My friend Tracy Twyman has passed away. It's the 3rd day of crying, or trying not to cry, and being angry and confused.... And I still don't know what to say.
The details surrounding her death are a convoluted mystery. Her family has requested the specifics be kept silent.
The details surrounding her death are a convoluted mystery. Her family has requested the specifics be kept silent.
I have to go to work. Work actually helps. It seems 'normal'. Nothing else seems normal. We're all lost together out here--us--the Tracy Twyman fans. The fanatics. We were her evangelists. We still are. It's up to us now to represent what she taught us. It's up to us.
I started reaching out hard--along with JEM--around the time of tracy's 1st big "cyber attack". She'd decoded and followed research that got her a severe reaction. It was #pedogate type stuff. Real bad & dark.
She couldn't tell what was real or fake on the internet anymore.
She couldn't tell what was real or fake on the internet anymore.
Someone or 'something', had hacked her and was serving her all manner of threats and confusion and mind control type stuff. I saw her reaching out and I stared messaging and sending videos to confirm "Me and Jem were real people!", and wanted to help. She eventually noticed.
She thanked us. I actually traveled to meet her because we're in a similar geography. Eventually she made guest appearances on our show, the #RxOnlyPICTURESHOW... she became a regular weekly contributor. We made big plans to get her websites back up and running... To publish,
BOOKS & other things. We talked biz, we made & shared memes, we got personal when I'd come to visit. She'd confided much to me. I don't think she really had any other close friends. i was seeing her nearly once a month. Her and her son. We'd do lunch and other stuff.
We'd gotten close in a short time. My Girlfriend understood and supported our newfound friendship. She'd join us for burgers, or let us 'organize and research' alone if need be.
It all changed after our episodes about #Kappy. Tracy appeared to be getting attacked again.
It all changed after our episodes about #Kappy. Tracy appeared to be getting attacked again.
She vanished and went 'zero contact' for a while. It was strange but not uncommon from her. she'd often vanish for weeks or more... Writing or just trying to fend off the attacks and focus on her family.
I was scared and said I was gonna call the cops.
I was scared and said I was gonna call the cops.
She called me and abruptly ended our relationship. I was crushed but i accepted it. A few weeks passed and she called with explanations...
She knew that she wanted to be 'out of the public eye', even before joining PICTURESHOW, but she'd impulsively continued anyway.
She knew that she wanted to be 'out of the public eye', even before joining PICTURESHOW, but she'd impulsively continued anyway.
I said I'd done similar things in my past and that I understood. I told her I'd only ever wanted to befriend her and that I didn't need her esoteric research, or her support on the show... Whatever level of friendship she'd allow---I'd accept. She seemed relieved.
...we continued to text and call occasionally but it was more distant. I thought it was pretty normal all things considered. Other things were happening in my life too. Some good, some very bad. I'm hurting in half a dozen ways. Life is suffering--but--I have God to help me.
A few days ago I started getting messages and phone calls. People said Tracy was dead. I was in full blown denial. (Some hours of the day I still am!)
JEM and started calling and texting... Trying to get an answer. I missed a call and called right back.
We got the one answer.
JEM and started calling and texting... Trying to get an answer. I missed a call and called right back.
We got the one answer.
The one answer that we didn't want.
Now it's bedlam and tears and confusion and anger.
THANK YOU AL FOR YOUR MESSAGES OF CONCERN AND SUPPORT
..I'm okay--all things considered--and I'd like to eventually have a memorial live stream.
I know people are considering things:
Now it's bedlam and tears and confusion and anger.
THANK YOU AL FOR YOUR MESSAGES OF CONCERN AND SUPPORT
..I'm okay--all things considered--and I'd like to eventually have a memorial live stream.
I know people are considering things:
fundraising
streams
support
archives
...all of these are fine ideas but it might just be too early. We don't know where we are or where we're going... But we'll know more as time passes.
Please know this:
I LOVE YOU ALL--I SUPPORT YOU--AND I HONOR YOUR GRIEF AND SUFFERING.
streams
support
archives
...all of these are fine ideas but it might just be too early. We don't know where we are or where we're going... But we'll know more as time passes.
Please know this:
I LOVE YOU ALL--I SUPPORT YOU--AND I HONOR YOUR GRIEF AND SUFFERING.
You're all in my prayers. I'm thinking everyday of what we'll all do now--forever--without our friend Tracy.
"Queen of the Memes"
"Baroness of the Baphomet"
She's in heaven with Prince now.
May Eternal Peace be Upon Her!
-sb
"Queen of the Memes"
"Baroness of the Baphomet"
She's in heaven with Prince now.
May Eternal Peace be Upon Her!
-sb
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