There's another angle too. Americanism is aspirational for most Indians, but those with engineering backgrounds manage to get to America much easier than those with humanities degrees even from top colleges. And what's more, 1/
Those of us who work a few years at Infy and then go to the US don't even act like our stint in a major US city such a big deal, and horrors, even choose to come back home after a few years because we prefer our life in India.
And we go to burning man like a tourist 2/
And say it was just "okay". People like the reporter in question can't digest that, because to them it seems like we're wasting a chance to subsume ourselves in the first world and leave our shitty Indian identity behind.
But millennials onwards, we don't buy it. 3/
We engage with the world on our own terms. The West is cool, but when you can get Taco Bell down the street from your ancestral home, it's no longer such a big deal. Plus, in the West, we see so many cultures just being themselves and not desperately trying to become Westernized
At this airport, I saw an older Korean man and an older Indian man, have nothing in common, except a desperate urge to smoke, neither spoke English, and they worked together to find the smoking area and shared cigarettes from their home countries. American ones aren't as good. 4/
That's how the global Indian reckons with the world, increasingly. As equals, as someone out there with a mission and a job, even if it's just to find a place to light up. 5/
And we also see things we were told to be ashamed of get packaged and sold by the West for a premium, be it a steel tiffin carrier or putting turmeric in all the things. We realize we don't have to be ashamed of who we are anymore. 6/
Rather, it's a liability to be ashamed. You miss out on bringing Lays Magic Masala packets for your board game group who devour them in no time and ask for more. Or finding your colleagues have taken to saying 'shata' when code breaks because you do and it's more succinct. 7/
Marrying into an American family, instead of alienating me from Indianness has made me reckon with it and stop being ashamed of it,and wear it proudly, because my family is proud of their Mexicanness, their Polishness, their Native identity, even if those were generations ago. 8/
This is what anglophones sitting in India don't get. The average Westerner finds Indianness cool, even if a section of their media doesn't.
Even if not K-pop cool, it's cool enough. 9/
Anyway. People who deride the NRI experience feel rather like frogs in the well. It's probably not worth a ten-tweet thread telling them they are wrong, but oh well. 10/10.
Okay this got some slight attention so let me add a little more. Remember this AITA?
This is stark and extreme but see the responses. No one likes self-loathing about your culture. Don't be that guy. It just makes people uncomfortable.
The one thing I've realized is the average person likes stories of triumph of the human spirit irrespective of culture. What they don't want is your baggage about your culture. That's just too much work to deal with.
I notice people from the world over react well when I write stories where I'm sure about where I'm coming from in my culture/background. Maybe they need some extra explanations, but it's often well received.
So, if you want to write stories about India for an international audience, write it from a position of strength. You don't have to go all <insert booker winner> kashtapadra fiction. The average person doesn't care to read that.
Write stories that are fun to read, with relatable protagonists and you're there most of the way. Also with selfpub/internet pub being an option, you don't have to work on appealing to the gatekeepers. Focus directly on an audience. The stories are just better that way.
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Sigh. This has been my experience as well. Therapists of every stripe, Indian, indian-american, Chinese, white.... all were pushing me towards cutting my family off.
I didn't want to, because I loved them and they loved me. That love was never in question.
This is what had me seeking and seeking more to figure out how to fix my very broken life.
I got an ADHD diagnosis, which was as if to say, "no one is at fault, it's just your broken brain".
But I knew my parents' brains weren't broken. Was my own child born with a broken brain?
I found a new therapist and right at the beginning, I said "I suspect my family dynamics are causing my issues, but I don't want to cut them off."
I found that was indeed the case. Digging deep into the mechanism of what causes this issues, I was surprised by what I found.
"Most", dude, most of us have seen our parents make huge sacrifices for each other, figure out how to work the shoestring budget to provide. And still go out to get panipuri all together somehow. I will not have Indian family slander, we got it more figured out than other cultures.
Okay, this is blowing up, let's talk about what we Indians do we do that actually matters, vs what doesn't.
My bonafides: large family, kinda dysfunctional in a standard desi way, married into a different culture who also has a large family that is above-average functional.
The point of a family is to raise healthy children and enable them to raise their own healthy children.
The point of a marriage is to ensure the resources within it go to children belonging to that union.
There are other goals too, but this is kinda the economic definition of marriage. Cool?
Obvious problems include extramarital affairs, secret second families, parents with addictions, parents with mental health issues. These take resources - including time, energy and money - away from the children.
Divorce is an issue too - if parents go on to start new families, the children in the original family tend to suffer. If the parents weren't good in the first place, things are different. But even then, if one parent is abusive, but not abusive to the extent that the court rescinds their custody, the child is 50% of the time in an abusive situation with no protection, and has much fewer resources due to the divorce as well.
Anti-indian reached a peak in 1923 actually when the Supreme Court ruled that Indians don't fit the "common man's definition of white" and hence shouldn't be allowed to naturalize as American citizens. All the Indians who had naturalized in the preceding years had their citizenship canceled. This meant they suddenly couldn't own land or businesses. One family in San Jose committed suicide due to this.
"Give me your tired, your poor, your huddled masses" didn't apply to Indian immigrants.
They actively denied over 50% of Indian immigrants, while the comparable denial rate for Russians and Mexicans was 2% and 8%.
It was an arranged marriage but my mom did everything she could to get out of it. But my dad was quite persistent as were her parents and they ended up married and moved to Delhi where dad worked 1/
But mom just couldn't reconcile with marrying dad and she asked for a divorce. Dad demanded to know why.
Mom revealed that she had been in a relationship earlier with an activist and planned to elope with him.
But tragedy had struck. 2/
As she waited for his arrival, he was killed in a police chase over a misunderstanding.
The trauma of that incident and survivor's guilt rendered her unable to accept anyone else as her partner.
Ok I'll try. My kid is half-white half-indian and I make every effort to have her be connected to all of her heritage. My husband's heritage is people from the revolutionary War to refugees in ww2 so there should be a lot to draw from 1/
But there isn't any way any of that heritage has been passed down in tangible ways to my husband.
Folks left their church, ones in a church aren't in the same tradition as their ancestors were. The Thanksgiving recipes are from 70s cookbooks. Holiday traditions are whatever 2/
I always get us new clothes on Deepavali, that's a tradition and that makes it feel special. Here you get new clothes on Christmas if you want, totally optional. If anything, people wear "ugly sweaters" which makes the occasion feel frivolous.
I'm this guy. I was told for years that I HAD to be on meds if I wanted to lead a normal life after an ADHD diagnosis (and debilitating consequences for years).
I found another way. I'm very surprised few others have hit on it 🧵
I had a nervous breakdown with pandemic, global remote work, new baby and a new home. Therapist was stumped, psychiatrist wanted me to be on a cocktail of meds. I didn't want to as I'd previously become s*ic*dal on meds.
Then my whole family got Covid.
I took high doses of minerals as I'd heard it helps with getting better. Especially zinc.
Suddenly I became an energizer bunny. Half my adhd symptoms went away.
I asked an ayurvedic doctor wtf was up.
He said my metabolism was probably shot. I could try Intermittent Fasting