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jikook au • heart spaces 🍒

⸻ dom teacher!jimin having crisis with his headspaces which created conflict with his subby boyfriend. but then, jungkook was there to take him in and be the "daddy" figure that he needs.
- slight infidelity? bcs jimin's bf.
- headspaces, dynamics [dom&sub]
- "daddy" is romanticised here so be warned.
- confused af jimin
- confused af jungkook
- might be nsfw
- casual writings/no high expectations pls
- happy ending lmfao

🍒 a gift from me to @gangyangijams 🍒
english teacher Jimin
young entrepreneur Jungkook ImageImage
yeonjun, jimin's current bf. Image
taehyung, jimin's younger brother. Image
namjoon, jimin's close friend. ImageImage
jin, jimin's close friend. Image
yoongi, jimin's and yeonjun's close friend. Image
hobi, a close friend of jungkook. Image
REMINDER-

it will be casual af. so don't expect any formal format sksks.
i'm doing this as a gift for my friend.
and for my free time.
okay, have fun.
hope you will like it.
introduction:
how their daily lives go on this bird app. ImageImageImageImage
but actually...

jimin's priv: ImageImageImageImage
and how they met-
idk it was weird 😀 ImageImageImageImage
tonight it is. ImageImageImageImage
first dm.

with jk's priv: ImageImageImageImage
huge shingalong ImageImageImageImage
nothing big, just asked someone if they wanted to be his sugar baby. ImageImageImageImage
it has to be nothing. ImageImageImage
this was when the downfall begin. ImageImageImageImage
... ImageImage
a/n: i know most of you do not find this kind of dynamic important.. for relationships. not everything is about sex.
but if a relationship is mostly based on a bdsm-ship, the dynamic is actually pretty important. and it's not all about sex for us, too. sometimes it's
just how we interact with our s/o.
to be pampered as a sub, and to pamper as a dom.
to talk about this might need a new thread. what jimin is going through is actually pretty common for switches. if it's too weird, please prevent yourself from reading- 🥺 and check my other work
zksk. anyway, to be continued.
that fairy... ImageImageImageImage
he asked. ImageImageImageImage
he texted. ImageImageImageImage
hi, are you all okay if the text form in tweets instead of screenshots from other document apps?
⠀⠀⠀⠀🥢ˎˊ˗ 지국 ،

- jimin stared at the nothingness deep inside his mind. the bar he was in was quite, it was 8.44 in the evening. considering the time, it should be filled with people — with agony — but surprisingly it was not the case tonight. though there was a
group of men sitting at the corner, the corner where jimin defined as "people with friends and happiness zone", being loud and laughing their asses off. men in suit. he rolled his eyes at yet again another boom of laughter from the famous spot.
the teacher put down his half-
emptied (or filled for you optimistic people) glass on the counter with a big sigh.
"rough night?" the bartender asked out of friendliness.
jimin just gave the tall, fit man a half-hearted smile.
"stay strong, everything will be okay sooner or later. it's always like that, no?"
he really didn't need this kind of talk right now. he just wanted silence and be drowned in his own misery. but then, he also understood the other was just trying to be nice and it's not doubtful that the bartender must have had encountered a lot of people like him. coming to
drink away their problems.
"thank you," he said but the male's voice was drowned by another loud laughter coming from the happy zone. and that was the only sign that jimin needs to make his way home. having enough of tonight and only imagined his bed for him to lay on. Image
he tried standing up with dizziness clouding his head. legs slightly wobbled for sitting down on the uncomfortable stool for too long, he groaned.
"hey, how are you going home? should i call the cab?"
the kind bartender asked.
which the doll-face male only responded by shaking
his head.
"m.. m'taking the cab." he managed to utter as he used the counter to guide his way.
the bartender nodded and thanked jimin for the cash he placed on the counter before leaving.

"careful and have a good night."

jimin scoffed.
"sure." Image
cliche but it's destiny.

[jk edit credit to 전 배리나 on Pinterest] ImageImageImageImage
loved ones are worried. ImageImageImageImage
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- jimin only managed to pressed one letter on his keyboard when suddenly his eyes got a little bit more hazy that the device in his grip slipped, fell on to the cold, hard ground. he whined. the male shook his head, trying to regain his clear sight.
everything seemed to be spinning for him as he bent down trying to reach his phone from the ground. he was about to text taehyung, his little brother, to call the cab for him since he was too drunk to do it on his own.
but jimin's world still spinned like a carousel, which made
the young teacher cackled alone, giggling like a maniac as he hanged his upper body — his hand reaching down towards nothing but air, almost touching the screen of the smart device.

