I would like to tell a story and cleanse your timelines with the healing power of art. Allow me to introduce Mariana, a 🇺🇦 artist whom I met by chance on a cold spring day while translating at ACV when everything in Wien was a mess.🧵 instagram.com/fidomila?igshi…
On that cold morning, nothing worked. I was upset by the chaos, Mariana came in looking for a “culture pass”. She left without one (that day few Ukrainians left with anything useful), but we got chatting. She asked about my nails, I treated her to a 💅🏻. She gave me a painting.
Mariana & I followed each other. I saw her temporary residence for artists in Wien, producing beautiful art in her 1050 studio. She saw photos of my kids, Hofer cards, and holiday. She asked me for ☕️ many times, I kept apologizing for having no time, today I finally made it.
The space was light and bright and perfect. Mariana had been working hard. She proudly showed me her work, explaining she didn’t want to paint war. She wanted to paint what she felt inspired to paint. She fled Kyiv in the early days. A rental. Nothing to go home to now.
I was blown away by the colors, the spacing (there is a fancy word Mariana taught me and now I forgot!), the attention to detail. I had seen the paintings on Instagram, but it’s not the same as seeing them in the light of day, streaming through in a calm, green courtyard window.
She made me a strong coffee the old fashion way, and put out Belgium chocolates shaped like shells on a little plate. She showed me her favorite coffee pot, told me about the famous prosecco bottles from Kyiv she painted only from memory, and her 🐚.
Mariana was born in and grew up in Sevastopol, Crimea. She cannot see her parents now. When the war began, they were on steady a diet of Russian TV, assured her 🇷🇺 would only hit military targets, all while she and her 🇺🇦 friends in Kyiv were fleeing bombs as fast as they could.
She bought this large canvas at Carla for €5 and picked off the dragon puzzle. It is Sevastopol. Its famous military landmark. The oil that looks like tears on the water. The tears of wars. The dragon wings rising above, the bright future one can already see. I was mesmerized.
More Sevastopol. This is on a canvas she bought also at Carla, for pennies, painted over other colors. The angle is intentional. It should feel uncomfortable to the eye. I love water so much I thought I could dive in, despite the stormy sky. Art matching reality.
Mariana explaining to me another of her Crimean works. She lost 50% of her hearing while in Vienna. She now has two micro hearing aids. She is very grateful for them. In Kyiv, she worked as a project manager. She has fluent English and IT skills from her “day” job.
The residency will be over soon. She has to move out at the end of August. Sadly there will be no galley show nor exhibition. Mariana wonders if perhaps her work doesn’t match what potential organizers think is in fashion at the moment. I offer this virtual Twitter exhibit.
A work in process from a date with a guy she met on a local app, and a Vienna pool she swam in with friends. Mariana will crash with friends when her lease is up, continuing to learn German, pick up some items from her old Kyiv flat now in Prague, look for a job. Any job for now.
If you were touched by her work and would like to learn more, or potentially acquire any of her art, do contact Mariana directly via her Instagram DM. I would have loved to have given her a proper show with 🥂 and small talk. This will have to do. 💙💛 instagram.com/fidomila?igshi…
I am extremely tired of seven days a week “explaining” Austria, a country which is also not my homeland, to Ukrainians. The gist of it is: no one cares what your circumstances are and don’t expect any exceptions or special treatment. It’s a hard pill to swallow.
This has led to 48 hours of debates. I will blog about it soon. In the meantime, more end of school year drama (not giving Ukrainian kids passing grades), and a phone call tonight which knocked the wind out of me.
As many of you know, Mama Olya had a stroke in early April and has been in hospital in Vienna ever since. I have been visiting nearly daily. This takes a huge emotional toll. Respect to all those who work in medicine; I could never ever do it.
Ukrainian moms are desperately asking me if Austria ever plans to move them from Grundversorgung to Mindestsicherung. I tell them honestly, I don’t think so. They tell me it is impossible to survive. With a small kid can’t work. I say I know and I am sorry. Another country?
I cannot lie and tell them I expect any changes on the political level because I don’t. Federal and 9 states are already doing only the absolute bare minimum. I hear no discussions in media about improving Grundversorgung conditions or moving them out of it.
If any journalists would like to do a deep dive on the payments and handcuffs I know volunteers who know the numbers inside and out. It is complicated and very opaque, and differs by Bundesland. I tell the Ukrainians the following.
Just realized the last time I took a long distance bus I was a teenager. I feel wholly unprepared. I do not see the promised WC nor free wifi (eeek). Everyone seems to have done this before. The bus is completely full: women, kids, pensioners. Two drivers. €190 round trip 🧵
I found the toilet AND actually more importantly, the plug for the charger. Hallelujah! Did you all know Hofer is Aldi in Hungary? We just passed a huge distribution center. I am amazed by how quiet and considerate ALL the passengers are. Even the kids. It’s unbelievable.
I naively didn’t quite understand the bus actually makes all the stops. Budapest.
The infamous dorm in Vienna’s 11th district is closing for good. All residents must move out by this Friday night. A team of volunteers is organizing cars & people to help with the move: many residents are elderly and/or handicapped. They need volunteers & wheels. Pls DM.
I am so dumb. I naively assumed when @Stadt_Wien said all dorm residents would be assigned new housing in Wien by April 15, that would happen. Now I am hearing some residents will be sent TO THE ARRIVAL CENTER. Nightmare. Some may refuse to leave…could potentially get ugly.
This is an absolute shitshow. I should have known. It did not have to be like this if anyone cared. These are vulnerable Ukrainians who have been under extreme stress for months.
I asked the Ukrainians in my group about their success or lack thereof in finding legal paid work, and this was one of the replies. These energy bills are insane. They need guidance as renters…ugh.
A poll so far shows a mixed bag: some cannot work (caring for kids or handicapped relatives), some don’t look as working would render them homeless (social housing) and they cannot afford a deposit/rent, others no luck so far, still looking. Some want to finish A2 German first.
Some are working and no longer receiving benefits. One man in his 60s texts from the arrival center — he already has a job offer but no blue card bc no address bc no housing assignment yet. The labor market is not making the most of this opportunity. Bureaucracy is once again… twitter.com/i/web/status/1…