up. Taehyung wraps his legs around Jungkook’s waist with a squeal and Jungkook takes them to his bed. Kook crawls on top of him as he lays him down-
And goes up to his face. “I love your cheeks and how full they get when you’re eating correctly.” Jungkook says kissing both of his cheeks. “I love your eyes, and how the glimmer every time you’re on stage because you really do love performing.” Kook says kissing his closed eyes.
“I love your stomach, and how unlerfectly perfect it makes you to me.” Jungkook says going down to press small kisses to Tae’s stomach. “I love your laugh, and your smile, and the way you dress yourself, always looking so good for me.” Jungkook says kissing along Tae’s neck.
Jungkook goes back up to Taehyung’s face to see the older boy crying softly. “Don’t cry, please I can’t, I don’t like making you cry.” Jungkook says wiping away his tears. “I don’t like when you’re mean to me, you can’t just tell me part of what’s going on and leave me hanging.-
Something has to change.” Taehyung says holding on to Jungkook’s hard biceps. “Okay, I’ll tell you but they can’t know you know. You can’t say anything. I’ll just stay quiet from now on and you’re going to have to avoid me back or else they won’t buy it.” Kook explains.
“Let’s change first and then I’ll tell you.” Jungkook says and Taehyung looks down at their naked bodies and lets out a small laugh. “Okay.” He says standing up. Jungkook walks over to the door and makes sure to lock it shut before they both change. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Once they’re fully clothed they sit on Taehyung’s bed and Jungkook runs his hand through Tae’s damp hair. “It-it started when I asked a question regarding my sexuality to someone in the group. I want to tell you who it is but I won’t, because you’ll hate them and they’re not to-
Blame for all of this.” Jungkook says latching his hand to Taehyung’s. “They told me I was insane, we were barely starting to get recognition here in Korea, I would ruin it all if I said anything. They discussed it with a manager and that’s when it started to go bad.” #taekook
“They told me that they wouldn’t tell the company as long as I stayed away from you. At first I thought it was fine if I just ignored you but they wanted tou to hate me, to never be able to reciprocate my feelings.” Jungkook says shaking his head at the flashback in his head.
“They pared me with you here because they thought it would be some type of sick joke for their own amusement. One of the days we slept in my bed, one of them took a picture and they told me to end it there and to do it fast. That’s why I rejected you when you sat on my lap.”
“But I gave in, and I made sure the door was locked this time before we fell asleep because I didn’t want them to see us. Even today, you asked where I was when I wasn’t here and they told me I was doing a shitty job. I have the texts.” Jungkook says and he takes out his phone.
He shows them to Taehyung, blocking the name out of the contact and Taehyung stares at the phone, reading the messages telling him to do a better job. “Namjoon.” Taehyung whispers to himself, making Jungkook stay quiet. “H-he wants to be successful and you trusted him the most.”
“Y-you. You know.” Taehyung says like a statement because he doesn’t need to say more. “Yes, I-i know about your insomnia. I’ve always known.” Jungkook says quietly and he doesn’t want to start crying again but it’s hard not to and Taehyung covers his face with his sleeves.
“A-all this time, I was trying to hide it from you and he told me it was a safe secret kept by him.” Taehyung says crying. Jungkook scoots closer and wraps his arms around Tae, letting the older boy lay his head on his shoulder. “It all makes sense.” Tae says piecing it together.
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” Jungkook says holding Taehyung closer to him. They sit in silence, just holding each other, something they’ve been wanting to do for years now. “We’re going to find a way through right?” Taehyung asks, being the first to speak up. “Of course we are.”
