“Above all, do not lie to yourself. A man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him, and thus falls into disrespect towards himself and others...” #Dostoyevsky
“Not respecting anyone, he ceases to love, and having no love, he gives himself up to passions and coarse pleasures in order to occupy and amuse himself, and in his vices reaches complete bestiality, and it all comes from lying continually to others and himself.” #Dostoyevsky
Why is self-deception a prominent feature in self-destruction? Because moral absolutes exist & are inborn to each person on earth—“It is given unto them to know good from evil; wherefore they are agents unto themselves” (Moses 6:56). We know. To excuse sin, we must lie.
Lying to oneself isn’t easy at first. Even a child senses the wrongness of striking another child. He must tell himself he’s justified, tho he knows mercy is better. The more often he justifies, the more foreign mercy will become. He has lied until he no longer recognizes truth.
But absolutes are persistent. Even a human skilled in self-deception can’t silence them entirely but lives perpetually in a state of self-condemnation. There must be more denial, shouting, more external chaos to drown out internal conflict. God will not give up his child easily.
The human who will at last have his own will over God’s has but one course of action: cease being “human,” or as Dostoyevsky says, “[reach] complete bestiality,” reduce oneself to a beast & release all claim on our holy lineage. “God is not my father. I am but an animal.”
It’s a long road riddled w/self-deception for an offspring of heaven to arrive at such a tragic state. We are, each moment, deciding whether to be self-honest, true to truth, children of absolute virtues, or to lie to ourselves & confuse that inborn, merciful gift of discernment.
Today, you’ll make choices that lead to one or the other. Choose truth & progress toward becoming an eternal being of light & sentience. Or choose lies & stumble into the dark where men are stripped of holiness & base animals are bred. You have now. Now matters. Be wise. #HearHim
1. Practice. Commit to morning and night, on your knees by your bed. Even if it feels futile, make that your unwavering commitment and keep on talking, keep on talking, keep on talking.
2. Just talk. I’m a writer. When someone says “I don’t know what to put on the paper,” I tell them “What’s the conversation going on in your head? Write it down. If you don’t know what to say, say ‘I don’t know what to say.’ Don’t worry if it’s clumsy. It’ll come to you in time.
Noah, The Brother of Jared, & Nephi were prophets from different eras. God told them to to build vessels for a perilous journey. The blueprints were of curious workmanship unknown to man. But their boats were not the same. Their journeys & their purposes were not identical.
The Lord knew their respective needs, & he knew that the instructions they needed did not yet exist on earth. They endured doubt & scorn from others, yet they obeyed exactly. They had ears to hear the Lord & arms prepared to do the work.
We too need specific instructions not fully available on earth. We have a prophet who listens, obeys, & instructs. We have ordinances, Priesthood, tools, & a mandate to call upon God for personal revelation. The Church is a ship of curious workmanship. Our personal ships are too.
Faith = to hope for things not seen which are true. Spiritual truth requires spiritual understanding. Imagine trying to prove French is meaningless because you only speak English. No one trying to disprove your faith will ever tell you to ask God or believe your prayers.
They’ll convince you to use English to prove French—to use physical means to prove spiritual realities. You might convince some people. But no soul will convert within from something you said about the world outside of them. Scholars speak brain. The Holy Ghost speaks spirit.
In times as blinding as these, when no one takes God at his word nor acknowledges heaven as a valid source, we must immerse ourselves in the language of the spirit. Satan has his tricks, but even his most persuasive dogmas are but gibberish before the power of the Holy Ghost.
“Are you mourning over your own weakness? Take courage, for there must be a consciousness of weakness before the Lord will give thee victory. Your emptiness is but the preparation for your being filled, and your casting down is but the making ready for your lifting up.” #Spurgeon
Satan would have you believe that your feelings of weakness are a sign of impending failure. But weakness means you’re ready. Feeling empty? Good, now there’s room for him to fill you, because you’re no longer full of yourself.
Weak? Now he can show you the miracle of his matchless strength to preserve you. Tell your ego to step aside & let him do his work. Vulnerable? Good, now that your cankering pride is out of the way, he can prove the unbreakable steel of his ways, the immutable power of his truth.
“Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity.” 1 Tim 4:12
Youth of the Church, this message is for you...
It’s been a volatile day in U.S. history. Some people you esteem as mentors, leaders, examples of the believers, are reacting strongly on social media. They’re scared & angry. They’re provoked. Some of them aren’t thinking about how their reactions are affecting others.
Do not despair. This is a test—as test for them & for you. Stay out of the mud. Be an example of the believers. The Lord is in charge. His love will not fail you. If your role models have buckled under the pressure, plant your feet in a holy place & be a role model for others.
“Let him begin by treating the Patriotism or Pacifism as a part of his religion. Then let him, under the influence of partisan spirit, come to regard it as the most important part... then merely part of the ‘Cause,’ valued chiefly bc of the arguments it can produce...” #CSLewis
This quote is the demon Screwtape instructing his apprentice Wormwood on how to convince a man to vaunt political inclinations above God & make them his idol. Moral societal matters are important—but only insomuch as they make man moral. Heed what (and who) you worship.
“We may give our human loves the unconditional allegiance we owe only to God. Then they become gods: then they become demons. Then they will destroy us, & also themselves. Natural loves allowed to become gods do not remain loves... but become complicated forms of hatred.” CSL