Wanna hear a story? On Christmas Eve, 1944, my Paw-Paw was on a ship on the way to fight the Battle of the Bulge. It was torpedoed about 2 mi off the coast of France.He wrote this and read it to is my senior year of HS a few years before he died. It weighed on him. Please read.1/
Dedicated to Men of the 66th Infantry by Frank A. Sample
It was the night before Christmas in Nineteen and Fourty-Four
When twelve hundred soldiers or maybe more were loaded on a ship to go to the fore.
Most of the them 18 19 20 21 all of them their mother’s loving sons 2/
The Army had taught them to fight and carry a gun.
They were going to war to preserve our freedom………
Little they knew they had seen their last sun.
The soldiers were laughing and full of good cheer
For you see it was the holiday time of the year! 3/
Some sang carols and some played games
There were so many I can’t remember all of their names
The night was cold with many stars in the sky
Little did they know that soon they would die 4/
Some were writing letters to their families at home
Telling them of their friends and that they were not alone
Some told their mothers that they were closer than brothers
Then out of the night, there came such a ROAR!
A German submarine had just made a score 5/
One torpedo had found its mark, a gaping large hole in the ship could be seen in the dark
Our officers and “Non-coms” still held us in order
But the ship was sinking or right on the border
Then an order was given “EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF” 6/
It was sorta like book ends falling off of a shelf
All of our thoughts were of staying alive
So we rushed to the rail to try and survive
The water was full of soldiers, some yelling, some crying, and some praying
Some so delusional they didn’t know what they were saying
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I jumped from the ship and went deeper and deeper
I thought it was time to meet my keeper
Lungs bursting and exhausted, I said to myself, “Why not die?”
Then it came in a vision of light from the sky
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A vision of my mother screaming when told of my death
This vision of my mother seemed to give me a breath
With this new breath of air I started to fight
And thrashed at the water with all of my might
I reached the top of the water and felt REBORN
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But the soldiers were still screaming, full of forlorn
French tugs and boats of all kinds were all about
They were pulling us in and pumping us out
To end this true story is should be know
812 were lost 18,19,20, 21
None of which were to experience again family and home
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EIGHT HUNDRED SOLDIERS or maybe more
All lost off the coast of a foreign shore
The year now is 1992 and I have three children and six grandchildren and a loving wife
That’s why I say, Thank You God for giving me my second life 11/
I’m filled with sadness at this time of year
And give thanks to my GOD for everyday I am still here.
FOR THOSE YOUNG MEN WHO WERE SHOWN NO GLORY
MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH THEM AS I END THIS STORY 11/
As you can imagine, we all wept with him and for the memories that he had kept inside. I wept again tonight reading it to my kids. Want to read about the mess of a night, check out the following link. But for one man’s resolve, my whole family Tree would have ended that night.
🧵 8 years ago today, my wife who was SO sick and so much pain with stage 4 melanoma with many bony mets received her first dose of the drug that was to become Keytruda. She was the last enrollee worldwide in the phase 2 trial. 1/
She had been given an effective death sentence. There was nothing left.She had failed traditional therapy and was in bed 23 hours a day, and dozed on the couch in a haze of narcotics the other hour. It was so painful to watch, and in the 6th and 9th grade my kids were reeling. 2/
When all hope was lost, I put my head into the lit, and became an ER doc specializing in the advances of immunotherapy and melanoma. I found the PD-1 drugs in trial and knew that I wanted her to have it. I emailed every oncologist in the nation studying the drug, and begged. 3/
🧵 on masks, vaccines and gathering in the age of COVID. There is so much confusion in the general public and even docs in the face of changing guidelines and all the misinformation out there, balanced with our desire for normalcy. I get asked often, so here is how I do it. 1/
I fully admit, it may not be perfect, but I have assessed the risks to myself and my family, and I am comfortable with this plan. We are all triple vaxxed and i have had a mild case of COVID. 2/
Situation 1- stores, indoors with mixed or unknown vax status, strangers. Mask up. Is it REALLY protecting me? Probably not. But I’m potentially protecting unvaxxed or under-vaxxed others, so I’m good with that. 3/
🧵 Hi. I’m an ER doctor. I’m vaccinated, but 10 months out with a high level of daily exposure to an airborne disease. I can’t get most patients to keep a mask on when I’m out of the room,or wear it properly when I’m in. I now have Covid. Mild for now. 1/
And hopefully, gonna stay that way. I am very optimistic that I will stay well, thanks to the vaccine. My body is already at war with this stupid bug, beating it back. If I had gotten this last year, I would have been very scared. I’m middle aged, and smoked for 25 years. 2/
My cousin almost died early in, before the world closed down. I am prone to health related anxiety at times, anyway. But now I feel irritable, not anxious. Could I get really really sick? Sure. Could I even die? Yep. But I’ve done the right thing to minimize those chances. 3/
I see a shocking amount of vaguely weak elderly folks with decreased appetite but nothing else particularly wrong in the ER. Holding a hand and asking the right questions with empathy will often elicit tales of the overwhelming sadness of loss or fear of their own end. Short 🧵
It is easy for us to spot the anxious or depressed youth, the histrionic middle aged person, the substance use disorders. But so often the mental health issues in our elderly are brushed aside, written off as a result of the chronically “dirty” urine that is asymptomatic… 2/
Maybe they are thrown on Zoloft, or given trazodone for sleep. They are encouraged to go to a nursing home. They bounce to and from the ER, their primary care, and back again, frustrated because all their labs are good, but they still feel like dogshit. 3/
Imagine being privileged enough to have been born into a situation that allowed for a stable income with no food insecurity, free of the scourge of addiction, being provided a good education and arguing that paying people 7.25 an hour is enough. 1/
Imagine sitting there in your nice house and thinking that you’re there SOLELY because of your smarts, your grit. And thinking that the child that was born to a heroin addicted mother in a trailer in rural America, or in section 8 housing in the inner city should just 2/
“Pull themselves up by their bootstraps “or whatever. Because that is so easy to do without guidance, or mentorship or MONEY. (Sarcasm font)So “easy” that when you see it happen, it’s rare enough that people write books about those who manage to escape the cycle of poverty. 3/
Found online:
Huge numbers of our population believe in a complete alternate reality. Alternate facts as it were.
But just as intensely as I believe they are deluded, they think I am the one who is deluded. So how can I be confident in my perception? Here's a tip:
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I have found that in times of political confusion, particularly when emotions are running high and creating tunnel vision, THE PRESENCE OF NAZIS can be an extremely helpful indicator.
If I am attending a local demonstration or event and I see Nazis…neo-Nazis, casual Nazis, 2/x
master race Nazis, or the latest-whatever-uber-mythology-Nazis, I figure out which side they are on.
And if they are on my side of the demonstration? I am on the wrong side.
It is tough to argue moral equivalence when I am standing next to a Nazi. 3/