It’s weird knowing the truth, Tae is a good actor, he can hide things well but he can’t believe Namjoon is behind this. He’s one of the only people Taehyung had ever trusted with everything and he failed him. Jungkook ignores Tae in front of the others. #taekook #vkook #kookv
One day they’re filming a run episode when Taehyung trips. Jimin automatically bends forward to help him stand back up but in a split second Taehyung sees Namjoon shove Jungkook’s shoulder. “Do you have two left feet? Watch where you’re going.” Jungkook spits. #taekook #vkook
Taehyung would’ve never paid attention to the gesture, figuring Namjoon would be scolding the younger boy about something else but he knows the truth now, and it all makes sense. Taehyung ignores Kooks comment but pretends to be hurt by it. #taekook #vkook #kookv
The words are just words when he turns to look at Jungkook when no one else is looking and he has a pained look on his face. Taehyung almost feels nauseous because he never paid attention, he just figured Jungkook hated him but the boy never actually did. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“We had a deal.” Joon says pushing the young boy into a bathroom. “What? You don’t want me to help him sleep? He still thinks I’m a fucking asshole why does anything else matter?” Jungkook asks and he hopes he sounds convincing. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“You’re right, it is better this way. Let him fall in love with you every time you’re together only to break his heart when you’re in front of everyone. It’s perfect, and the managers will get off my back about his sleep.” Joon says making Jungkook roll his eyes. #taekook #vkook
“You don’t even listen to yourself do you? You’ve ruined our friendship for years, he wouldn’t just suddenly put it behind him if I stopped tormenting him. Why do I have to keep up this act?” Jungkook asks. “Maybe you don’t think he would put it behind him but I know Tae-
I know how much he loves you, even if all you’ve done is break his heart for years. Do I understand him, no? But it’s his own decision that has you in the place that you’re in. You’re just as weak for him as he is for you.” Namjoon says shaking his head. #taekook #vkook #kookv
It’s during a concert rehearsal when Jungkook disappears and Namjoon thinks he’s in wardrobe so he goes to rehearse his solo performance. Taehyung walks into their sort of make shift kitchen where they take breaks. He locks the door behind him. #taekook #vkook #kookv
He sees Jungkook sitting by himself on the small couch. The instant the lock clicks, Jungkook turns to face the older boy. His whole face lights up seeing Taehyung. He walks over to him and holds the older boy’s face, giving him a kiss on the lips. #taekook #vkook #kookv
They don’t really establish what they are to each other but they kiss, they kiss a lot but nothing more. Jungkook holds Taehyung at night and whispers to him just how wonderful he thinks the Daegu boy is. They know there’s feelings, so many, but they have a much bigger issue.
They have to find a way to stop keeping this a secret, without getting kicked out of the band. “I have an idea, but I’m not sure if you’ll like it.” Tae says. “What is it?” Jungkook asks curiously. “Namjoon thinks I’m in love with you right? He’s scared of me showing my love?”
“Yeah?” Jungkook asks. “What if I showed my love for someone else in the group? What if I kissed Yoongi in rehearsals, in front of the managers and him? They would think I moved on, it would all come out and if the other guys knew about what they’ve done, it would change things.”
“Why Yoongi though? And what would happen if they tried kicking you out?” Jungkook asks. “Yoongi because you know how he is, Yoongi will quit himself if he finds out they’re preventing us from loving each other, he would never, and I mean ever, be okay with this. And he’s the -
One Namjoon holds the most respect for. They lived together for years, Namjoon cares too much for him.” Taehyung explains and Jungkook nods in agreement. “You’re right, he’s the only one Namjoon would be scared to lose. Let’s do it.” Jungkook says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
So it’s set. The next day Jungkook is almost sweating at the thought of what could happen if this went the wrong way. Taehyung acts extra clingy with Yoongi that day and no one says anything, Jungkook only rolls his eyes at them when Namjoon is around. #taekook #vkook #kookv
When Yoongi is rehearsing First Love, Taehyung sits next to the stage, watching Yoongi rap with so much emotion, it still gives him chills. When the song is done the rest of the boys are sitting down. Jungkook is on his phone, knowing what’s coming but not looking up.
Taehyung walks on stage, clapping his hands with a smile. “You did so good!” Taehyung says clinging on to the older boy. Namjoon squints at Taehyung’s behavior and he looks at Jungkook who is looking at them with a bored expression but a hint of jealousy lingers. #taekook #vkook
It happens fast but Yoongi is still sitting on the piano chair. Taehyung straddles him because there’s really no other way to do it if the boy isn’t gonna stand up. He grabs Yoongi’s shirt and brings him in, giving him a kiss right on the lips, in front of everyone. #taekook
Yoongi doesn’t move, just like Taehyung expected and when Taehyung thinks he’s gotten enough of their attention he gets off the older boy’s lap, with a smile, pretending like it was just normal to kiss the boy. “What the fuck?” Namjoon asks standing up. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Excuse me, that’s my line.” Yoongi says standing up. It’s sudden but Taehyung didn’t pay attention to how quickly Jimin stood up and left when Namjoon spoke up. Jungkook sits in his seat, looking down at his lap because he wishes he could take that image out of his mind.