"okay.. looks fun."

a sudden voice interrupted his fun which made jimin groaned in annoyance.
he looked up, the lights on the street almost blinding his sight for a few seconds until the source of the voice came closer, towering jimin and blocking the illuminating light from jimin's eyes, thankfully.

"you.. seems familiar."
jimin scrutinized the stranger in front of him
he noticed the man was wearing a plain black shirt, tucked into his slack pants. then the drunk male anchored his attention towards the man's arms. inks. all covered up.
he gulped.
with rosy pink covered his cheeks, showing that he's absolutely embarrassed because of his
current position — bending over, both hands hanging, the tip of his fingers hovering the dirty ground — and the male in front of him was actually attractive.
...
....
he shook his head.
"yeonjun." he muttered breathlessly.

"sorry? yeon-who?"

drowned in his abyss, he decided
to just ignore the man in front of him and stayed motionless and frozen in his current position. except for the both of his hanging limbs which were swinging lightly.

'please leave,
please leave,
leave,
leaaaavvveeee.'

he whined to himself, cursing at his misfortune
as he tried so hard to safe himself from this embarassment.

"hold on... wait.. are you.."

jimin then, because of his incapability to think carefully, started to move his feet and walk.
yes, with his body still bending over.

"sorry, bye." he muttered quickly before increasing
his pace and walked faster without looking at the path in front of him.
he could only see his knees as he took quick steps towards [no idea].
"fuck fuck."
he ignored the main concern and continued walking like a possessed human being.

"OH- OH CAREFUL!"
the same voice shouted but
it was too late and the next thing he knew, jimin fell on his butt.
"oh shit."
the stranger cursed and jimin prayed to the gods above that the running footsteps coming his way do not belong to the other.

"are you okay, jimin?"

jimin cursed for the umpteenth time that night.
and jungkook brought him home.

a/n: pls ignore dates and timestamps. ImageImageImageImage
the friends are loud.
sope talking. ImageImageImageImage
namjoon investigating stuffs as he should. ImageImageImageImage
2nd pic: namjin text ImageImageImageImage
the day after. ImageImageImageImage
they got close so fast 🥵 ImageImageImageImage
⠀⠀🥢ˎˊ˗ 지국 ،

- jimin fluttered his eyes open as he felt the sun lit his face, shining blindingly. the headache came to him like a wrecking ball. it felt like his entire body just got hit by a big truck. he winced in pain the second he tried to move his body into a more
comfortable way.

"fuck."

jimin then slightly moved his head away from the blinding light to be able to open his eyes fully, wanting to make sure he's at his home, safely. but that wasn't the case when he noticed the colour of the walls and the non-existent desktop of his in
this room he was currently in. he tried not to freak out yet as he thought that moving frantically would bring hell to him because of the unbearable sore around his ass.
he whined.
last night felt like something just bang into his a-
wait. what?
the young teacher's hazel eyes
widened, frozen in place as his eyes retracted their path to the balcony not far from the bed. it's not his room. definitely not namjin's love room. or tae's. his breathing started to go rapidly as he felt like there was a swelling in his lung, resulting in difficulties
for him to catch his breath. what happened last night? he remember he went to the usual bar. and he was trying to leave, trying to call tae for the cab and..
did someone kidnap him?
and why is he naked now?
why did it feel so... sticky down there.
he wanted to scream so bad but
his throat was too dry. he want to run but the pain in his lower region is excruciating. he wanted to grab for his phone but he does not even know where all of his belongings are. there was only him, and his full naked body on this king-sized bed, on this silk cooling mattress.
he couldn't afford all of this. this huge four walls space is even bigger than his and tae's apartment. he breathed heavily. this is not time to panic-
'tf do you mean this is not the time to panic, my ass is definitely fucked last night and i can't even remember whose cock.'
"good morning."

jimin's glance flickered to the source of the manly voice at the entrance of this giant bedroom.
he hold his breath.
"fuck." he cursed for the second time that morning, his eyes were glued and not leaving the godly shirtless figure leaning on the door frame. Image
[credit jungkook edit to the artist mentioned in the pic]
TRIGGER WARNING.
mentioned of s*xual assault, nc vibe.
slight (very tiny) drunk sex but fully conscious jimin.
i need you all to remember that this involved two adults who can think for themselves. ImageImageImageImage
what jimins wants, jimin gets. Image
End of Flashback.
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- it all came back to jimin, in high definition, 4k visual inside his sober brain. it felt like watching a movie for him. it wasn't vague and it was there. it was him. it wasn't jungkook.

he, again, tried calming himself down and
tried to slowly sitting up, ignoring the stung of pain around his lower region.
"g- good morning." he muttered with difficulty.

water. he needs water.

the shirtless godly figure male still stayed on his feet, not moving which causes the younger's face to flushed.

