Has always been a people pleasure— especially when it comes to guys that I like. I could change myself to fit in their standard & I never feel like I’m comfortable enough to be myself.
He’s the first one that makes me able to express my thought; even the cringiest ones.
I may always look confident but I’m actually very insecure when it comes to relationship. My past experiences weren’t that good… I had it really tough with my last one. It was hurtful.
I thought maybe I’m not good enough to deserve good things. But then he came.
Pernah ga diumpet-umpetin terus karena ga taunya u adalah selingkuhan, lol.
It makes me feel like shit, I feel so worthless. It was that bad.
Mangkok ayam (公鸡碗) asal mulanya dari area orang Hakka di Guangdong.
Pas orang Hakka migrasi ke Asia Tenggara, mereka masih bikin mangkok ayam ini. Komunitas Hakka di Thailand adalah yang pertama kali memproduksi mangkoknya secara besar. #reistrivia
Ayam jantan adalah simbol favoritisme laki-laki dalam masyarakat Cina saat itu, peony melambangkan kekayaan, dan daun pisang berarti keberuntungan & keberuntungan.
Dulu, punya anak laki tuh kayak blessing banget. Jadi ada suatu budaya Hakka zaman dulu (skrg kayaknya udah ga ada yg lakuin),
Mereka bakal beli mangkok ayam saat ada anak laki lahir & dikasih nama di mangkoknya. Mangkok ini bakal ttp ada di ancestral hall smp meninggal.