Thread by @genjiigenjii

#fushiita: wherein yuuji isn’t a good guy, and yet megumi is unwilling to let him go.

“we should break up.” yuuji murmurs soullessly. megumi doesn’t allow himself to be hurt, this scene has happened far too may times to keep count. so megumi replies as he’s always done.

“no.” he gives no room for arguments, merely denies him and turns to the side. he doesn’t spare yuuji a glance, not right now. not when yuuji’s brimming with anger.

“why not! i don’t like you! why’re you so adamant in staying in a relationship!” yuuji begins shouting.

megumi ignores him, closing his eyes. it’s an everyday thing now, yuuji will shout and scream, get angry at him and then proceed to ignore him for the rest of the day. at night, he’ll let megumi fuck him to get rid of both their stress and come morning, the cycle will continue.

megumi is used to this, god, he really is used to this.

tsumiki had asked him once why he couldn’t let yuuji go, that this relationship would end up killing him. he knows this, he does! but he can’t just leave yuuji, not when he’s in his arms.

not when yuuji is just so beautiful beneath him, gorgeous, a deity in human skin. for this alone, megumi will stay. he’s lined for yuuji for far too long, (far too many lifetimes) to just let go now.

so even if come morning they’ll fight again, megumi won’t loosen his grip.

besides, yuuji could leave, megumi has never denied him his freedom. but he chooses to stay. despite his anger, and hatred, besides the shouting and arguing, yuuji stays.

it’s not healthy, by any means but so long as yuuji stays, megumi won’t loosen his grip.

so long as yuuji lay in his bed, megumi will hold him. (like he should have back then.)

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