"water.."
jimin simply requested. all of the flashback of what had occurred between them last night had made him thirsty. no, not even the thirsty that the younglings used these days on the twitter, but literal thirsty.
"right, there. just beside you. i put some.. meds.. for the hangover"
jimin nodded in appreciation as he slowly moved to grab for the glass filled with thirst-quenching water but then he winced again, in pain.
'fuck sake, I didn't know getting fucked could get this painful aftermath.'
jungkook immediately noticed the other's struggle so with great
sense that he has, he stepped towards the nightstand and reached for the glass to hand it to him.
jimin uttered another 'thank you' before dealing with his thirst rashly.
"slow down..."
jimin, yet again, flushed and embarassed at the older's remark.
"breakfast?" jungkook grinned
catching up with besties. ImageImageImageImage
catching up with another besties. ImageImageImageImage
jk being jk. ImageImageImageImage
angy jinnie. but he's right. ImageImageImageImage
dAdDy. ImageImageImageImage
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- jimin sighed, putting his phone down. he knew he should have meet with his boyfriend right now but his ass is too sore to even move. even earlier when he had to ride the elevator to get to his apartment, jungkook shamelessly carried him on his back. it
was even more embarassing when taehyung, his little brother, saw everything and just giggled like a mad scientist. side eyeing him like had done something naughty. jimin simply rolled his eyes at the little brother of his and hid inside his room for the whole day.

jimin stared
up at his ceiling, thinking about what just happened to him [and his ass] last night. it has only been like- a hot two minutes since he met jungkook last night but the other have been seeing his drunk antics, his full naked body, even be inside him, carried him countless times,
and saw him cry. not forgetting that now he knows where jimin lives, and even stepped foot inside his room.
jimin's plush cheeks turned scarlet at the thought.

'it's wrong.'

the angel on his right shoulder whispered.
tae being tae. ImageImageImageImage
he see the change. ImageImageImageImage
tae being tae pt. 2 ImageImageImageImage
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— "so... how are you?" jimin thought that question was a good idea to ask the other as they have been stalling their supposed conversation with sipping their beverage and some filler talk [like talking about weather]. currently, they are at a quiet place
that sells snacks and street food. jimin failed to understand why he chose this food stall right beside the road. maybe because soju would help him to talk with his lover. or maybe because he didn't want a private place so yeonjun could throw a chair right into his face. maybe.
"i'm doing great aside from being confused on what's going on with my daddy," the younger said, raising an eyebrow as a hint of sarcasm.
well, here goes nothing.
"it was a mistake," jimin started.
his gaze retracted their path back to yeonjun after he stole some glances towards
the busy street. he used that little time that he stole to arrange his words so nothing stupid comes out of his mouth.
"i mean... like you said. it was just for a few moments."
yeonjun stared at him deeply, his brows furrowed slightly as he sat there, quiet. Image
"you mean... you're back?"
jimin found that question a bit weird. 'he's back?' but he's always here. nonetheless he simply threw his selfish thoughts away, not wanting to argue with the lover and nodded.
"yeah. i'm sorry. it doesn't matter what headspace i am in. i have you."
he tried so hard to sound convincing because he is so sure that this is the only way yeonjun could be happy. the only way that this beautiful relationship would last long or even forever.
on his way to pick up yeonjun from his home, he realized that these headspaces or dynamics
bullsh*t are just obstacles for him to achieve a successful relationship with his boyfriend. plus, yeonjun is a good guy. he doesn't deserve to be treated like this, to be abandoned just because one day jimin woke up and couldn't have his male private part to use as per usual.
jimin smiled convincingly at the other, reaching his hands out to hold yeonjun's firmly.
"i'm sorry for hurting you last night. i will always be here for you. okay?"

yeonjun grinned happily before he stood up, bending over to place a kiss on jimin's lips.
"kay, daddy."
nothing could make him happier than to see yeonjun smile brightly like he always does. this is it. this is the right choice. to make someone happy is the right way. so, he decided that he would be okay with pretending more as long as no one's hurting.
and as for last night's
mistake. yeonjun doesn't have to know because he certainly wouldn't do that ever again. it was a mistake. he was drunk. jungkook is nothing but a passerby who helped with his needs so he could moved past that headspace and go back to being "normal".

