In 24 hours, my GoFundMe is over 1/3 of the way to its goal. (Slightly further even than it shows, due to s handful of donations via PayPal and Ko-fi. I need to figure out how to update it to reflect this progress.)
I’m… speechless. I haven’t been able to keep up with my notifications. Or respond to the lovely messages of support.
It has been very easy to feel hopeless lately, with how sick I’ve been, but you all give me hope.
I’ve tried to at least skim the replies, messages, and QTs, and there are a few thing I want to highlight.
The thread apparently struck a chord. Academic precarity/contingency has a lot of negative & far-reaching consequences.
I heard from several (former) ECRs/postdocs who are in my exact same boat with SSDI.
I heard from others who had to leave academia as their health worsened.
One thing is clear from many of the disabled/chronically ill respondents: Academic labor practices are harming us.
Sadly, I also heard from a number of undergraduates and those just starting grad school, who expressed fears that my experience means academia will not be a safe path for them.
I wish I could tell them otherwise.
(Even more people cited these issues as why they opted out.)
We need to do better in academia. I am far from alone, even if my circumstances are dramatic. I should also note that I have the fortune and privilege of having gotten somewhat established (for a postdoc) in the academic community *before* I got so sick.
Already having (IRL & Twitter) connections with so many amazing academics, people in industry, & beyond has surely helped w/reach.
I am so grateful to everyone who read & shared my thread, and to everyone who contributed to my medical fundraiser. I know this is a privilege.
My brain is kind of at capacity right now, but there is one additional remark I want to make:
I am absolutely blown away by the generosity of the students, postdocs, and contingent faculty who have donated. I know how much many of you (don’t) make. I am so touched & grateful. ♥️
Please do continue to share/RT! Less than 2/3 of the way to go!
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@DisInGradSchool I’m going to respond as a postdoc and say that I’ve witnessed this go multiple ways.
I have (as an instructor) reached out privately to a few undergrad students in my classes. The overwhelming response was gratitude someone cared… [Large R1.]
@DisInGradSchool In one instance, I called the counseling center (on my cell phone, with the student sitting with me, with their full consent/at their request) and said they needed to be seen. The counseling center was notorious for extremely long wait times and my call bumped them up the queue.
@DisInGradSchool That said, as a *trainee,* I have witnessed faculty members blame students’ responses to actual structural issues/inequity/mistreatment on trainees’ mental health. And this just makes me sick and furious.
I’ve been absent on Twitter (& DMs & email) lately because all of my energy has just been going to trying to survive.
But it is absolutely incredible just how badly the nature of grad & precarious academic contracts harm disabled and chronically ill academics
I did my PhD at @UMassAmherst. The Commonwealth of MA does not pay into Social Security for its employees. But because I left and did not become disabled *to the point of needing to completely work* while I was there, I have no disability coverage from MA. And no SSDI credits.