“I just want to turn back time and do everything differently. I was drawn to you the moment I saw you - but we were both in different cycles of our lives. I always wanted to shoot my shot, but I was afraid. And then you gave me
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a hint and I took it. Things turned out a lot better than I thought, I didn’t think you’d ever want me or even choose me. I didn’t think I was your type. I wished for things to happen between us and when it did, I screwed it up. You could have been mine, but I let lust cloud
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my feelings for you. I let my ego take over when you finally started opening up to me. I pushed you away, and I wasted your time. I’m sorry. Now that you’re moving on from me, I’m realising what I had. I always had feelings for you, but would I ever
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be able to swallow my pride and tell you that, Probably not. You seem fine without me now. I put myself first before you. But it’s helped the both of us realise what went wrong. I never wanted to hurt you. I never wanted things to go south.
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I wish I could turn back time and do it all over again. because at the beginning, I wanted something with you, but fear got in the way and my ego protected me. It was all about sex, until I saw how much you really cared. I’m sorry.”
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There’s someone toxic in your life right now. Could be a friend or a lover, but I’m hearing it’s a friend. At times I feel like this friend encourages you to do things you wouldn’t normally do, or they critique you in every shape and form
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this could almost feel belittling to you because Beauty has been significant and not in a way you’re thinking either. Spirit is saying that even though you’re putting your vanity first, by doing this, you’re creating and manifesting more shadows and insecurities within
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yourself. You’re constantly trying to make yourself someone you’re not and you’re living in a facade of trying to impress friends. The moment the makeup and this mask comes off, you don’t feel yourself. You feel down and not good enough.
Patience. Have more patience. Patience patience!!! That’s all I kept hearing before I even picked up my deck. The moment I shuffled it, “Patience” flew out. Whatever it is you’re waiting for, you’re not ready and you may be aware of it too!
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I’m hearing that there are things that you need to make a decision on but it’s like you want both of these things that you’re considering. Instead of choosing one, you either want both, or you’d rather not choose. Balance is also needed, I keep seeing a set of
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scales and that could possibly be the fact that y’all are having trouble deciding on where you should give your attention. With the decision that you’re having trouble making, One maybe significant to your future, to more on, and one could be significant to your past.