Update 2/1, 230 - The dr removed one of the heavy sedatives for about an hour to see if Molly would wake up. She didn’t. I know that can be normal because we are still only 1 day after the accident and she just had major surgery. But I thought she would, and it gutted me. 
I told the Dr that I’m scared she won’t wake up and he said he is “fairly certain” she will. I asked what he meant by that. He said that they don’t see any reason why she wouldn’t but he’s not God. He can’t say for certain. Her EKG shows brain activity, which is good.
The one thing that would help our family the most is for Jon to be allowed in here with me, or at least that we be permitted to swap out. I cannot handle this alone. I need to see our boys and they need me. I literally ran out of the house yesterday without even seeing our 4 yro.
I cannot be here alone for weeks, and I cannot leave Molly. If anyone has any contacts within UCLA to help us obtain permission for this to happen, we would be so grateful. They used to allow two parents but when the Covid numbers spiked, they changed to one.
Now that numbers are declining, they said it may change back to two, but it hasn’t yet. We would be so grateful if anyone could help with this. I am utterly destroyed.
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