Object Permanence
This symptom is one of the highest on the list for creating discord
If somone isn't in front of us reminding us they exist & love us, we quickly forget both
Scary when you have abandonment issues
On this, do I have friends here? I forget
#bpdawarenessmonth
This symptom is one of the highest on the list for creating discord
If somone isn't in front of us reminding us they exist & love us, we quickly forget both
Scary when you have abandonment issues
On this, do I have friends here? I forget
#bpdawarenessmonth
Seriously it's like I need to write a list of the people who care and respect for me and frequently refer to and update said list.
I wish I didn't experience this but it's a symptom and not a choice. As you can imagine this has lead to me frequently querying people who I considered to be close to me about what I might have done to upset them and why they don't care about me anymore... when of course I never
did anything to upset them and this perceived abandonment is completely in my mind. When this behaviour cycles again and again I lose trust in the people I'm closest to and push them away to protect myself.
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