“You’re supposed to be in love with Jungkook, not Yoongi.” Namjoon says and Yoongi’s eyebrows raise in shock. “What?” Yoongi asks causing Taehyung’s mouth to drop. Of course he already knew Namjoon was behind this, it was just shocking to actually hear those words out loud.
“Maybe he would if you hadn’t made me pretend to hate him for the past three years.” Jungkook says loudly. “You little-“ Namjoon starts but gets cut off by Yoongi. “Is that true Namjoon?” Yoongi asks with a scowl on his face. “N-no, I-I it’s just.” Namjoon stutters out.
“That’s enough.” One of the managers says speaking up. “No! Why don’t you tell Yoongi and Hoseok here what you guys have been making me do for the past three years? Why don’t you tell them that you threatened to kick me out of the band if I showed my love for Tae?” Jungkook says.
“What the fuck is wrong with you? Is that true Namjoon?” Yoongi asks getting off of the stage and facing the older boy. “Listen- there’s so much more behind it that you don’t know.” Namjoon says nervously, seeing how angered his best friend looked. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Jin walks back towards the stage with Jimin next to him, rubbing the younger boy’s back. “I-I was mad. They never let me love Jin the way I wanted to, they made me miserable, I wanted to make someone else feel the way I did.” Namjoon confesses making the oldest boy in the group-
Freeze. “What?” Jin asks confused to what he had just herd. Yoongi goes back on stage and wraps his arms around Jimin, the smaller boy curling into him. “Yeah, and what would you do if you knew that I’m in love with Jimin?” Yoongi asks with a frown. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“You never told me that?” Namjoon asks confused as how he never catches on. “Because we didn’t want to show it, and it was none of your business but I would love to hear what you made Jungkook do. Would you have made me do the same? Or did you black mail him because he’s the -
Youngest in the group so you figured he’d be the easiest to shut up? Tell me! I don’t give a fuck what you, or those fucking managers think, this stops today. We do whatever the fuck we want, and I’d love to see you or one of those puppets from the company try and stop me.”
“I-I chose to follow what they told me to tell Jungkook to do as a leader. They told me I could never love Jin, I’ve been hurting too!” Joon yells with tears in his eyes. “Yah! You call yourself a leader? You made Jungkook scared to love Tae and made him bully him!” Yoongi says.
“I-I know and I’m sorry!” Namjoon says and Jungkook sighs. “Why didn’t you ever tell me about Jin? You could’ve made it work behind closed doors! We could’ve all been happy!” Yoongi says, tired of yelling at his best friend. “I was scared! They kept putting things in my head.”
“You loved me all this time and you never told me? You knew I felt the same way!” Jin says and Namjoon wipes his eyes. “I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to tell you. I’m sorry Guk and Tae, I’m sorry.” Namjoon says walking away with Jin close behind him, he still had more to say.
“What are you still doing here, huh?! Get the fuck out! Every single one of you that was involved!” Hoseok says looking at the managers table, pissed that his friends had to go through that. “Bang PD doesn’t even care if we’re gay, he knows about me and Jimin.” Yoongi says.
“Are you serious?!” Taehyung asks shocked. “Yes and don’t ever kiss me again.” Yoongi says shaking his head making them laugh. “Do you think Jin will forgive him?” Jimin asks still in Yoongi’s arms. “I think so, he loves Joon.” Hoseok says sitting down on the stage. #taekook
“Are you two okay?” Yoongi asks towards Jungkook and Taehyung. “Yeah, I told him last week.” Jungkook says, making Tae get closer to the younger boy and embrace him. “I love being alone, it’s fine.” Hoseok says playfully and Jungkook pulls him into him and Tae’s hug.
