There comes a time for every lightworker when we give up the fight to awaken others and bring them along. It was always their choice anyway, and in a sense we were trying to impose our wills upon them by trying to influence their perceptions and choices.
The struggle to serve can sap all the joy and energy out of even the best-intentioned of us, and drag us down into the very vibrations we want to lift others out of.
It is as it our souls are addicted to the light that flows through us as we share it with the world, and like any addiction it can come with severe and unexpected consequences that harm us, our lives, and those were love.
The world has made its choice to descend once again into the darkness and conflict. We weep for it and pray it were another way, and beat our heads against the wall trying to change it. But humanity either will change or it will not, regardless of our efforts. God bless them.
This realization is an important one for lightworkers. You can't change others or bring balance to the world. You can only do it for yourself, and trust that in so doing you will lift up the vibrations of the collective consciousness that creates this reality.
In the end, the only thing that matters is our own individual realization of the Oneness that we are, and efforts to dissolve the illusions of separation we use to keep ourselves apart.
As One who has traveled the path for many years and lifetimes, and served with and trained great masters along the way, I hope your mission does not become your bondage to a world locked in suffering, conflict and control. Set yourself free.
Know when it is your time to put down the sword of truth and quit trying to shine the light for those who refuse to see. Another world is waiting, and this one isn't serving you any more.
I release you from your bodhisatva vows. Follow your heart and find your way home.
Separated. Rejected. Ostracized. Oppressed. Persecuted. Imprisoned. Killed. All may be inflicted upon you if you do not bend the knee or go along to get along.
Your conviction is strong, but your hurt is real. How will you respond?
Our future is in your hands.
Choose wisely.
Will you meet darkness with darkness? Or with love and light?
Will you surrender your free will? Or stand and defend it?
Which way will bring you peace? Which will create a better world for your children?
When faced with conflicts in your outer world, remember your goal is to ascend to higher levels of consciousness so you can enter 5D reality. Do not engage, but do not comply either. Turn the other cheek. Love more. Be at peace no matter what. Allow this world to go it's own way.
It seems counterintuitive not to fight, but that keeps you locked in 3D polarity. Use lockdowns and separation for a higher purpose, to disengage from the outer wars while releasing your fear and negativity. But stand tall for light and love, and the freedom to be as you are.
Do not consent or comply when your inner voice tells you not to. If it does, then do so. It knows the path that's right for you.
Set aside election fraud for now and consider: On one hand we have an extensive network of individuals and corporations with a vested interest in the Swamp and business as usual.
On the other are anarchists and socialists/communists who want to tear it all down and start over.
We the people have a gargantuan task ahead to drain the swamp and make our govt/system responsive to the people and not to the special interests and power brokers that feed at the trough, while walking a tightrope in doing so not to bring down the house and open door to worse.
Our system has been usurped by elites who manipulate us and it to their own benefit, feeding us lies while they plunder our wealth and pit us against each other.
The COVID riots and lockdowns have driven home the need to decide what all of this means to you and your life. In the interests of preserving your #peace and expanding your choices, allow me to suggest some questions you might ask yourself.
How are the riots/lockdowns impacting you? And how are you dealing with them or their impacts? How do you see them? How are they affecting your thinking? What sort of actions are they goading you to take?
Do you like what the riots/lockdowns enable you to see within yourself or about your society? What do you see? Why are those conditions present? What can you do about them? What do they have to do with you?
Time to focus on your intentions for your mission this year. Get clear on what you want to do. And why?
If you are sharing uplifting messages or your spiritual perspectives, are these random bursts of light? Or are they intended to be part of a bigger picture you want to create?
What specific projects are part of your vision? What do they entail? Need to manifest? Require from you or others?
I walk a fine line between illuminating the path and impinging upon your free will to find and travel it in your own way and time. I communicate in response to a common cry for help navigating the darkness turning out world upside down. Take it or leave it as you will.
There is much in our world that is troubling, from the conduct of our common affairs to the horrors of war to the challenges of living without means while others seemingly live in luxury, oblivious to the harm they do to get it while others suffer the consequences.
Discontent with the status quo is like a burr under a horse's saddle, making if difficult to live in peace and joy while such conditions continue. It is this discontent which leads you to awaken, to find meaning for the struggle and hope where there appears to be none.