take the endgame of conservatism seriously, but dont take the ideas seriously like they have any value or bearing on reality
you'll just end up stuck in a spider web trying to make any logical sense out of it. pro-life, but in favor of dying by virus and war. against deficits, but not when they're in power. tax cuts that magically produce growth, except they don't. none of it makes any sense. 
and thats what they want: for you to get stuck trying to figure out the logic while they just move on to some other, more nefarious thing. reject their entire framing, the same way they reject reality, science, and progressive ideas.