“I do have to say this. Don’t ever let this happen again, we have to all be honest with each other. Namjoon is still a part of this band and I know what he did was beyond wrong but let what he did be an example of what we will never do again.” Yoongi says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Namjoon decides to talk to Jungkook that night. He knocks quietly on the door of his and Taehyung’s bedroom. “Can we talk?” Namjoon asks and Taehyung leaves the room to give them privacy. “Yeah?” Jungkook asks sitting on his bed. Namjoon is quiet for a second, gathering his words
“I don’t think you want to hear my apologies, you probably dont think they’re sincere and I understand. I didn’t realize what a great mistake I was making until I heard what Yoongi said and I am sorry. I’m sorry that I didn’t realize it sooner.” Namjoon says with teary eyes.
“Kook you were just a kid when I told you it was wrong to love him. You’re still a fucking kid and I’m sorry, I’ll never forgive myself for doing this to you so I don’t expect you to either but I need to say this. There’s nothing wrong with loving Tae, he loves you too” Joon says
“I’m not ready to forgive you just yet, it was three years Joon. But I will forgive you eventually, just- be good to Jin. Try not to make yourself miserable over this, do as you tell me, learn from this and move on.” Jungkook says and Namjoon nods his head in understandment.
“What did he say?” Tae asks coming back into the room when Namjoon leaves. “He apologized, I know he’s being honest, it’s just taking me a little longer to forgive.” Jungkook says and Taehyung lays down next to the boy. “That’s understandable.” Tae says. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“He also said that you love me too.” Jungkook whispers in Taehyung’s ear, kissing the boy’s cheek. “Too? You love me?” Taehyung and Jungkook realizes what he just did. He blushes, hiding his face in Tae’s neck. “Ah, no, no. Tell me, do you love me?” Tae asks. #taekook #vkook
“How do I put this?” Jungkook says with a playful look. “I think you’re one of the most amazing people I’ve ever met. You make me feel like I’m the luckiest person alive when you even look at me. I don’t stop thinking about you, ever, it’s weird, I’ll see something and -
Think to myself, would Tae like that? Would he smile his cute boxy smile that makes his eyes almost always close? Would he let out a laugh and grab on to my arm? Because thinking of seeing you smile, of you genuinely being happy? It makes my chest feel tight.-“ #taekook #vkook
And when you cry? When I’ve been the reason you cry? I feel like the biggest failure, I feel like you would never love me, and I’d understand why, you should love someone who hasn’t hurt you constantly for three years. I feel like crying but it’s fine as long as someone is-‘
Making you smile. As long as someone is bringing out that boxy smile, as long as you’re happy, I’ll learn to be happy, because you are my happiness, even if I’m not yours. So yeah, I love you.” Jungkook says all while staring directly into Taehyung’s eyes. Tae’s hand finds its -
Way to the younger boys face, softly caressing his cheek. “You’d expect me to hate you, I think anyone would but Namjoon was right, I love you too. I love your bunny teeth, I love your cheerful smile, I think about you so much it’s probably dangerous. You’re everything I’ve ever-
Wanted. You’ve made me hurt but you’ve never failed to make me happy either. No more hurting, no more, only loving.” Taehyung says leaning in and giving the boy a long kiss on the lips, they both feel like their hearts are about to explode, it’s been years of them denying this.-
Years of telling each other to stop feeling what they feel and move on but neither of them did, and it’s all led up to this. Jungkook pulls back when he feels tears on his face that don’t belong to him. “What’s wrong?” Jungkook says wiping Tae’s tears. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Nothing’s wrong, I just never thought this would happen. I always thought my feelings were so one sided, and now here, with me in your arms, telling me you love me.” Taehyung says making Jungkook’s eyes melt with adoration. #taekook #vkook #kookv
They roll around the bed in each other’s arms, playfully pinching each other’s cheeks and kisses scattering their faces, and lots of giggling. “Can we go on a date? Can I take you out to your favorite restaurant?” Jungkook asks rubbing their noses together. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Publicly?” Taehyung asks, squeezing the younger boy. “I’ll rent out the whole thing, it’ll be just you, me, and staff.” Jungkook says nibbling on the boy’s ear. “Oooh romantic, people watching us be grossly in love.” Taehyung jokes making Jungkook smile. #Taekook #vkook #kookv
“Sounds fun right?” Jungkook asks and Taehyung nods his head rapidly. “Anything sounds fun as long as you’re involved.” Taehyung says cupping the boys cheeks in his hands. “You enjoy my cheeks looking this pink, I know you do.” Jungkook says blushing. #taekook #vkook #kookv
Their date is exactly how Jungkook planned it to be. He has Taehyung’s favorite meals ordered to perfection, and it’s just the two boys in the room. With Jungkook lovingly feeding Taehyung, and their feet tangling under the table like they’re children foolishly in love.
