I have a horrible feeling that learning a whole bunch of stuff about Personal Knowledge Management and getting nerdy about tools and workflows has made me rather less effective at managing my personal knowledge
and if not less effective then certainly more anxious
maybe I just need to embrace @visakanv junkyard approach, I might just be a junkyard person
like, now there's always this meta cognition when I'm reading
"oh you should be taking notes"
yeah but I don't want to take notes
"okay better not read then or I'll waste my time"
or there's another one which sounds like
"should this be in Roam or Obsidian... for that matter I should just commit to one over the other shouldn't I... but what about using both at once... oh god I should figure out ONCE AND FOR ALL what my system is... later"
maybe the only people who really need "note taking systems" are pro academics and for everyone else it's an info hazard
I've decided I'm going to use Obsidian for like 95% of my stuff, because Obsidian feels like a magical playground, I can make it pretty and it's all in plain text files
and I shall satisfice all the way, focusing on creative output rather than polishing notes as a hobby
it's important not to throw the baby out with the bathwater
taking notes is good, organising notes is good
but I am going to optimise for fun over function
and I'm gonna trust my inherent salience filter and capacity for embodied cognition
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I have a talking point that I want to bang on about more in different ways
that is "you can only respond to what you notice"
not being able to notice something (if it lies outside your awareness) renders you choiceless
expanding your capacity to notice things gives you agency
"expanded awareness" is experienced spatially, but extends just as effectively into conceptual spaces
if you can't notice the bus coming, you can't step out of the way
if you can't notice the belief you hold, you can't question it
if you can't notice your emotional responses, you will either be taken over by emotion, you will miss important information from your embodied self, or more likely, both
I'm sick (testing negative for COVID though) and it's funny that the absence of a positive COVID test kinda makes me feel like whatever it is that is making me feel crappy is somehow... illegitimate?
weird times, to need a positive test to feel like feeling sick is justified
"well I don't have COVID"
"yes but I clearly feel unwell"
"yes but there are no tests for that"
...
"but this is how things *have always been*"
this is not me complaining about COVID or the need to test for it when feeling unwell
it's just interesting to observe this thought pattern in response to "feel sick" ∩ "test negative for COVID"