I will title this my experience as STANDING ALONE #Thread
In this part of the world where I'm schooling sexual immorality is just a mere exercise that keeps you in shape and shows the level of your maturity, and when you tends to be different they see you as someone with too many issues! Can you imagine?
Trust me it hasn't easy staying among them sometimes they even think you don't have any sexual feelings😭😭 and you will sometimes feel like an alien.
There are days that things will be so tough I mean in cash and all, it's not as if I can't get it but the cost is just too high for me to pay, I drank garri tired but if I don't say it out no one will ever know, there so many things I had to endure
Little did I know that people are watching me, my colleagues called me and said Roseline you're different and real, you're disciplined and Godly!! Chai Sissi I was so happy and proud of the spirit of God in me.
I thought that was all not until my project supervisor picked interest in me and was just so nice to me meanwhile we're five with her but she loves me specially ,she discovered I was looking at her with the eyes of WHY ME 😂
She now called me to her house one day prepared hot coffee for me, Hain something she will naturally not do, because she's a Doctor,
in fact she doesn't allow people into her house but she took me in and we sat at the dinning table I took the coffee and she spoke with me at length, things she's passing through, what she has passed through and all.
She now crowned it all by saying Roseline I love you because you stood your ground against all odds, you refused to mingle with the other girls and for that alone I'm proud of you. God!!!
I was so excited I mean if humans can watch me and be so happy with me standing my ground even though it's a kind of standing alone ,how much more God.
I urge other ladies out there to represent God well people are watching and counting on you, immediately you fall you've failed. Thanks Sissi
Written by Roseline(The Journey of A Christian Lady Inbox Series)
It pays to stand alone even if it hurts, i hope this experience reminds us that people are watching, people are looking up to you and how you live tells a lot about you!
This morning, I woke up to God’s word reminding me of the importance of process, waiting, building and staying to learn what He is teaching me as my teacher.
We may come that point where we almost feel like the Lord is not there because what we have asked for is not forthcoming, you may even feel discouraged but it is settled that the Lord never forsakes His own, not even in the fire!
So what about you? Do you eventually see God as wicked or unjust because He is not answering all your prayers? Are you that Christian who quickly becomes faithless when you are not seeing results?
Job said “Even if you slay me”
Esther said “If I perish I perish”
The three Hebrews boys didn’t mind if God saves them or not and Daniel wasn’t scared of dying in the lion’s den.
How comes we are only for God when it’s favorable? What happens to the process of waiting and learning? Just like David and Joseph, God may take you through a process before the palace.
Just like Abraham, you may have to wait for years to enter into God’s promises for you. We must learn to love God beyond what He can do for us, follow Him because He is God not just for earthly desires!
If you are serving God because you want to get something from Him, one day you will wake up angry because you may not get all you desire but when you just love and trust Him, you may not get all you desire but you will get all that's best for you.
We serve God because its our life, we owe everything to Him. So just like the three Hebrew boys, Esther, Daniel, Apostle Paul etc.
It is not about how much God can give to them but how committed and sold out they are to God.
God wants us to come to that place where our confession becomes "If I perish I perish! I cannot choose my life or my desires above you Lord. I love you with everything".
This is the kind of growth God is calling us into🔥
Dear Christian,
The flesh is self exalting, it is self demanding! When the spirit says PRAY, the flesh will say you need to rest. When the spirit says BE CALM, the flesh will give you a hundred reasons not to! If you want to serve God, you must die to FLESH🙇
The flesh always wants to show how much it has achieved for God with small pride.
It wants to be able to show emotions, do whatever it wants without self control.
It doesn't even want corrections from God or the scriptures.
The flesh doesn't want to stay without food so if you want to satisfy it's desires, you cannot fast. You can stay for a whole busy day without eating but come and fast na, you will start shaking😂
I was having a conversation with one Unku who was showing some Interest me and I noticed how he was trying to mention God into everything he was saying, yes he wanted me to see how he knows God but I was not fast to conclude o!
I gave it time, I listened to all he had to say and I could see that he was trying to use the fact I was a child of God to make me feel comfortable but it wasn't so long before I could hear him condemn the standard of purity we are keep as believers!
Oh really, the same brother who sounded so God-loving could say there's no need to waiting until marriage if your family already knows about the relationship! God help us.
I was at a wedding yesterday, but I wasn't fast to say the God When anthem, not because it wasn't a beautiful wedding or because I don't anticipate marriage but because I know there is so much requirements for a GOD KIND OF MARRIAGE.
We all want to be loved by somebody's son or daughter, we want a beautiful house, we want to be loved and receive beautiful gifts from our partners. I want that too but wait fes, is that all?
What God has planned for us is way more than gifts, houses, flowers or even vacations. What God has planned is a home that will glorify Him.