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Jungkook knew he has messed up, he knew it the moment he called he called Jin and the call wasn't picked up, he knew he has messed up big because Jin never ignores his call, no matter what, no matter how busy or occupied he is he never

Misses Jungkook's call.

Jungkook knows he's wrong, it's the sixth time in this week when he's late, when he had to ignore Seokjin's call the entire day, when he has missed another important day for Seokjin. He didn't want to do that okay, fuck he can never do that willing to

Seokjin, it's just that he has just joined a big company as a trainee, it's his dream, his fucking dream, and he wants to do everything best, he wants to give his hundred percent, but despite that he would have taken out time for Seokjin, he's that important for Jungkook.

But the thing is, his company is upon him, he has to adjust according to other's schedule, his group of six is going to debut soon, and Jungkook is their main vocalist, he has to be there for all the song recordings, for giving the backgrounds,

For every choreography schedule, for every meeting, he has to be fucking there.

But he still tries, sometimes he convince others, sometimes even fights, because he has to be there for Seokjin too, he loves him enough to give up his only dream to be there for him.

Today was Seokjin's brother's appointment with the doctor. The poor five year old has some issues with his heart, Seokjin is the only bread earner of his family of two. There are just his brother and him in the name of family. His father died when Seokjin was a kid, and then

Just one year back his mom died too, giving every responsibility of his step son to Jin. Yes, his brother Erin and Jin aren't blood related but Jin loves him like his own child. He's doing everything in his control to bare with the medical expenses of the child.

So yeah, today was Erin's appointment with the doctor, and Jungkook has promised Jin that he'll come, and he tried, he tried his best, he even put up a fight with his music director and his band members. He even shouted on Namjoon, someone he respects a lot, because he wanted

To be there for Jin, for Erin. Jungkook is the only person Jin can rely upon and he wants to be there for him, but no matter what he did today, he had to wait for extra hours. He was late again.

When he finally stepped inside his apartment, everything inside him was broken

When he saw what was going on. He had thought lot of scenarios in mind, imagined a lot of situations, practiced a lot of ways to apologise to Jin, but nothing, absolutely nothing prepared him to what he's seeing right now.

Jin is standing near the couch, with Erin in his

arms sleeping peacefully, but what is suffocating Jungkook is the fact that his bags are packed kept next to him. This can't be what Jungkook is thinking, this just can't be.

But the look on Jin's face and the tears that were flowing down his cheeks, Jungkook knows what this

Means, he knows his worst nightmares are coming to reality. The person who is his reason to live, to smile, to exist is leaving him. He's going.

"Hyung....Jin....," He tried, he was choking on his sobs but he has to try, he can't let Jin walk away, he doesn't know how to exist

Without him, he just doesn't.

"Don't Jungkook. Just don't. I have made my mind, it's.....it's already difficult for me, please don't make it anymore difficult. I can't do this Jungkook, i can't, i already have my issues, I can't bare to add one more,

I can't just sit here and keep crying for you, i just....i just can't do this please, let's just end it here..... lets end please," Jin was crying, he was trying to control his sobs to prevent breaking Erin's sleep, but Jungkook could see how difficult it was all for him.

"no... please no. I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry. I.....just.....i wanted to be here please trust me. I did everything I could, i tried but I just couldn't come. I promise it won't happen again, i promise. I will leave everything, I'll find a regular job, help you and Erin,

but please, just please don't leave, i don't know how to exist without you baby. I don't, i beg you please don't leave, please," Jungkook was now close to him, he knows he's crying, he knows he's begging and he knows that he can do anything right now to stop Jin.

But no matter what he did, no matter how much he tried, how much he begged Jin walked out of that apartment that night and never came back. Never. Jungkook waited, he tried reaching out to him, but he wasn't anywhere.

He was gone, leaving a very broken Jungkook behind, he was

Gone.

For his entire life Jungkook had Jin to lean on to whenever things got difficult but now Jin wasn't there, and if Jungkook would close his eyes he won't see the reality. He knows Jin didn't went away only because he couldn't take it or he was angry from Jungkook,

Jin is way too selfless to do something this bad to anyone, specially to Jungkook, but if Jungkook thinks about it, he'll end himself up. He'll go mad, insane, he'll die.

So in order to cope with the entire situation he started believing what Jin wanted him to beleive,

In order to survive he started hating the person he loves the most. Atleast that's what he kept telling himself and his brain. He threw himself into work, spending days and nights working, making music, he hated coming back home, he hated that lolniness, but no matter what he did

He could never stop missing Jin, never. But Everytime his heart was getting close to accept the pain, he used to increase the hate in his head. He hates Jin, he hates him, he fucking hates him.

But then one fine morning every effort of his, every thought of hating that one

Person went in vain. One fine morning his heart, his fucking, stupid, traitorous heart, started beating again.

Because there he was, the person he has been convincing himself to hate, was standing in front of him, and Jungkook was frozen in his seat. Unable to move or breath

And no matter how much he tried, he much he convinced himself he couldn't move his eyes away from him.

"Hello guys, he's Kim Seokjin, your new manager. Please take good care of him," one of the staff members told his band.

Fuck, Seokjin is his manager, but why??

What the actual fuck is happening, why is he back after two years, why the fuck is he back in Jungkook's life, he was trying to live without him, he wasn't doing any good but atleast he was trying then why the fuck is he back.

And Jungkook would have somehow managed this stupid, pathetic situation but when he saw how one of his band members talking to Jin like they were friends, like they know eachother, something dark was crawling inside him. Because how the fuck Yoongi and Seokjin were so close? Why?

Jungkook isn't a rookie anymore, he's a world famous star, he has millions of fans, people all the around the world love him, then why, why the fuck is he still so hung up on this one person who left him. Why is he feeling so weird to see Yoongi getting close to Jin,

Are they hiding something from him? Are they close? But how can they? Ofcourse his band members had met Jin, but yoongi has never been the talkative one, he's the most reserved of them all, but right now the way he's talking to Jin, the way he's smiling, it's not his usual self.

But no matter what it shouldn't affect him, it shouldn't just fucking affect him,he hates Jin. He hates him. He has spent two years trying to convince himself that, then whyy just one look at him and all his efforts are going in vain. Why?

Hello hello ❤️
This is the prompt I was talking about. I know i still have stories to finish and i will finish them, i just have a lot of assignments and college work to do that's why I'm not even able to reply to y'all properly. I promise i will as soon as I get time.

Please be a little more patient with me. I genuinely love you all. Thankyou for sticking around, it means the world to me ❤️❤️

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This is my first time posting a Twitter au so please be a bit patient with me, and ignore the mistakes please 🥺

Apart from that, ignore the time stamps, hair colours, etc etc etc.

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Hello ❤️

I'm reposting it because I felt all anxious when i posted it first and deleted it thinking it wasn't good, but then some of y'all really really beautiful people told me all the good things and helped me calm down my anxiety. You all know who you are,

And I'm glad I have such nice people here. Thankyou ❤️

Also I hope everyone will like it. I'm trying, if it goes well i continue it as Twitter au if not I'll post a written update 🫡