Personal thread this morning.

It’ll be a little cheesy for some tastes but I reckon I’m nothing at all if not cheesy. You may have caught my tweet 2 days ago where I shared that my daughter @MelissaMoore77 who lives in the PNW is home for December. So happy. Been nearly a year.
I was getting ready for work in my room yesterday AM & walked through the house to grab something from the kitchen & saw her having her morning devotions. She was absorbed in what she was reading so I left her to it. But that sight, that very simple sight, stayed with me all day.
All families go through a lot. Keith and I were not emotionally healthy people when we married so we especially went through a lot. More to the point of this thread, ministry families go through a lot. And, what makes ministry difficulties particularly complex is the impact they
can have on the kids’ relationships with God. You can imagine all the ways. The pressures mount even more if the parent’s controversial. Mind you, nothing was particularly noteworthy about seeing Melissa‘s face in her Bible. She studies all the time. It’s her love. Her life work.
But this wasn’t just study. This wasn’t research. This wasn’t preparing for a lesson, article, chapter. This was prayer time. The practice of daily prayer. The habit of meeting with God most days 1st thing to hear from Him in the Scriptures & respond to Him through prayer. These
are the things that nourish the servant of God. No matter how time goes on & methods change, these remain the fundamentals, the spiritual disciples, of a personal relationship with Jesus. These along with practices like giving, fasting. I took it all in yesterday.The grace of it.
Our family went through an enormous health calamity with Keith that left nothing unscathed. We’ve also struggled deeply with all that’s happened in evangelicalism in the last 5 years. Severe disillusionment.

Families struggle.
Our messy family especially struggles.
And ministry families struggle. I have prayed one prayer more than any other for my children. I want my children to love Jesus. That is what I ask Him for above all. I know they’ll make it if they do. I know they will follow Him if they do. I know they will serve Him if they do.
I know they will always return to Him when they trip & fall if they do. I know they will always look to His consolations in their sufferings if they do. They will endure & make it through the coldness and meanness of this world if they do. They will share the gospel if they do.
All the prayers in the world could not make any of that happen. Only God, in His unfathomable grace and mercy, can cause a selfish, easily wounded human heart - and we Moores seem to have humanness to spare - to love Him. To seek Him. Anyway, I’m always reluctant to say this kind
of thing because we are messy people. Who knows what tomorrow will bring? I just want to say, fellow servant, that God has carried us. That He has saved us through crisis, foolishness, sin and disobedience, disappointment, loss and cynicism. He’ll carry you, too.
It’s not your works for His kingdom that will get you through. Not your Bible study. Your busyness. It’s Jesus Himself. You can be the most gifted, anointed person in your whole generation and still fall into an abyss of sin and faithlessness. It’s Jesus Himself. He is the prize.
Nobody can do this for you. Not your mama. Not your daddy. Not your auntie. Not your uncle. Not your prayer team. Not your ministry staff. Not your newsletter recipients. Jesus is yours to know. To seek. To hear. To follow. To love. And, oh saint, to ENJOY.
*disciplines, not disciples

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14 Dec
In Exodus now in my daily Bible reading. Chapters 3-4. God finds Moses on the far side of the wilderness. Calls to him from a burning shrub that attracts his attention—not because it’s on fire but—because the fire is not destroying it. That’s a lesson right there. There’s fire
that lights up, fire that heats, fire that draws forth the worship of God. Then there’s unholy fire that utterly destroys. The difference is obvious in its wake. God tells Moses to say to the Israelites, “I have paid close attention to you & to what has been done to you.” Always.
God is faithful. He sees. He knows. He will act. God tells Moses his name to authorize him then performs wonders to prove he’ll empower him. The former prince of Egypt replies with a line that makes me want to laugh every time I read it: “Please, Lord, I have never been eloquent
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13 Dec
I so love 1 Peter 5:10 and pray someone finds comfort & expectancy in it this morning.

“And, after you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace who called you to his eternal glory in Christ will himself restore, confirm, strengthen & establish you.”

God HIMSELF.
God himself will restore you.
God himself will confirm you.
God himself will strengthen you.
God himself will establish you.

If it’s God himself, I want it.
If it’s God himself, I trust it.
If it’s God himself, I’ll be helped by it. Built up & blessed by it. Prospered in spirit.
Because of Jesus Christ, we have access to God himself. No man or woman can save us. No man or woman can deliver us. No man or woman is incapable of misleading, exploiting, seducing, abusing, abandoning or deceiving us. God is faithful. Be patient in suffering. In just a little,
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“And the second son [Joseph] named Ephraim and said, ‘God has made me fruitful in the land of affliction.’” Gen 41:52

Fruitfulness. I grow more and more convinced this is the aim. This IS the blessing. This side of the veil in this land of thorn and thistle, this IS the point.
“My Father,” Jesus said, “is glorified by this: that you produce much fruit and prove to be my disciples.”

Increasingly through the years this has become my primary prayer for my kids, grandkids, my husband, for my extended family, loved ones, friends & for Living Proof:
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Keith & I scheduled today to spend together getting a Christmas tree, bringing it home & decorating it. We drag the tree in from his pick up, stand it up & I start rummaging through my boxes of decorations & no lights. Then I remembered. I threw them out with the tree last year.
I don’t know exactly how to say this but I love love love getting ready for Christmas, love the house all lit up & decorated. Love Christmas Day. Love it all. But by the 26th (I’d prefer 10 PM on the 25th), I’m like, get that tree outta my house. Keith flees to the deer lease.
There’s 2 inches of dead pine needles on the floor by then, limbs sagging, ornaments falling. I get myself good & worked up in a fury & drag that thing to the curb like it’s done me wrong. So today I remember I didn’t bother taking the lights off of it last year & maybe I repent.
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Genesis 40:23 “Yet the chief cupbearer did not remember Joseph; he forgot him.”

Joseph’s falsely accused, imprisoned. Pharaoh’s cupbearer gets thrown into the same dungeon. Has a dream. God gives Joseph the interpretation: Pharaoh will reinstate the cupbearer in 3 days. Happens.
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Two years pass. By our reckoning, that’s 730 days. 730 unseen sunrises & sunsets. 17520 hours to toss in the night & brood in the day, cells of bitterness multiplying like cancer in your bones.

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And please, do not send me a link to another article. I don’t want another article. I am asking sincerely for a definition from the SBC I served for 40 years. I want to understand what CRT is and the greater danger it poses than the one before us with systemic injustice. Help me.
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