#KimChay 🛗 AU

𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙏𝙤 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙊𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚

•Kimhan played the Elevator Game 6 years ago. The last footage of him is inside the elevator. Chay is a YouTuber interested in solving unexplained mysteries...his next mystery? The case of Kimhan Theerapanyakul•
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“As always a big thank you to all of you, my mysteries! Researching and solving this one was so much fun but I hope that the next one will be even more juicy and goosebumps-inducing.”

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Chay smiles at the camera and clasps his hands together, “so, I know that you all are patiently waiting for me to stop rambling and just spill what’s gonna be our next case, so I’m not going to make you wait any longer."

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Chay isn’t smiling anymore as he steps closer to the camera, “are you afraid of elevators? I know about someone who disappeared in one.”

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“Are you sure this is a good idea?”

“Hia, why are you suddenly so nervous about me doing stuff like this?” Chay sighs, sticking a pencil behind his ear and frowning at the bunch of pictures and articles about the Kimhan Theerapanyakul case.

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“I don’t know. Maybe because that man literally disappeared from an elevator?!” Porsche says matter of factly.

“It’s not the first time I’m working on a disappearance case, hia. Remember when I worked on the Roanoke colony?”

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“That man disappeared only 6 years ago! That colony was in what? 1670?”

“1590,” Chay corrects. “You don’t have to be worried about me. I’m more than sure that Kimhan did not disappear for real. It’s most likely just one elaborated plan that was more than successful.+
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Just like the Roanoke colony didn’t disappear but blended in with some tribe.”

“That says you!” Porsche points at Chay, “I’m saying they disappeared for real!”

“Hia…” Chay groans, “be serious.”

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“I am. Not everything has to have a rational explanation. Aren’t you the one solving mysteries? Shouldn't you believe in that?”

“I believe in facts,” Chay shrugs.

“Facts? Then there’s another one,” Porsche puts his hands on his hips like a mom scolding a child,+
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“if you won’t return till midnight, young man, I’m going to alarm the entire city; police, firefighters, ambulance, everyone!”

Chay rolls his eyes,“ok, hia, I get it. I’ll be back before midnight. Just trust me.”

“I trust you. I just don’t trust what’s out there.”+
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“Fuuu okay,” Chay grabs onto the strap of his rucksack a little tighter, waiting for the elevator door to open so he can get in. For some reason, he feels the hair on his hands standing up and an unsettling feeling in the pit of his stomach. He shakes his head.+
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It’s bullshint. It’s all these scary stories about the Elevator Game plus his hia’s worries are getting to Chay now. It’s normal. He isn’t scared. It’s completely normal to be a little nervous before doing something for the first time.

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Chay was never interested in playing the Elevator Game; it always seemed confusing to him and the notion of going up and down in the elevator so many times isn’t appealing to him either. But oh well, everything for his mysteries.

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His subscribers have been waiting for him to do the case of Kimhan Theerapanyakul for months so he is finally doing it. There’s no time and place to chicken out now!

The elevator opens.

It’s empty.

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Thank god, Chay really prays that no one would get in the middle of the game because he would have to start again and he really doesn’t want to do that.

Taking a deep breath, he steps in.

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"Kimhan Theerapanyakul! You better be lost for real because if I find out that you are laughing at all of us from somewhere I’m going to personally make sure that you get lost forever!"

Okay, let the game begin.

Chay presses the 4th floor.

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The elevator starts moving.

2nd floor.

6th floor.

2nd floor.

10th floor.

Alright, Chay lets out a deep breath, now, 5th floor…there a young woman might step into the elevator, Chay reminds himself…do not talk or look at her! Shit! +
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Why is he suddenly taking it so seriously? It’s busllshit.

None of it is real, Porchay. None of it is real!

5th floor.

Ding…the elevator lets out a sound and the door opens. It startles Chay. +
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He knows that sound is normal and the elevator did it every time it stopped before but it’s as if he really registered it only now.

