a friend sent me this clip of andrew garfield talking about his vocal training and i liked it so much i am going to transcribe what he's saying, lightly cleaned up, so you can all read it (but please just listen to the clip)
"well, it's vulnerable. going back to the vulnerability conversation, i found it to be... another chamber of my self, that i didn't know was there, that i was pretty scared to know existed."
"i had a great teacher, a great woman called liz kaplan, who basically does what you do, what you just said. it's not about imitating, it's not about being a singer, it's about unveiling *your voice*. how your soul is expressed through your voice."
"she just kind of peels the onion. she's doing wacky weird woo-woo shit, just to get you in touch with you. and increase your range. i don't know if you found this - i'd never sung before, and i had to increase my range *a lot*."
"and as i was going up the scale, i would just sob in the middle of her workshop space. just me and her, with her, like, beatles posters and her purple glasses. and she's like, this is good. this means we're doing the work. this is great."
"and i'm just, like, fully sobbing just because i've reached another octave or another note in my body. like there's a part of my body that had been shut off."
"y'know, 'cause what she wants you to get to is ultimately that place when you're born and you're just screaming. and there's no tension. it's all, again, going back to total freedom, letting the unconscious come through, letting the dreams come through."
"like, just being fully wholly completely in touch with the self, which we're never gonna get to until, if we're lucky, the last breath of our lives. and that's what keeps us in that divine dissatifaction place with our voice or otherwise with our craft."
(some other guy) "sounds like therapy"
"oh yeah, it is. oh no, all of this, this is all therapy."
this is wild to me. i've experienced exactly this shift from the other direction - unblocked some big tension, gained access to a part of my body i didn't have access to before, and found a *new resonance in my singing voice* that wasn't there before
idk what exactly andrew garfield was doing with this woman but sounds like there's a chance they were doing it from the other direction - looking for blocks by starting from what notes he couldn't sing. which is fascinating and i might try it. hmm
i want to get more eyes on this but not sure who to tag, maybe @captain_mrs?
very short on details but i found an article
“breathing techniques and stretches,” “moving meditation, moving yoga,” “open their throats, and their respiratory systems, and basically their whole bodies”
when i’m in a good mood i find extremely dumb things funny, like just repeating the word “bnuuy” to myself (it’s still funny i just checked). also recently i’ve found myself doing silly voices or straight up quoting lines from old cartoons. yesterday it was “return the slab”
i would like to get really good at impressions i think. i probably won’t put in the time but it would be nice to have
this shit is just permanently seared into my mind might as well use it i guess
i've written a lot of stuff implicitly and explicitly critical of (bay area) rationality and the (bay area) rationalists on here so to balance that out karmically here's a thread of stuff about rationality and the rationalists that i appreciate
1. my first rationality workshop taught me that it's possible for me to think about and solve my problems. idk if this sounds really basic or what but it was a totally new idea to me at the time (fresh out of college) and an important foundation for everything else later
2. rationality and the more serious rationalists have a deep respect for Truth that i've always really appreciated. that's maybe one of the things that drew me to them the most, even if we probably disagree in a lot of ways about what "Truth" means and how to search for it
once you've got custom twitter searches set up you'll also want to learn a few of twitter's search operators. these are weirdly poorly documented (the documentation i found has ones i don't think work anymore) but here are the ones i personally use to search tweets faster
1. from:username searches tweets from a user, that's how the custom searches for my own tweets and visa's tweets above work. to:username searches tweets to that user. you can combine them to look for a specific interaction if you remember who was involved. example:
2. min_faves:N restricts searches to tweets with at least N likes. at least that's the theory; in practice it doesn't seem to be exactly N, idk what's going on with that. use this to find popular tweets or at least filter out unpopular ones. example:
i love chrome custom search engines and i want you guys to love them too. below is a quick custom search engine tutorial and then some examples of custom search engines that i use a lot
currently you find custom search engines by going to settings -> search engines -> manage search engines. then you can add custom ones by writing down appropriate keywords and URLs, which will usually end in something like "?q=%s"; the %s is the search term
then you type the keyword into the URL bar and then type the search term. like this:
did you know brit marling from the OA is a real person and you can just look up interviews of her talking about shit like why she left goldman sachs whenever you want it's nuts. she talks pretty much the way you'd expect her to having only watched the OA
2:57: "i was also just sad. y'know? like i would go home from work and sometimes just cry. and it wasn't just, like, a few tears, it was the kind of existential crying that like -
it was heartbreak."
"i was heartbroken that - you brought this up earlier, the idea of like,
when does a kid lose their imagination?
when do they let go of that wild unbridled thing
and become the broken-in horse?
that was the moment for me."