Thread by @taejinfinityy

🔞canon a/b/o au where taejin spend months mutually pining and silently thirsting over each other.. until sj's heat turns everything topsy-turvy

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sj grinds his teeth as another wave of arousal hits his body, bringing with it a flood of sexual frustration so intense that he feels like weeping. of course his heat wouldn’t have been this bad if he had just accepted th’s offer to help him.

/no strings attached/, of course.

it was the no strings attached part that made sj hesitate in taking up the alpha’s offer.

he wishes there was an online tutorial he could follow - a step by step guide on how to tell your oblivious alpha bandmate that you’re in love with him and want to have his babies.

sadly, life was not that easy.

currently it looks like it’s going to be yet another heat where he rides his knotted dildo, all the while trying not to picture th writhing under him.

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an hour flies by.

things have changed, but only for the worse.
sj feels feverish - the desperate part of his brain that wishes for nothing more than a knot splitting him open gets bigger and louder.

none of his previous heats have been this bad, and sj just doesn’t know what to do anymore.

he feels empty even with a dildo up his ass 🥹

if sj were in the right state of mind, he might have recalibrated his next few decisions. but he wasn’t, so that’s a worry he can conveniently forget for now.

he grabs his phone from the nightstand next to his bed and quickly texts th, before he can lose courage.

<seokjiɴ>
does your offer from before still stand?

barely a second later, he sees that th has already replied. a laugh bubbles out of him - maybe, just maybe, he’s not the only one feeling /this/ way.

<taehyuɴg>
of course hyung.
wouldn’t say it if i didn’t mean it

the ball's in sj’s court now.
he could either invite th over to his room without overthinking, or he could just play it off as heat fever.

<taehyuɴg>
you don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with, hyung.
i can just drop some snacks outside your room, if you want?

either way, sj just wants to live once without worrying about the future.
he types, deletes and then types it out again. it’s a little risqué and maybe he should feel a little embarrassed, but that’s for future sj to worry about.

<seokjiɴ>
just come here and knot me alpha.

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never has th gotten up from his bed so fast, as he did just now.
he's almost dizzy, but he isn’t sure if it is because he got up so quickly or if it is because of sj’s rather unexpected message.

either way, th sprints all the way to sj’s room.
he could've walked, and it would have still taken almost the same time. but somehow - the thought that maybe sj would change his mind if he didn’t reach there fast enough, rushes him forward.

he knocks on sj’s door four times.

when the door finally opens, th finds himself feeling dizzy once more.

it is sj, so of course he's beautiful as ever. but sj's heat had amplified everything about the omega tenfold.

his scent's stronger than ever.
th could almost believe he's soaked in vanilla.

sj's face and body are flushed with red, gold and all the incandescent shades in between🥴

even so, nothing makes him giddier than the fact that sj is wearing nothing but th’s shirt. slick dribbled down sj's thighs and th wanted nothing more than to taste it.

to taste sj.

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it’s been a hot minute since sj sent his risky “knot me alpha” text and it’s been crickets since them.

sj checks his phone again, maybe the signal was bad or something - but his notifications still remain glaringly empty.

any other time he would have chalked this all up to overthinking, but right now sj’s wondering if he made a mistake in sending his last text🥲

what if th doesn’t want to knot him?

what if he was turned off by the “alpha” at the end?

what if his offer was just platonically extended and sj’s gone ahead and made it all weird.

sj’s spiralling but at least he’s self aware enough to know that.

maybe he should send another text to th, saying something like he was just kidding.

or it was the heat and not him.

his increasingly frantic thoughts are interrupted by a series of knocks on his door, each more hurried than the previous one.

sj opens the door quickly.

it’s taehyuɴg.
of course, it’s taehyuɴg🥺

all his worries from before fade away.

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they both stare at each other for an endless moment, drinking each other in.

th’s face is flushed, like he literally ran all the way here and the omega in him feels elated for some reason.

th's eyes dart around nervously, like he’s scared someone might come out and scream “you’ve been pranked”.

th’s pheromones surround sj, touching the omega in places he thought unreachable.

minutes pass by, or maybe it’s just been a few seconds. sj doesn’t know and frankly he doesn’t care. at the moment, all he can think of is that /his alpha/ is finally here.

out of nowhere, a cramp hits his stomach and sj suddenly becomes cognizant of his surroundings.

he grabs th by his arm and shuts the door behind him. the alpha blinks at him, lazy and unfocused—like he’s scent drunk. But he soon snaps out of it, when he sees the way sj grimaces.

“it hurts,” sj cries out.

th closes the distance between them. “it’s okay, hyung. i’ve got you now.”

