Too often we equate fertility with holiness in a Catholic marriage. If the children come later than we expect, are too spaced, are too few, we raise eyebrows. Of course we also raise eyebrows at the family with 6, 8, or 10 kids and assume mom has a general lack of education. 1/
But what of the family who has lost half of their children to miscarriage? Or who struggle with infertility? Or who are traumatized by loss so that fertility seems a curse? 2/
What of the family who discerns that they are not physically or mentally able to cope with the stresses of another pregnancy, or of having another child (though they would absolutely love their new little one and rejoice in that life if they were to come)? 3/
& I say family to stress that in a healthy marriage the woman and man are one, united in purpose and discernment, but the stigma will more often fall on the woman, assuming there is “something wrong,” or that she is too much temptation for the man so they must be contracepting.4/
We are blessed with our 4 on earth, and our 4 in heaven, and our sex life and fertility is none of your business, nor are the sex lives or fertility of anyone else, unless they choose to confide in you their struggles. 5/
We “pass” because 4 is “a lot” of children; enough to raise secular eyebrows, to prove to the inquisitive that I have been a diligent gardener.
That’s creepy and weird. My wife is a person not a garden, as are all of the women you are judging for being or not being pregnant. 6/
That’s creepy and weird. My wife is a person not a garden, as are all of the women you are judging for being or not being pregnant. 6/
I don’t envy my friends who haven’t had our struggles: no point. They’ve had other challenges. God gave us ours, and helped us through, often through our friends. He has given other friends different struggles, and helped them, sometimes through our friendship. 7/
All of this is hindered by the fetishization of fertility, and the occasion-of-sin curiosity that wants to peek into another’s bedroom to make sure “they’re doing it right.”
Instead cultivate prayer, compassion, and holy naïveté. 8/
Instead cultivate prayer, compassion, and holy naïveté. 8/
And remember that when someone is sorrowing, the empty “I’m so sorry, I don’t know what to say,” often means so much more than any amount of well-intentioned advice. Because you can’t process our sorrow for us, but you can sit with us, and that means a lot. 9/fin
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