Thread by @GiraffeFightsOn

I made this very clear over a year ago for your accountability. There are layers to how far this goes alone.
The extent to which your malignant and predatory torture and abuse of characteristic/expected trauma or of established unjust horror weigh above this are fucking blatant.

You dull coward can grasp many of the complex components inextricable to the forms of suffering and crippling trauma exploited, and I have characterized many times the disturbance above this suffering; the tensions, pressures, devastations and exigent
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adaptive measures that are defining for prospects in every aspect of life, for manners of being and uncannily for every human function can make any mishap easily not only traumatizing, but to broad, developmental and defining extremes. This adds to

how bleak systemic injustice, tedious connotative misinformation/perpetuation, clear and exclusive impertinence or horror in the pretenses upheld, failure from resources/last hopes in health or law, social forces and extremes, psychosocial devastations and not only

scarce/of lifelong impact, but further horrific instances of discourse or media all are for external relating points. The detachment is not of deprivation, but of subduing, tensed accessorized horror and of devastations that compound unprocessed with adaptive measures as part of

the inescapable setting holding the exigent, unaccountable and sadistic dynamics; long term unsustainability and later stages of the trauma and adaptation need change in external relating points where deprived people wouldn't, but they cannot tolerate it because of the very

unique and characteristic type and extent of dire helpless adapting, or solitary buffering/accumulating that is wise/forced but alienating.

Develop your understanding of how much pathways to heal from the adaptive and traumatic symptoms, self regard and developmental components

necessitate a broad and supported framework over long periods of time to build developmental alternatives and a stable sense of their self, self regard, footing and the setting.
Getting through to them that they don't deserve extreme torture or shouldn't want for themselves may

take several years of committed and resolved work, but is not the roughest layer to be salvaged or healed. Realistic and necessary adaptive and traumatic responses are worse to agonize against once that is allowed; for them to feel injustice or to care

about their own suffering is a much less dissociated or dysregulated scope, so it necessitates shedding traumatic layers, and would be a humane and important goal in any easier healing endeavors.
I stress that there is no self for an issue and dynamics like this, and any healing

is impossible in the setting or unfeasible. What relates to those commitments is dangerous, antithetical to salvaging a life and to necessary adaptive measures, quite dysregulating and a clear hit on composure or self rescue/turmoil; absolutely nothing of it seems like 'healing'.

Your horrific, invalid and gratuitous torture and abuse not only necessitates the adaptive framework and 'activates'/exercises the realistic whole, but it has readily extreme impact - even more so once avoidance is necessary (trauma, composure and dire helplessness

are pernicious on medium timeframes along compounded devastations) or if those healing commitments have in all absurdity begun paradoxically.
Realize how much NO realistic inciting of this adaptive framework should be tolerable no matter the excuse, it is invalid and abusive.

Be it that you lived a lie and tortured innocent and vulnerable people to death over false pretenses for horrific, vestigial and impertinent excuses at best. I've tended to your dissonance, but structuring your grasp over complex dynamics may take longer. These basic aspects are

introductory and absolutely nothing is to be taken as its own for complex forms of immutability for systemic oppression and stigma/taboo.

It’s good leverage for your discernment that any misplaced/disproportional regard or lapse of empathy/understanding on my initial point is a

direct shadow to your baffling lack of awareness, proportional to the importance of your correction.
Developmental components, precautions and dire helpless adapting bring an alienating necessity for there to be a bridge in awareness once they base survival on being undiscernible

Dynamically, the extent to which there hasn’t been an instance of non-horror in history that addressed anything real or consequent for the person from incisive humane scopes like these, nor any durable and solidary structural signs devoid of the horror that the subduing/tensed

dynamics and what they prompt, have devastated and other inordinate ramifications carry; or furthermore blatant misinforming and perpetuating denotations all affect the dire helpless path to adapting in a permeating way that is easily disturbing to understand for psychosocial,

adaptive/symptomatic, subdued/deprived and empathetic reasons. While I'm certain that a focused though tainted effort to understand may lead a complacent voice to pinpoint problems, they may never pertain to what has been valued or seen as important in scope for the prospects,

deprivation and wisdom forcefully sensitized from a perspective so bleak, despondent, subdued and tempered. Self rescue and reasonable salvaging are often insidiously unsustainable because of other ramifications in symptoms due to ambiguity/broadness in how much relates to it and

adapting, and how the subconscious, tensions and chaos will affect the compartmentalization, its broad application and avoidance to the well being, unprocessed devastations, dire hiding in helplessness and compartmentalization.
I talked about disambiguative efforts and meek forms

of expression in regards to stigma, and how natural it is to care, to seek self change and to interpret bigotry as misunderstanding, especially when subtle and when seemingly rationalizable where the lapse is - so as to linger that hell in a defining way for symptoms, triggers,

complexes and damage in a uniquely despondency causing way later on; in the tensed immutability of converging forms of oppression I find the subduing concerning for how guilt and shame are defined within misinformed, invalid or vestigial pretenses and rationales, because torture

and exploitation of realistic concerns and trauma can cause responses easily misinterpreted as validating for the absurdly moronic and gratuitously sadistic perpetrators; martyrizing compliance and other patterns go further than this.
Developing a self or feeling injustice (after

trauma work, healing the self regard, addressing the footing and *pertinently after the essence of misunderstanding is shed too) are related to the unfeasible/impossible healing once this is set in motion, and this is a concern that necessitates outer involvement :

You are more of their solidar than any semblant can become. In all likelihood, they'll feel about themselves like the worst of you has visibly, for whichever faulty denotation, and unpredictable new defining.

