#OT I called someone transphobic and they didn’t erupt into immediate defense because they think of themselves as so good and bc they haven’t at least put a bullet in a trans person’s head yet: 0.
#OT a trans masc person, resisting their privilege, has called me transphobic: 3
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Welcome to my page. I’m a poet & professor. I’ve won many awards. I read many books. My research does not stem from either YouTuple lectures or my unexplored feelings of trauma. I regard that the world is larger than the Black Midwest of America, or a Twitter argument. I’m trans.
I don’t argue with folks 25 years or younger, or who otherwise have yet to develop a prefrontal cortex. I won’t argue with folks who learned theory from Tumblr. If you have a cartoon photo for a profile pic, instead of the courage of your own face, I won’t argue with you.
I’m 32. I started “professoring” at 25 at Columbia University in New York. I can take a punch directly to the jaw; in fact, just had to Saturday night. I have been called elitist & accept the claim if that soothes you. I’m an ♒️ Sun, ♓️ Moon, exactly like the late Toni Morrison.
When you break from grip of sleep to meet the dark morning just that minute beginning to rain, that’s intimacy with the earth.
When you move yourself thru wake’s confusion, your nose pressed against the cold pain, the water sliding down, only quicker, than the glass, that’s the ask of earth.
The dark wind worries over the rooftops like wind. The sounds make a beggar of the night, bringing Trouble in, so that you are too alone together.
I just think it’s funny how everyone & they momma is a writer, yet y’all all fell asleep in an English class. 🥴
If someone sends you a text with more than 50 words, you get nervous. If someone types as much online, your go-to reply is “I ain’t reading all that 😂” & you’re not even slightly embarrassed to admit it. 🧐
Every book you ever read in any body’s class was simply there to oppress you, ain’t a thing it could teach you. But that article you wrote about the hidden context of twelve bars of mumble rap? Why, everyone needs to read this—and read it forever.
The inferiority complex of who I will call American Blacks have toward Black New Orleanians (who could also be called Creole Blacks) is deep, wide, & impressive in its attempts to reassert itself even when no more superior note has been tried or claimed. God bless the child.
It is a legacy of American Colonial logic (ie, those first thirteen states) that makes mere difference, distinction and dissimilarity automatically suggestive of a hierarchy—that is a superior vs inferior—when it needn’t do. 🙃
When you graph this on top of notions of colorism and colorstruck logic—even tho logics of color worked entirely differently in New Orleans, et al, than they did those first 13–it becomes a mighty wicked grease fire. Attempts to “reorder” the hierarchy is like water to that fire.
My heart goes out to @lizzo because she really can’t do ANYTHING but apparently sing about how “confident” she is. This allows a certain group of people to pity her, confusing that for support, while another group uses her for their campaigns, confusing that for the same. 💔
There is a specter to the black femme body as it approaches a kind of “liminal attractiveness.” I know that’s clunkily-put. I’m trying to find ways to discuss parallels I see between fathpobia and transphobia, so you will excuse if I make some faux-pas as I think this aloud.
What do I mean by liminal attractiveness? I mean that the body before you in all ways, but one, does invite your appreciation. However, that critical one difference (whether real or, more often, imagined) is the crucial Door of No Passage.
Y’all my body is ready! She, they, he — we ready! On the 21st, my Saturn return in Capricorn completes itself and moves into Aquarius. I am an Aquarius. From @chaninicholas’s website: “The last time Saturn was in Aquarius (1991-1993), apartheid was dismantled.”
“Before that, Saturn was in Aquarius from 1962-1964, just before the Civil Rights Act [was adopted.] And before that, Saturn was in Aquarius from 1932-1935. The Great Depression had begun in 1929 [which eventually] saw the beginning of FDR’s New Deal...”
... bringing “social security, government infrastructure and banking regulations to the US.” Saturn moved into Capricorn, who rules tradition and status all that shit (🙄), in December of 2017, and doesn’t the last ~four years of Trump make sense, given that? The brief sojourn...