Thoughtcast content for October is almost done. But I'm just very burnt out right now.
It used to be very unhealthy for me where I wracked my brain for topics every day, and none of them are good enough. I also try to get the episode edited and scheduled within /1
3-4h of recording, resulting in panic and anxiety attacks if Audacity or my laptop dies. I still do feel guilty for not writing or recording anything right now, rendering me mentally exhausted all the time. We were supposed to record tomorrow but I just don't feel ready to /2
record, talk and edit. Add that with arbitrary deadlines I set for myself with the upcoming fanfic, the stress of printing affordable and good-quality physical copies of my collections, and a messed-up sleep schedule (because I literally can't sleep) and there ya go. That's /3
my mental state right about now 😪
What do you reckon I do right now? I'm really asking. /4
It's close to year-end and so I decided to write an appreciation thread for everyone who has impacted me in my life thus far. Ready? Aand go /1
1. @mustache_cheese. Zana has always been my go-to with good, bad and cursed memes. She has been really crucial to my growth as a person mentally, and this year marks 6 years of our friendship. Here's to more kookiness, as that's one of the things I really love about her <3 /2
2. @HandLruinme. Silver, while we did get off on the wrong foot in the beginning of the year, you showed me what it's like to be accepting of change, and you have helped me through a lot. I'm really proud of you and your ventures, and congrats on hitting 100 followers! /3