or so he thought.
a/n: i bet yall hate jimin so much sisjjdkdd. 😀 but please do remember human make mistakes and this boy is lost af-
to be continued.
tru love ♥️ ImageImageImageImage
little brother. ImageImageImageImage
mistake over mistake. ImageImageImageImage
...what is namjoon tryna do? ImageImageImageImage
hobi going nuts. ImageImageImageImage
...well shit. ImageImageImage
welp. a blessing in disguise? perhaps. ImageImageImage
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— yeonjun just stared at the other while his arms folded across his chest, eyes filled with resentment and anger towards the man in front of him. jimin could feel the silence-killing that yeonjun is doing inside in his mind. he gulped, eyes shifting
restlessly.

"you fucked him."

'well technically, he fucked me.' jimin replied in his mind but he knew it wouldn't be a good idea to say that at this time. he just got caught cheating on his boyfriend with someone.

"i was d- drunk," he stuttered. the blonde really tried hard
to keep his eyes anchored on the other's raged ones but the guilt is eating him up from inside. he suddenly finds it hard to breathe.

"I can't believe you did this. just because of what? your sudden transition thingy to another headspace?" yeonjun scoffed, rolling his eyes.
if jimin were to be in a domspace, he would have known how to at least defend himself or maybe reason with the lover. but unfortunately, he's really vulnerable now and to even speak whatever is in his mind is a tough task for him.

"why did you stoop so fucking low, jimin?"
he winced at the poison-filled voice, struggling to keep the tears in. this is not the right time to be in this kind of space as his emotions are more visible for others to see.
"really? was that it? you're drunk and you expected me to be all, 'yeah. understandable, have a nice
day' on you?" yeonjun stood up, still overpowered by his rage for his cheating boyfriend.

"was he good at least?" the younger trailed his gaze, looking disgusted as ever towards the male in front of him.

"n- no."
' 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 '

"oh please..."

he can't. he can't keep his
[for those who see boxes. i think the italic font is needed here.]
for others:

' it was ' Image
tears in anymore. everything is too much. the guilt. the glaring eyes. the intensity of the situation. he knows he did wrong but this is taking his breath away, in a bad way. he wants to curl into a ball under his blanket and hide. he feels ashamed of himself. he needs someone to
protect him from this. . .
from. . .
from his own lover.

"i'm s- sorry... please..." he feels the sudden coldness embracing his body, resulting in him shivering and whimpering quietly.

"you're such a fucking mess. you flirted with me, you got me into this bullshit now your
ass cheated on me just because I can't fucking dom or fuck you?!" yeonjun breathed frantic as he shouted, spewing everything that was on his chest. he threw the device that has been in his grip straight onto the floor, cracking the glass of the screen. it was jimin's phone.
"is it all about sex then?"
this was what jimin scared of the most.
"i thought love conquers everything and past over those kind of bullshit?"
no, that wasn't what jimin have been taught by his mother. though love is what you need for a relationship to begin, but love isn't the
only thing you need to develop a relationship. but he couldn't find any words to say that out loud. not when he's choking with his own tears, breathing through his nose heavily as he struggled to keep himself calm and composed. his fingers clenched the material of his pants.
"you're not meeting him anymore. or texting him. or whatever the fuck. i would keep you inside my room if i could."

jimin retracted his gaze from his lap towards yeonjun in front of him, questioning what was the other saying with his facial expression. eyes dwelled with tears.
"you're mine, park jimin."
yeonjun spat, before he continued, "and i know this. . . this headspace thing or whatever is not going to last long. my daddy will come back. you will be my jimin that i knew again." he muttered, now softly and lovingly as he cupped jimin's cheeks.
"we will get through this together." yeonjun sighed, shutting his eyes as he leaned his forehead on jimin's.

"b- but... i had sex with someone el—"
"shh.. it's okay. you were drunk... and you said yourself just now when we were out? you love me and me only,"
and before he
continues the manipulative statement, he landed a soft peck on jimin's lips.

"you can't leave me... you love me."

and jimin, being in a vulnerable state he is, simply nodded & hugged the other back as his mind contemplated on what just happened & wandered to a certain someone.
only because this hug isn't as warm as last night's with that man.
he felt a tugged on his heartstrings.
but jimin only brushed it all off, hugging yeonjun tighter.

#jikookau
[fanart creds to its owner marked on the pic] Image
a/n: hi everyone. i have been a little bit busy since the semester is ending. will get back to this fic soon! thank you again for reading 🖤

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