I'm sorry. I've been super fucking negative tonight, but I'm just so sick and tired of things. I'm sick and tired of this City side and being a mile off them. I'm sick and tired of endless injuries. I'm sick of the lack of spending, sick of the KNOWING we'll not sign top players.
It takes its fucking toll being a fan of a side who've been so so close to winning everything, only to lose out time and time again to the same club, spending endless amounts on players, and always looking one step ahead, forever.
It takes its toll hearing - YEAR UPON FUCKING YEAR - how we've got no money for whatever reason, and being the ONLY SIDE that gets said about. You NEVER hear it said about City, Chelsea, Utd, Spurs, even Arsenal. No one is ever reporting how they don't have any money. Us? Always.
Honestly, I've seen this movie a hundred times. We're gonna try for Bellingham - fail - and then see him join City. Then we'll try for Fernandez - fail - and see him sign for a Spanish club, because they all do. We'll end up with Amrabat and that'll be it.
And yet, right now we've got people genuinely believing we'll get BOTH, like they've not seen window after window of us spending £5m-£10m NET.
We're NOT spending £200m+ on two players, people. It's one or the other, and I expect us to lose out with both.
And you can go on at me about being pessimistic or miserable or negative - whatever the fuck you like - I've just seen it far too many times to be sucked into this shite again. We're a club who doesn't spend money without selling, and we've no one to sell.