Chay doesn’t have the time to dwell on it. His heart skips a beat, he is suddenly too aware of his hot and wet palms coated in sweat.+
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A pair of carmine-red heels appears in front of his eyes. Their loud and sharp sound resounds all around him as the woman gets into the elevator, standing only inches away from him.

Chay can feel her burning gaze on him as it rips through his skull, +
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challenging him to look at her.

Look at me. Look at me. Look at me…

He can almost hear it.

Fuck, what is he doing? Why is he so scared? It’s just a normal woman in completely normal red heels. Nothing to be scared of!

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So why is he? Why can't he bring himself to look up? To greet her? It’s a polite thing to do after all. He hitches his breath, opening his mouth to say something but the words get stuck in his throat and the head he wants to lift and look at the woman +
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as if it has a mind of its own, stays in the same position…ducked down, eyes staring at the dirty elevator floor.

Chay tries to calm himself. Maybe this is fine. A fear paralysis. Actually, this is good, it works for him. He almost made a mistake. +
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If he would look at the woman now he would have to start the game again. He wants to play this game all the way to the end, it’s for research purposes. And he is already so far in it…he would be so pissed at himself if he made a mistake now. So this is fine. +
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A little fear is okay.

Chay decides to focus only on his next steps in the game. He presses the next floor…he is almost there…he presses the first floor.

The elevator goes to the tenth floor…

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He can go out or he can stay.

He can go out or he can stay.

He can go out or he can stay.

Chay gets out of the elevator.

“Porchay,” the woman in the red heels calls after him.

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Don’t turn around Chay. Do not turn around. Just leave this godforsaken place right now. Right fucking now!

Chay runs down the staircase, skipping floors one after another. He wants to be out of this building and at home as soon as possible.

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He made it. He played the game. It’s all nonsense as he thought because guess what? He didn’t disappear. He is still here in his world alive and well—

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“Big, Big, listen to me…you’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. We’ll find the way out of here and you can confess your crush to my brother yourself. Imagine his face, it’ll be so funny…”

What?

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Chay is standing in front of the building he was just in. The city is dark, too dark as if it’s already night but he went there when it was only 1 PM; there’s no way he was there for so long.

A neon sign at the building reads HOSPITAL — wait, +
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he wasn’t at the hospital...was he?

The light from the sign illuminates the pavement in front of him and the gory scene that is taking place.

Two men, both clothed in black are covered in blood. But only one has his guts half out of his body +
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and a big cut through half of his face. He is barely moving as the other man is holding him in his arms and telling him that everything will be okay. But by the tone of his voice and the tears falling down his face, it is clear that he doesn’t believe it either.

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Chay wants to throw up. His head is spinning. His palms previously hot from the sweat are now cold, his body is shaking…he feels like fainting. What is this? Where is he? No, he couldn’t… That’s impossible… That’s —

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Something big and dark falls down from the sky, its claws — ITS CLAWS? — dig deep into the concrete. It’s quiet as if it isn't even there.

How can something so big be so quiet? Chay grasps on every chance to rationalize what he sees. He has to keep himself sane. +
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He has to…he has to…

The creature starts approaching the two men…slowly…almost too slowly as if it is toying with them.

“Go,” Big rasps out, “go.”

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Kim violently shakes his head, “I can’t leave you here. You are the only one left here. You want me to be completely alone here? Who is going to help me fight those bastards? We are supposed to get back home together, remember?”

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Big doesn’t say anything, his head turns to the side, eyes settle on Chay.

Before Big lets out his last breath he gathers all his remaining strength to hold his hand up and point at Chay, “n-not alone.”

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Kim looks up, confused, his eyes land on a shaking boy a couple of meters in front of him. But then they switch to the demon with its red glowing eyes and long sharp tongue with thorns growing out of it.

It’s coming for Kim.

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Kim closes Big’s eyes with his hand and stands up.

The demon doesn’t care about the dead.

It wants life.

From now on…there are only two living people in this version of the world.

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Chay is watching as the man stands up and before he can realize anything else, the man is right in front of him, grabbing his hand.

“What the fuck are you looking at? Run!”

