Thread by @VVission123

Todays the day—This can not drag on any longer …

#ItsOfficial

“Girl In A Box” —#Purity, And The Reason always has been ..✍️

Caught all her tears, now Take it all away …

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 #Unleashed
All this has drug on & on because of two lovers fearing, 1 Fearing the unknown & the

https://twitter.com/ScrapDaddyAP/status/1583119105384943616

Other fearing she’s not “good enough” because of not believing any of it was real & her past “mistakes” she’s hated herself for making..
She realizes everything she’s been told from A young girl on has been true but she lost faith because of how long she was told she had to wait

she wanted what she was yearning for “NOW, NOW NOW NOW NOW, right now” but quickly figured out what’s been missing within, that piece could never be found within ANYONE else & no one in the world could make her whole .. All the games & tests on those who came into

Her life, I fell for None of it .. for—Every bluff was called …
I had so much more to worry about than tests.
When something is meant to be, there is no “Trying” because it all comes naturally..

I know most don’t want to read about any of this or know all of this has drug on

Because of two hearts meant to be together, two hearts that are supposed to be together because of what those two hearts can create for the world & two hearts coming together makes it all stop just by bringing 2 bloodlines together ..

Many will say, “so you mean to tell me

If you & her would have just come together, all of this wouldn’t have drug on as long as it has”!?!?!
“WTF ARE YOU TWO WAITING FOR, THE END OF THE WORLD”!?!?

It’s not that simple, “just come together” ..
I’ve literally been raising 3 children by myself this whole time,

On top of EVERYTHING else—These girls would be in A VERY dark places if I didn’t sacrifice selflessly what my heart has always wanted for them, protecting them. Their mother is An abusive addict not mentally stable be around kids..
THE DAY THEY WERE BORN, they were handed to me.

From the day the girls were born, all 3 were with me for MONTHS at A time, Not many knew this on the outside though.
On top of the girls, I was protecting/taking care of my grandmother who had two sons verbally/physically abusing her daily, manipulating her, stealing $ from her,

Selling/Doing Drugs Under Her roof ..
A Daughter (my mother) who was only nice to her when she was handed money or sober off pills .. I was put into my grandmother care from childhood on, she raised me & I was WATCHING ALL OF IT happen to her & could do nothing.

I grew up fast & got strong, Strong enough To protect her,
So that is what I did up until the day she took her last breathe ..

My grandmother wasn’t gone 20 Minutes, her three children were arguing with one another about who gets what just feet away from her while I’m saying

GOODBYE …

She Died
12-24-2019
12-21-2014
3. 5.
10-11-1987

The day of her funeral her drug addict son must have owed someone a lot of money because they came to collect KNOWING he would be at his mothers funeral, he left with them before service started. Her

Service was already 45 minutes late when he left with those individuals in my grandmothers car—The car that was supposed to be sold so she could be buried next to her two husbands. He crashed that car on his way back to his mothers funeral, DIRECTLY OUTSIDE OF THE FUNERAL HOME.

He crashed her car that was supposed to pay for funeral expenses & Burial, that option was no longer on the table.

In 30 seconds, 33 Years flashed before my eyes of EVERYTHING this woman has been through & even in the day we say Goodbye none of them truly cared about her.

All this happening + So much more while I was supposed to be giving someone attention, showing how much I care/Love her ..
I gave my all balancing everything for her/The world.
Carrying my Alzheimer & dementia bed ridden grandmother in my arms around 1 city block A couple times

each day to get her fresh air & away from her sons who were still abusing her while her mind was 90% gone, It wasn’t easy balancing but she was the one always on my mind, even if I didn’t show it to her. Every day it was constant fighting over money, protecting these babies,

being judged/thrown by A world that would 1 DAY see & trying to make someone feel like they’re very special to me.
The thoughts of us uniting & finally being together Every day is what got me through the hardest of times, especially doing what others around me

refused to do—
Bathing her, feeding her, talking to her, loving her & cherishing every memory had of her ..

Keeping up with all the comms from the Military, helping the world see through A different Lens,SHOWING all that needed to be shown A certain way that NO ONE else in the world could SHOW because it wasn’t meant for them, trying to make everyone happy giving the truth one’s want,

Dying grandmother, raising 3 baby girls, making time for me & showing the woman I love how much I have always loved her—A journey that I wouldn’t change anything about, all of it from childhood up until this very moment in time, It made me who I Am today ..

The world can blame

Me for why this drug out for as long as it has, That’s perfectly fine. I made the choices I made because I couldn’t just walk out on 3 baby girls, leaving them in the care of ones who don’t want them, don’t care about them, cannot protect them or don’t even know how to make them

happy without distracting them with electronics/toys …
I made the choices I made because I couldn’t just abandon the woman who raised me, the woman who supported me while I was Skating 🛹 & traveling .. Being able to continue rolling when I did not have sponsors to supply me

With Free, she continued supporting me & gave me the only outlet that harnessed all the rage from all I have seen & been through watching the ones I love be hurt ..
I will take the blame for WHY evil did what evil did to humanity, all because I SHOWED the truth & chose FAMILY.

I chose to protect & SHOW what NO ONE else could SHOW, I chose to FEAR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING OR NO ONE, saying the things others refused to say.
I chose to FORGIVE because this world can not be saved & Seek vengeance for what this world/evil did to My Bloodline.
He died in vein &

Forgiveness #BREAKs THE CYCLE !
Forgiveness saves the world & allows HISTORY to NOT repeat itself ..
Forgiveness allowed me to protect these 3 baby girls & be there for my grandmother, the woman who raised me.

Forgiveness allows me to be there for my own children, Born again.