I would like to tell a story and cleanse your timelines with the healing power of art. Allow me to introduce Mariana, a 🇺🇦 artist whom I met by chance on a cold spring day while translating at ACV when everything in Wien was a mess.🧵 instagram.com/fidomila?igshi…
On that cold morning, nothing worked. I was upset by the chaos, Mariana came in looking for a “culture pass”. She left without one (that day few Ukrainians left with anything useful), but we got chatting. She asked about my nails, I treated her to a 💅🏻. She gave me a painting.
Mariana & I followed each other. I saw her temporary residence for artists in Wien, producing beautiful art in her 1050 studio. She saw photos of my kids, Hofer cards, and holiday. She asked me for ☕️ many times, I kept apologizing for having no time, today I finally made it.
The space was light and bright and perfect. Mariana had been working hard. She proudly showed me her work, explaining she didn’t want to paint war. She wanted to paint what she felt inspired to paint. She fled Kyiv in the early days. A rental. Nothing to go home to now.
I was blown away by the colors, the spacing (there is a fancy word Mariana taught me and now I forgot!), the attention to detail. I had seen the paintings on Instagram, but it’s not the same as seeing them in the light of day, streaming through in a calm, green courtyard window.
She made me a strong coffee the old fashion way, and put out Belgium chocolates shaped like shells on a little plate. She showed me her favorite coffee pot, told me about the famous prosecco bottles from Kyiv she painted only from memory, and her 🐚.
Mariana was born in and grew up in Sevastopol, Crimea. She cannot see her parents now. When the war began, they were on steady a diet of Russian TV, assured her 🇷🇺 would only hit military targets, all while she and her 🇺🇦 friends in Kyiv were fleeing bombs as fast as they could.
She bought this large canvas at Carla for €5 and picked off the dragon puzzle. It is Sevastopol. Its famous military landmark. The oil that looks like tears on the water. The tears of wars. The dragon wings rising above, the bright future one can already see. I was mesmerized.
More Sevastopol. This is on a canvas she bought also at Carla, for pennies, painted over other colors. The angle is intentional. It should feel uncomfortable to the eye. I love water so much I thought I could dive in, despite the stormy sky. Art matching reality.
Mariana explaining to me another of her Crimean works. She lost 50% of her hearing while in Vienna. She now has two micro hearing aids. She is very grateful for them. In Kyiv, she worked as a project manager. She has fluent English and IT skills from her “day” job.
The residency will be over soon. She has to move out at the end of August. Sadly there will be no galley show nor exhibition. Mariana wonders if perhaps her work doesn’t match what potential organizers think is in fashion at the moment. I offer this virtual Twitter exhibit.
A work in process from a date with a guy she met on a local app, and a Vienna pool she swam in with friends. Mariana will crash with friends when her lease is up, continuing to learn German, pick up some items from her old Kyiv flat now in Prague, look for a job. Any job for now.
If you were touched by her work and would like to learn more, or potentially acquire any of her art, do contact Mariana directly via her Instagram DM. I would have loved to have given her a proper show with 🥂 and small talk. This will have to do. 💙💛 instagram.com/fidomila?igshi…
It’s not just one guy. This mentality is pervasive across the far right who seem to be experiencing a renaissance of sorts thanks to never ending press coverage, inflation, refugees. I don’t want to hear any more nice smart people saying they’re “surprised” or “shocked”.
We have Kickl on TV, then the interior minister, then I don’t know how many far right candidates for President flinging money and signatures around, plus a far right still current regional politician charged with crimes against refugees (from 2008!) still in charge of refugees!
Who can be surprised? No one can be surprised. This has all happened on the watch of government after government and this too is very much Austria where Putin happily thinks he can soon manipulate another Orban should one emerge from the current jostling for influence.
I met Natalia today. Please have a read. I will share more and ask for your help tomorrow for her family. Today I gave her €100 and promised to think about how to find them housing for 3 months while son 18yo Kostya tries for sight-restoring eye surgery. economist.com/1843/2022/07/2…
Anna, in a Wien dorm, found my Telegram chat. She met me and a journalist, and passed my number to Natalia. Natalia texted me: her family of six had just arrived in Austria, lost everything in Mariupol, sought medical treatment in Georgia after her sons were both badly wounded.🧵
I called BBU hotline. Very nice, tell me to call FSW. Also very nice, tell me to call MA70. Not so nice, tell me not their problem, why does FSW give out their phone number? Call an organization for hearing impaired, very nice, but usually only help with job search.
Going mad.
So in Austria you can be a hearing impaired refugee in a wheelchair and simply disappear into a system and live in the capital for four months, and yes get fed 3x day, but ultimately no one is helping you, and even I, it seems, cannot help.
I would like to tell you a story. On a warm summer evening, I was in a hot concrete courtyard, feeling as if I closed my eyes I would simply be in Kharkiv. There I met Amalia, age 7, and her lovely grandparents. Grandpa drove the whole family to safety as Russian bombs fell.
Amalia was born with pediatric cerebral palsy. She has a special stroller. She has a huge heart and a giant smile is very talkative and inquisitive and is an artist. Mom Tanya manages her Instagram account which now proudly features artwork made in Vienna. instagram.com/amaliagorbenko…
Amalia was able to go to “normal” kindergarten in Ukraine because her grandmother is a kindergarten teacher and insisted her granddaughter would be in her regular class like all the other children. Once a week, in Ukraine and in Wien, Amalia has a sleepover with her grandparents.