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The man drags Chay through desolate-looking streets and then through streets that look almost better than the streets from the world Chay comes from…the real world…the— what is happening? Chay wants to cry. He wants to scream. +
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He wants to push that man’s hand away from him. He wants to stop running. He is tired. He wants to go home.

Hia. What about his hia?

The man suddenly stops, causing Chay to run right into his back, “sorry,” he mumbles out, looking closer at the man’s face...+
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he seems familiar.

The man opens the door of one of the fancy-looking houses and pushes Chay inside. Once they are both in he locks the door and closes the curtains in front of them.

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The man turns back to Chay. His clothes and hands are bloody. He lets his eyes travel all over Chay’s body before settling back on his face.

Chay recognizes this face now.

“Welcome to the other side.”

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Kimhan Theerapanyakul.

“Kimhan,” Chay breathes out.

Kim frowns, “what did you just say?”

“You…you are Kimhan Theerapanyakul, the man that got lost playing the Elevator Game six years ago.”

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“How do you know that? Come with me?” Kim grabs Chay’s hand again and pulls him deeper into the house upstairs, through the halls until they reach a bedroom.

“You can sit and start explaining,” Kim says, letting go of Chay and opening his closet.

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Chay sits down on the edge of a neatly made bed and nervously looks at Kim, “I’m a YouTuber. My thing is trying to solve unexplained mysteries and my next mystery is you.”

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“Me?” Kim chuckles, “congratulations, now you got yourself in this shit too! You played that stupid game, didn’t you?”

“I had to do some research for my video.”

“Research for your video and you decided that playing the game that got me here was the way to go? +
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What are you, fifteen?”

“I’m twenty!” Chay defends himself.

“Twenty,” Kim nods, “well fine twenty…what’s your name?”

“Porchay.”

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“Porchay…I’m going to take a shower, Porchay. Do not leave this room! Do you understand?” Kim says sternly, his eyes dark and cold, tears already dried. “I’m not about to deal with two dead people in less than 24 hours.”

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That last sentence makes Chay shiver. He nods and sits higher on the bed, “I won’t move.”

The moment Kim goes to take a shower the first tear rolls down Chay’s cheek. This can’t be happening. That stupid game couldn’t work. Blood blood blood so much blood on Kimhan +
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and on that dead man…and what if…what if it will be on Chay one day too? What if he dies before he’ll be able to get back? Is there even a way to get back? Can he? Can they? Can Kimhan…Kimhan…he has been stuck here for six years…six years…six years…

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A warm hand suddenly clasps his hands together and the bed beside him moves. As if somewhere from underwater he can hear Kimhan’s voice calling his name.

“Porchay…Porchay…Porchay…it’s okay, it’s okay…hey hey…shhh…”

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Kim’s hand moves from Chay’s, higher around Chay’s shoulder, he presses Chay to his body, “take a deep breath Porchay…focus on my voice…” Kim’s voice is low but gentle, he speaks quietly into Chay’s ear, holding his shaking body close,+
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“now when you are here, you have to be alright for you…for me. I can’t be all alone here again…I will go crazy too.” Kim feels Chay’s body relaxing a little, he is not shaking that much anymore and his breathing is getting better.

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“That’s it…deep slow breaths…I’m sorry for being kinda rude earlier. It's just that…whatever. I'll explain after you calm down."

Chay's heart beats so fast he can hear the blood flow in his ears. The salt on his lips only now makes him realize that he is crying,+
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crying so much that it's hard for him to breathe. Kimhan's arms around him are so unfamiliar yet so comforting. He focuses on Kimhan's voice and his words, trying to calm his breathing and his thoughts. Everything will be fine. It has to be! It has to be…

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"How are you feeling?" Kim asks after fifteen minutes of complete silence.

"Um…" Chay nods, "I'm better…thank you."

Kim smells like fresh citrus, his hair is still slightly damp from the shower. +
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Their close proximity is suddenly the only thing that Chay can focus on. He shifts a little and the sudden disappointment when Kimhan unwraps his arms from him and moves to the other side of the bed, confuses him.

