Walked in my brand new house & not even 60 secs later....got Karen’d #NotTodaySatan.
today man. sheeeesh. I been living out of Kippling bags, room service, bus bunks, airplane lounges, studios, my 30rock HQs, & crash apts waiting for 28 years to get my 1st REAL "imma grow old here" crib. so this has been an exciting time for this chapter in my life
in my best relationship, gettin my act together (health/business/life goals)--the happiest I've ever been. figuring out where do I wanna "grow old" was a long process in the making especially in the light of covid (took a year for me to find and fall in love w this house)
----so I guess to build up inside (to an already great weekend) the excitement. like that 1st day of school outfit excitement or "finally this album done" excitement. "my first real house!!! after 3 decades drifting"---made a special playlist driving from my apt---pulled up...
---and walked into my new crib and just sat there thinking about my journey: I went from CAPA to a record deal to living in Europe to making cool records & trying new avenues and now im looking at this house wondering what kind of game nights ill host or
How loud grace will lemme blast music before she 😡s. or can the basement house all my records....just the general things 1st timers think abo---"scuse me do you live here?" *POP* (me: can I help you?...this man & his 2 dogs damn near walking in my crib) "you own this house?"
I can't explain this part. the world just stops. I've been pulled over by cops on the way to 30 rock, ive been pulled over by Ice leaving roots gigs in cali, I've been held in rooms by DEA in airports---I just shared on @qls about the humiliation Jurnee & I went thru grammy week
& most of the time I never share that stuff because---I guess the tiny violin in my head just dismisses it----but man there is NO feeling like this type of violation. and I'm certain this guy thought he was doing his due diligence. but that shit is triggering AF man. TRIGGERING.
it was fake passive aggressive politeness/nosey neighbor/audicity/aloofness---shit ruined my day so much I came back to my old apt just to let a week go by to let this anger go. I dont even know why im posting this. im just tired of this shit. I am man. just tired.
aight. rant done. new day tomorrow. im going to sleep. thanks for listening.
*just clearing up cause I ramble, a neighbor took it upon himself to come inside my house to see if I owned it. showed him out and shut the door in his face*
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