Intimidatory forms of torture shouldn't be about disambiguation, and

guilt or shame shouldn't be encouraged either.
I worry about the subduing being an agent of perpetuation, because established forms of oppression shrunk their alienated hell, visibility and prospects for surviving so thin that the developmental and compounded decades of

devastations without any sign of non-horror, in deprived, neurotic and dire helplessness, triggered out of necessary avoidance and poor self regard are direly hidden, of no discern for the abusive dynamics and are the only real part of the dissociated/adaptive experience for one.

When harmless self removal from expanding threats and toll is breached, there's not much chance for vulnerability and consideration to be given. Bridging gaps couldn't be considered within years of healing from this.
Your extreme torture and harm would be worse in standard and

When harmless self removal from expanding threats and toll is breached, there's not much chance for vulnerability and consideration to be given. Bridging gaps couldn't be considered within years of healing from this.
Your extreme torture and harm would be worse in standard and

I've lost weeks, events and everything of my life committing out of phobia and paradoxical traumas to a form of healing that is functionally and in all awareness structurally insane.
There is no self in the issue prior or to that chaos and the defining extent of the traumatized

whole requires the uniformizing pull of its absolutes and intense responses to survive for prolonged exposure or threats related.
Your baffling stupidity in talking about ego when it comes to an issue so subduing and depriving for any reasonable and natural growth is uncanny

and horrifying for what pretenses it sets your disambiguation needs for more than survival; extreme desolation for genuine living, and impossibility to develop a self/involvement for the issue, and further my efforts to integrate the world while sensing traumatic responses

related to perception had years of linkage hanging its threads, and over 1 year of your extreme torture, the part holding most of the traumatized linkage broke over the alternative growth. Functional insanity and organization for trauma that broad has massive subconscious pull;

the symptoms or core/overarching impressions psychosocially, dysregulation of that depth and adaptive measures that are realistic for the unchanged and inescapable setting (humans).
What I said you proved defines structural components of my subconscious.

It's not impertinent that layers of imposition over impertinence for unwanted alienated forms of complex hell is a focal matter of unraveling subduing of extremely broad and defining trauma to develop a self and righteousness over one's own suffering, especially in a social sense

Even if I'm unsalvageable or not to tolerate another capillary hell out of this for worse (with my demands), external change is necessary for survival beyond me on too many fronts for you not to fight against your harm and see to reason/civilized regards.

I wrote this since midnight and hope it's clear. It's insightful. I will have to revise if I want to change it later.
The assignment for therapy that I prompted was about forms of oppression and tensions that define the terror, or the contextualization it can remind itself for.

I hope they can be keen to what the trauma is about and help for momentum for the writing.
Solidarity does help, but I need reforms, visible corrections, mediations/intermediates for later stages afflicted, justice, fairness and compensation to the necessary scales. Fight on!

expected settings. Your pretenses and rationales are exclusively idiotic, misguided and horrifically sadistic at best.
I displayed very little of this disconnect apart from more extreme trauma and had years of obsessive work submitting to agonizing triggers and grueling efforts,

I've lost weeks, events and everything in my life committing out of phobia and paradoxical traumas to a form of healing that is functionally and in all awareness structurally insane.
There is no self in the issue prior or to that chaos and the defining extent of the traumatized

whole requires the uniformizing pull of its absolutes and intense responses to survive for prolonged exposure or threats related.
Your baffling stupidity in talking about ego when it comes to an issue so subduing and depriving for any reasonable and natural growth is uncanny

and horrifying for what pretenses it sets your disambiguation needs for more than survival; extreme desolation for genuine living, and impossibility to develop a self/involvement for the issue, and further my efforts to integrate the world while sensing traumatic responses

related to perception had years of linkage hanging its threads, and over 1 year of your extreme torture, the part holding most of the traumatized linkage broke over the alternative growth. Functional insanity and organization for trauma that broad has massive subconscious pull;

the symptoms or core/overarching impressions psychosocially, dysregulation of that depth and adaptive measures that are realistic for the unchanged and inescapable setting (humans).
What I said you proved defines structural components of my subconscious.

It's not impertinent that layers of imposition over impertinence for unwanted alienated forms of complex hell is a focal matter of unraveling subduing of extremely broad and defining trauma to develop a self and righteousness over one's own suffering, especially in a social sense

Even if I'm unsalvageable or not to tolerate another capillary hell out of this for worse (with my demands), external change is necessary for survival beyond me on too many fronts for you not to fight against your harm and see to reason/civilized regards.

I wrote this from midnight until work this morning and hope it's clear. It's insightful.
Therapy was at points pertinent today and I appreciate it. Though it needs to get rolling.
Solidarity helps, but I need reforms, significant corrections, change and compensation. Fight on.