Day 4 #OfGodandMe
My C of E Ordination was in Durham Cathedral, between the shrines of Ss Bede & Cuthbert. My first curacy was on S Tyneside in a mining parish with estates built to house overspill from Jarrow. My vicar worked hard & expected his curates to do likewise.
1/13
All but three years of my ministry have been in mining & former mining areas. I came to love mining folk & their sense of community. I am aware of the debt our country owes them for their contribution to our prosperity over the years. Sad that is often unrecognised.
2/13
I had fondly imagined that the sight of me in a dog collar and my carefully pondered apologetics would bring people to faith. It didn't happen! But I gained much from the hard work and daily prayer of the parish.
3/13
During this time I married Cyndy, one of two great & good choices of my life. Faithful friend, companion in prayer and walking, one who, like God, loves me even when I am at my worst. Our first son was born in the North East on a cold, snowy night. #DeoGratias
4/13
After 4 years in the North East our family moved to the South West where I became curate of a parish in Weymouth. Most of the posh houses near the sea had become B&Bs, and much of the parish was a mixture of council & private estates. Our second son was born in Weymouth.
5/13
Daily Office and Eucharist continued to sustain my spiritual life, and I did a lot of visiting: I visited every house in the parish at least twice during my 3 years in Weymouth. Great experience! I
6/13
With a young family it was good to be fairly near to my parents in Devon, and not far from Cyndy's parents in Oxfordshire. However, I missed the community spirit of the North, and was happy to be offered the chance to become vicar of Grimethorpe in S Yorkshire.
7/13
Grimethorpe had an Anglo-Catholic tradition which had been enriched by Charismatic Renewal. I had some positive experience of the latter in the North East. I still treasure my 7 years in Grimethorpe, 3 before the miners' strike of 84/5, 1 year during it, and 3 afterwards.
8/13
The strike took over the every aspect of life. Bills were unpaid, houses cold as the allowance of coal stopped. People from posh south coast parishes wrote to me with words of support. One man from the SE sent a monthly cheque which I used to buy logs for parishioners.
9/13
In Grimethorpe our sons started school. They were taught the cornet by members of the famous Colliery Band and joined the Junior Band. I was moved one day when one son asked me: "Dad, do you find that some tunes make you want to cry?" Yes!
10/13
The faithful were a prayerful lot. It's the only C of E parish I worked in where a high proportion of people went to confession. They expected spiritual input from me. I often felt inadequate in this area as I did at supporting them through the strike. I needed help!
11/13
Tomorrow: #StIgnatiusofLoyola helps me to pray with #SacredScripture and reflect on my life with the Lord. I keep getting a sinking feeling with #StPeter and call on the Lord to rescue me from the storms.
12/13
Summary of today:
Lots of movement but
...where can I go from your spirit, *
or where can I flee from your face?
If I take the wings of the dawn *
and dwell at the sea's furthest end,
even there your hand would lead me, *
your right hand would hold me fast.
Ps 138 (139)
13/13
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Day 7 #OfGodandMe
A bit before my ordination, the Bishop asked me to take up a post as a prison chaplain. A new prison was being opened near to an existing one, and the local parish wouldn't be able to cover both. With some trepidation I agreed.
1/13
Somewhat to my surprise, the next 12 years were Incredibly fulfilling. I worked in open male, and closed female prisons. Once I'd got over the initial shock of working in a very unfamiliar environment, I had a deep sense of being in the right place. I met Jesus anew here.
2/13
Christian friends prayed that I might take Jesus into the prison. No! He was there first! "I was in prison and you visited me." I needed to care for the staff too. Most prison staff are professional & caring
3/13
Day 6 #OfGodandMe
Yesterday I dealt with some of my unease with life & ministry in the Church of England. My experience of #IgnatianSpirituality taught me that God leads us through consolation rather than desolation, so I was wary of acting out of my desolation.
1/12
As Cyndy moved towards reception into the Catholic Church, I often accompanied her to Mass, while continuing my Anglican hospital chaplaincy. I grew increasingly aware that I shared the faith of the Catholic community. I wanted what Cyndy was finding. I felt at home.
2/12
The Catechism of the Catholic Church was published about this time. I read it from cover to cover - not what it was designed for! This is what I believed. Once Cyndy was received, I couldn't wait much longer. So I made the second great and good choice of my life.
3/12
Day 5 #OfGodandMe
While I was Vicar of Grimethorpe, I heard and read a lot about #IgnatianSpirituality. I wanted to know more so I spent 8 days at St Beuno's in N Wales. The daily sharing of my experience of prayer with my retreat-giver was life-changing.
1/13
My love for Scripture was enriched by a renewed sense of God speaking with me through his Word. This was both consoling and challenging. I walked on the water and sank, with Peter as I felt that my life, faith, ministry were shams, play-acting. The Lord rescued me.
2/13
The eight days, and subsequent reading, retreats (including a 30 day experience) & courses changed both my own prayer life, & the way I accompanied others. They gave me the foundation for discernment through an attention to the path of the Lord's consolation.
3/13
Day 3 #OfGodandMe I went to Uni to read medicine. I found the highest Church in the city with lots of smells & bells, and, vitally, faith in the Eucharistic presence of Jesus. I heard #GregorianChant for the 1st time. Beautiful. I met the #Angelus Prayer & the #HailMary.
1/11
Here, too, I heard a homily which had a profound impact on me. The vicar talked about Mary's words at the Wedding in Cana: "Do whatever he tells you." Since then these words have hit me at times of uncertainty & decision. They led me to make my 1st confession.
2/11
Confession is quite rare in the C of E except among very devout and very High Church people. Its regular practice gave me a sense of both my sin and God's forgiveness. For me it was also a matter of obedience, like Mary's Fiat and her call to the servants at Cana.
3/11
Day 2 #OfGodAndMe
I ended yesterday with by questioning whether there was more to the #Eucharist than my C of E Confirmation Preparation had indicated. As my teenage years progressed the question began to be answered by a series of events. I still see God's hand in them.
1/11
One of my closest friends at grammar school was a practising Catholic. We were drawn together by a common love of music and by the fact that we were among the very few in our year who practised any faith. We both played the organ in Church from time to time.
2/11
One day my friend invited me to try the organ at his Catholic Church. As we entered the Church he genuflected. It was the first time I had seen anyone do this. I asked him what he was doing. He pointed out the tabernacle and shared his faith in the #Eucharist.
3/11
Day 1 #OfGodandMe
I was brought up as an Anglican. My mother worshipped regularly in the local Parish Church. Initially I went to Sunday School. My only memory of this is the song which was taken during the collection every week which started "Hear the pennies dropping"
1/9
When I was almost 8 I joined the Parish Church Choir. The main services were Morning & Evening Prayer. I can date my lifelong love of the #Psalms from this time. I didn't understand every word of the 16th century English, but the imagery and passion inspired me even then. 2/9
My love of music grew at this time. I played both recorder and piano. Music has enriched every part of my life especially my faith life. I have been exposed to many sorts of music. I don't like them all equally, but all have enriched me in different ways.
3/9