Ten years ago I died so that the Mona I am could be. I am grateful for all that she did and all that she was and I want her to know I have set fire to my rage over what happened to her and to so many other women during our revolution. Mona with both her arms in ...Mona with both her arms in ...
She died and bequeathed me life end all the things she never dared to say.

And I promise her that I have used that rage as fuel for our liberation. We will be free. And I’ve spent the past decade saying all that she could not.

feministgiant.substack.com/p/essay-fallin…
November 24, 2011, when I was being held incommuncado by #Egyptian military intelligence & interrogated blindfolded - both my arms broken thanks to riot police - all I thought of was “Just you fuckers wait until I write about this.” Ha! Writing! In the face of such brutality! Tweet by Mona dated 11/24/1...Image
“Writing is dangerous because we are afraid of what the writing reveals: the fears, the angers, the strengths of a woman under a triple or quadruple oppression...A woman who writes has power. And a woman with power is feared,” Gloria Anzaldúa Image
FEMINIST GIANT is my Just You Fucking Wait, I Will Write!

I survived you, fuckers.

I survived, you fuckers.

Fuck the patriarchy in every time zone and every universe.
After they beat me and broke my arms, Egyptian riot police sexually assaulted me—my breasts, in between my legs, I was pulling their hands out of my trousers. And in the middle of the assault, I fell to the ground and I was eye level with their boots.
A voice told me “If you don’t get up now, they will kill you.” And with two broken arms I somehow got up.

Whose was that voice?

The Mona I used to be bequeathed me with life and the silences that she carried for too long. And she said “Write, dangerously.” DANGEROUSLY!
I got tattoos after casts came off because no matter what they did to my body, it is still mine and I insist on beauty, pleasure & joy.

Sekhmet-goddess of retribution & sex, warrior & healer (yes please to both!). Mohamed Mahmoud Arabic for Liberation (Horeyya). 📷 @rerutled Mona holding out both forea...

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26 Nov
I wrote this last year to mark this time of year which is very difficult for me. I hope it brings solace to you if you need some right now
feministgiant.com/p/essay-fallin…
I think twice before I share moments of vulnerability on social media. When you’re a feminist accustomed to having the dogs of patriarchy let loose on you, you become more comfortable with vowing to bring pain to your enemies than to admitting to your own.
But I have learned to do both: be on the lookout for the dogs of patriarchy, ready to kick their teeth in, and also keep my pain soft. Unfailingly, and surprisingly when I do share my pain, it is held with such care and love by my community of total strangers and comrades online
Read 6 tweets
17 Nov
If you’re wondering where along my menopause journey I am, it is far enough that if I hear a voice in my head saying "Oh my god, you can't write about that!" I WILL IN FACT WRITE ABOUT THAT.
And that is an absolute advantage of being 54 years old and just weeks if not days away from post-menopause.

Fuck "you can't."

Watch me.

feministgiant.com/p/moisturize-y…
I have exciting news about menopause coming soon.

No, it's not that I am now officially post-menopausal. I wish!

Until I can announce it, here is where I defy that "Oh my god, you can't write about that!" voice

feministgiant.com/p/coming-soon?…
Read 5 tweets
17 Nov
I'm learning, much to my thrill and awe, that one of the greatest gifts of the transition known as menopause is shamelessness. It's as if instead of shedding the lining of my uterus, I'm shedding the lining of patriarchal fuckery that I was socialized into feministgiant.com/p/moisturize-y…
Patriarchy deploys shame like a drone: it shadows you, ready to take you out any minute, exhausting you by keeping you forever aware of its presence to the detriment of all other things that you could be investing your attention in.

When you're shameless, you cannot be shamed.
Find the places where you are ruled by should not/would not/could not and defy, disobey, and disrupt the patriarchy by knowing—and vowing—that you shall, will and can.

You cannot be shamed if you are shameless. And moisturize your vagina! feministgiant.com/p/moisturize-y…
Read 4 tweets
17 Nov
My paternal grandmother had 8 children. My maternal grandmother had 11 (pregnant 14 times). My mother is the eldest of those children & has 3 children of her own. I'm the eldest of those children & I'm glad to have none of my own.Glad this is now in Arabic thanks to @itmeansagift
I love having a newsletter because I write what I want when I want.

Over the past year, I've radically changed the way I work and write and what I write about.

My essays have become more personal which often mean more dangerous. And I didn't want the risk to be only in English
It took me years to be able to write about having two abortions.

And to now have that essay also available in Arabic thanks to @itmeansagift excellent translation is especially important to me.

feministgiant.com/p/-?r=50le&utm…
Read 8 tweets
16 Nov
FEMINIST GIANT is growing! And part of that growth is Arabic translations of my essays by the brilliant @itmeansagift. Here is her translation of my essay on being childfree by choice

feministgiant.com/p/--6dd?r=50le…
The 1st of my essays that @itmeansagift translated was this one on abortion.

It's difficult to write about abortion, being childfree by choice & menopause (the next essay she'll be translating) in any language. It's important my
essays are now in Arabic
feministgiant.com/p/-
In addition to Arabic, I have also introduced audio versions of my essays. Here is Unmothering, the original version of my essay on being childfree by choice with the audio link at the top of the essay.

Join my Soundcloiud! feministgiant.com/p/unmothering?…
Read 5 tweets
16 Nov
FEMINIST GIANT is now available in Arabic! @itmeansagift has translated my essay on abortion below. On Tuesday, I'm publishing her Arabic translation of my essay Unmothering, on being childfree by choice.
My paternal grandmother had 8 children. My maternal grandmother had 11 children (she was pregnant 14 times). My mother is the eldest of those children and she has 3 children of her own. I am the eldest of those children and I am glad to have none of my own feministgiant.com/p/unmothering
Also coming up in Arabic, my essay on menopause feministgiant.com/p/moisturize-y…
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