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✨poll time✨

what kind of angsty route do we want this au to take after sj's heat is over??🤔

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sj wakes up unbearably warm.
he’s in that weird little space between wakefulness and sleepiness where nothing and everything makes sense. sj glances down and the first thing he notices is the absence of his usual /good-day pajamas/.

instead he’s wearing th’s shirt?😲

almost instantaneously bits and fragments of last night flitted through his mind and he starts to piece them all together.

first, isn’t he supposed to be in heat?

sure he feels the lazy thrum of arousal gliding over his body but it’s nowhere near as bad as he’s used to. it’s nothing compared to nights where he rides his knotted dildo well into the morning hours before passing out from exhaustion.

second, his body doesn’t hurt all that much and his head doesn’t feel heavy. why?

that’s when he realizes - it’s th his calming alpha pheromones that are making sj feel this way.

in the past, exposure to alpha pheromones only made him horny.

but th’s pheromones make him feel so much more. he’s feeling calm, content and horny.
literally, is there a better combination? sj thinks not.

third and most importantly, there’s a naked chest plastered to his back and long, lean fingers tracing the indents of his waist, tickling him.

sj wants to stay like this, safe and warm in his alpha’s arms, forever.
but for now, he'll settle for just playing asleep, trying to prolong this moment🥺

“hyung,” the alpha whispers against his neck.
sj can’t help but shiver at the feeling of th’s morning stubble against his nape. “i know you’re awake.”

sj pouts at that, still facing away from the alpha.

“i know that you’re pouting now hyung.” th chuckles from behind him and each little movement brings them closer and closer until they are all but one. “don’t hide from me, hyung.” 🥹

sj doesn’t want to hide from the alpha.
but he also doesn’t want to face the alpha at the moment. sj has been mooning over th for so long, maybe almost a year at this point.

the way all his fantasies play out is quite similar.
th and sj confess their undying love to each other and then the alpha fucks sj to within an inch of his life, knotting him over and over again until they both pass out of utter exhaustion.

reality, however, is quite different.

so sj passed out last night. sure, but it wasn’t for the reasons the omega wanted.🥲

“i just,” sj turns around but still cannot look the alpha in his eyes, “i feel so embarrassed.”

“embarrassed?” th enunciates the word like he cannot understand what sj is trying to say. “but why?”

“i don’t know.”
sj does know, but he does not want to verbalize his reasoning, flawed as it may be. he had just built up his expectations and now he doesn’t know how to face the alpha without feeling awkward.

“it’s okay hyung.”
the alpha cards his long fingers through sj’s hair and he just /melts/, each touch warming him from the inside. “we don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”

“that’s the problem,” sj blurts out. “i want to do everything with you.”

for a second after sj’s admission, there was absolute and utter silence.

sj barely had the time to feel mortification before he found himself flipped and under th’s body, the alpha caging him from all sides.🥴

normally, sj considered himself broader and a little taller than th, but the way the alpha looked right now - face stern, eyes dark and hooded, sj had no trouble believing that th could definitely, most definitely, overpower him.🥴

th’s eyes were intense, boring down holes into sj’s soul and he just wanted to hide from that.
sj tries to squirm a little but th’s hold on him is tight, not enough to hurt him but just enough to hold him still.

“stop hiding from me.”

normally, sj hates when the younger ones drop the honorifics, but right now he doesn’t care much.

th could call him anything, and sj would still slick up. it's instinct.

instead of saying anything, sj just ventures his hands lower and lower until they reach the waistband of th's sweatpants.

sj hardly hesitates before his fingers touch th’s cock, teasingly at first and then a little firmly.
sj’s eyes, however, stay fixed on th’s face and the omega in him revels every time th’s breath hitches.

sj could feel the alpha’s very prominent bulge and a whine bubbles up in his throat at the very thought of taking that huge cock.

sure, sj's a bit of a size queen, but th’s cock seems so much bigger than the ones he’s taken up in the past, maybe about the same size as his huge knotted dildo.

and maybe th could tell he was a little apprehensive given how huge his eyes had gotten.

“it’s okay omega,” th smirks as sj lets out yet another whine at being called /omega/. “i’ll just have to open you up a little. how many fingers can you take hyungie? two? three?”

“oh please, you’re not that big.” sj glares at the smug alpha. “i’ve taken much bigger things up my ass.”

sj meant his knotted dildo, but of course th took it to mean other alpha knots. does he not know that sj hasn't been interested in another alpha ever since th?

almost right away, the cocky smile on th's face from before disappeared.
in its place was a dark, thundering frown.

sj's about to explain his comment but he couldn’t do that, because the very next second th, honest to god, growls.
th looks more wolf than man and for some reason, sj finds himself getting wetter and wetter, slick gushing out like it would never stop. 🥴

“the only knot you’ll be taking is mine.”
th snaps at him before burrowing his nose into sj’s scent gland. “the only mark you’ll carry is mine. is that clear, omega?” 🥴

and sj, who thought himself above their animalistic tendencies, could only nod. he's a little dumbfounded.

“is that clear, omega?” th growls and sj nods his head again, squeaking out a meek, “yes alpha”.

sj's eyes close of their own volition as he tries to squeeze his thighs together.
not that it helped, he was still slicking up - the entire room bathed in vanilla.

th hasn’t even touched him yet and sj is already ready to drop down to his knees.

briefly sj wonders if he would come out of this experience, unscathed.

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