"I don’t know why I—"

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Kim shakes his head, "no need to explain. I get it. I can’t say I was much better when I got here."

“Really? I can’t imagine that."

"It's true," Kim shrugs but his relaxed expression fades away pretty quickly.+
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"Sorry to bring you back to reality, Porchay but I have to explain to you everything that’s going on. Can I or do you need more time?”

Chay smiles weakly, “I think that I can’t have a bigger breakdown than I already had so yes, please go on.”

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“We are the only two people in this world,” Kim starts and he can already see Chay hitching his breath. “It gets weirder, don’t worry,” he laughs.

“Six years ago when I got here I was here alone. Then a woman came but she was killed by a demon pretty quickly.”

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“Demon?” Chay gasps.

"That thing you saw when Big died," Kim's eyes are hazed with sadness.

"Big…Big was so fucking foolish," Kim laughs but it's an empty sad laugh. "You two have something in common; you both played that stupid game because of me."

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"What do you mean?"

"You played it because you wanted to do your research on my case…he played it because he had a crush on my brother and thought that if he gets here and saves me my brother will miraculously fall in love with him. +
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And now he is dead…dead because of me. Porchay, you have to understand this, I can’t bear the idea of more than one person dying because of me. You got here because of me so now you are my responsibility. +
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When we leave this house you have to listen to every word I say. Do you understand? One wrong move can kill you out there."

Chay nods, "I will…I will listen to everything. I might as well be glued to your side 24/7…there are..are demons out there…I you DEMONS!" +
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Kim laughs, “you’ll get used to it, don’t worry.”

Chay’s eyes widened, “used to it? They are demons…they aren’t supposed to be real!”

“This world isn’t supposed to be real either,” Kim sighs. He stands up and walks to the window that is covered with curtains, +
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“come here.”

Chay gets up and tiptoes towards Kim.

Kim opens up the curtains just for one eye to look outside, “come here,” he puts his arms around Chay’s shoulders, “look…do you see that tall building with a red light at the top.”

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The red light is almost like an evil eye hanging on the dark sky, watching, spying on the whole city.

"I do."

"That's where we have to go if we want to leave this place."

Chay steps away and looks at Kim, "then why don't we just go there?"

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"It's not that easy, Porchay. The closer to that building you'll get the more demons are around. It’s hard to get even half that way."

Chay frowns,“but why do we have to go there? Isn’t the rule to go back to the same elevator if you want to get back to your world?”+
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“I thought the same. But no, it’s different here,” Kim closes the curtain and sits back on the bed. “I tried to get there many times, Porchay, but it’s so fucking hard. I went there alone and I barely got a couple of blocks from here. +
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I tried to go there with Big too but the farther we got was today and you saw how that ended. Nothing works on them. You know how salt is supposed to work on supernatural things? Well, not here—”

“What about sugar?” Chay thinks out loud.

“What?”

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“I don’t know, I just…if this is like the other side of our world maybe some things here work the other way around. Have you tried sugar on those demons before?”

Kim shakes his head, “no, I…I never thought of that.”

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“Then we should try it. Do you have sugar here?” Chay asks, a part of him getting excited that maybe he won’t be that useless around here. It is a stupid idea but it might work.

“I don’t have any sugar. We would have to go to the grocery store.”

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“Grocery store? But you said that we are the only two people in this world,” Chay says confused.

“That we are but everything around works as if people live here. There’s always fresh food in the grocery store, the wifi is working, the electricity, the hot water, +
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everything is going smoothly. I’ve never figured out how that's possible but thank god for that because I would be dead a long time ago if those things weren’t here.”

“So this place is just like our world but it’s always dark, +
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there are demons and we are the only people here. Is that it?” Chay bits his bottom lip and starts walking all over the bedroom. “I’m not sure if that’s less or more creepy.”

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Kim stands up and walks towards the closet, “I think you should stop thinking about all of this for a moment and take care of yourself. Here, pick any clothes you like, take a shower and then come downstairs…I’ll cook something.”