They end it with champagne and Taehyung’s favorite dessert. “What did I do to deserve you? What did I do in my past life to get blessed with the biggest blessing?” Taehyung says and he means every word. No matter what had gone down between the two previously, this was much-
Stronger than any of that. Their bond is addicting. Everyone notices how touchy the two boys are and they can only smile at them, the fools who had stopped them before no longer working for them, Joon fully supporting them, it’s more than they could’ve ever asked for. #taekook
“Joon.” Jin says following the boy around the dorms. “I-I’m busy.” Namjoon says ignoring the older boy. “You’ve been ignoring me for a week, we have to talk!” Jin says pulling the boy’s arm. The pleading look in his eyes makes the leader weak. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“Jin, I-I’m not ready.” Namjoon says and Jin stops following after him. “What aren’t you ready for? You hid your feelings from me for three years! I confessed to you multiple times and you told me you didn’t feel the same!” Jin says with tears in his eyes. #taekook #vkook #kookv
“I don’t want you to forgive me! I don’t want you to forget and move past this because what I did was wrong! I hurt Jungkook and Tae, and I hurt you, I hurt you so much and I-I don’t want you to forgive me, I don’t deserve your forgiveness. You deserve someone better.” Joon says.
“You’ve chosen how this has gone between us for three years! I get to chose now, stop choosing for me, I’ve always just wanted to love you.” Jin says with small tears falling down his cheeks and Namjoons heart breaks at the sight of the upset boy. “I’m sorry Jin.” He says.
“Stop apologizing, that’s all you’ve been doing, show me you mean it. I want you to tell me how you feel. Tell me that I’m right, that you always did love me, that I wasn’t crazy for waiting this long and you really did love me back for the past three years.” Jin says.
“You’re wrong.” Namjoon whispers and Jin shakes his head in disbelief. He feels his stomach drop and more tears come out of his eyes. “W-wha-“ Jin starts but Namjoon approaches him and cuts him off, “you’re wrong because I loved you ever since we met. It’s been more than 3 years”
Namjoon reaches forward and holds one of Jin’s hands closer to him. “I never thought, you would like me. I’ve always thought you’re the most amazing and stunning person I’ve ever met. When we would practice together before comebacks, when you asked me to help you write songs.-“
“You made me feel like I was worth something, like you would still forgive me even if one day you found out how fucked up I am. I love you, I’ve always loved you, who wouldn’t?” Namjoon says, making the older boy wrap his arms around him and pull him close.
“Please let me kiss you, I really want to kiss you. I’ve thought about it so much I actually think I know how it’s gonna feel.” Jin says confidently and Namjoon blushes at his words. “How do you think it’ll feel?” Namjoon asks leaning his face closer to the other boy’s.
Soon enough their lips meet and they both close their eyes feeling the soft and tenderness of each other’s lips. Jin moves first and his hands reach up, pulling Namjoon’s face closer to him. It’s slow but it’s felt with every emotion they’ve kept in for so long.
“Now I don’t want to let go.” Jin says, their foreheads against each other. “I’m sorry baby.” Namjoon says, rubbing Jin’s hip softly. “I love you.” Jin says kissing him again, and again. “Say it again.” Joon asks and Jin repeats himself two more times.
“You guys are making my heart hurt!” Jimin says and the boys turn to look at the younger boy near the door. Jimin’s holding his hands together with a small smile and Namjoon blushes, looking away from him. “Privacy Jimin!” Jin says and Jimin giggles before running away.
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