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Walking past Chay, Kim gently touches his hand and walks out of the bedroom.

Chay turns to the closed door, looking at them for a couple of seconds, “he is going to cook?”

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A month has passed. 

A month of barely leaving the house. 

A month of living among demons.

A month of planning to get back home.

A month of living under the same roof with Kimhan Theerapanyakul.

A month of getting closer to Kimhan Theerapanyakul.

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Chay skips down the stairs to the kitchen, “p’Kim,” he leans on the kitchen island.

“Hmm?” Kim turns around and puts a plate of the omelet in front of Chay.

“I think that we should go get that sugar. It’s been a month, come on! +
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There’s no way we still have enough food around here.”

“Yeah, we are running out of food. I’ll go. You’ll stay here,” Kim says, grabbing his own plate.

“Why?” Chay frowns, “I want to go with you.”

“It’s dangerous, Chay.”

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“I will have to go out once we’ll go to that stupid red light. So why can't I go now?”

“I already told you, it’s dangerous and I don’t want someone else to die because of me,” Kim shrugs.

“Bullshit!” Chay pushes his plate away.

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“Two weeks ago we talked about this and you said that you’ll take me with you to get the groceries. That will be convenient because one can stand outside to make sure no demons are in the area and the other can pick all the groceries, so what happened now?”

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“Fine,” Kim nods, “you want to go? You’ll go. Get ready, we are going in ten minutes!” As Kim leaves the kitchen, his uneaten plate is almost laughing in Chay’s face.

Chay sighs, “I didn’t want to make you angry, p’Kim.”

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“There is a grocery store just down the street,” Kim says sternly. His hand is stone cold around Chay’s wrist. He is looking everywhere around them but not once he looks at Chay.

“P’Kim…”

“Don’t talk now if you don’t have to.”

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Chay feels bad. He feels like he forced Kim to take him with him. He didn’t want to do that. He just thought that if they were two out there it would be better. He is worried about Kim. A month with Kim was enough for Chay to develop feelings he maybe shouldn’t feel.+
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It’s stupid. Falling in love with your mystery case…literally. Sounds like a bad joke. Kim sees him as nothing but a burden anyway. Plus, there are way more important things to deal with than whether Chay feels like melting every time +
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those deep dark eyes look at him or every time Kim touches him in any way.

“Phi—”

“Shhh.”

“Phi—”

Kim finally looks at Chay, “didn’t I fucking tell you to stay quiet?!”

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“I…I just…are you mad at me?” Chay whispers. He has no idea why he has the urge to make sure that Kim isn’t mad at him right now. He should be focused on getting to the grocery store and back to the house as soon as possible, not on this!

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Kim’s eyes soften, “you have the worst timing ever.” Kim intertwines their fingers, “later, okay?”

Chay nods and quietly follows Kim down the street towards a grocery store. He can see its neon sign, shining in the dark.

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“Wait!” Kim suddenly puts a hand in front of Chay, stopping him from walking. “There, on the left.”

Chay slowly looks to the left, squeezing Kim’s hand tighter, he is watching two demons flying around as if searching for something…someone…for them.

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“Let’s go, quickly!” Kim whispers and pulls Chay towards the store.

“I’ll stay outside, making sure that those demons aren’t getting closer. You go inside and grab everything we talked about.”

“But you’ll be here alone,” Chay protests but Kim shakes his head, +
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“no buts, Porchay. Go!”

Kim pushes Chay in before he can react. The doors close and Chay finds himself in a modern grocery store, all the shelves are filled with food to the brim and the light is on as if nothing deadly was happening around.

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Only one light to the back of the store is blinking here and there, reminding Chay that this isn’t as much of a safe place as it can seem.

Carefully, he starts walking around, grabbing everything Kim told him they need all the while trying to find +
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his way to sugar. Chay really hopes that his sugar theory will work but he is also praying that they wouldn’t have to test that theory any time soon.

He tries to be as fast as possible, not wanting Kim to be out there alone for far too long. +
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There is this hint of fear wrapping itself around Chay’s heart. What if something happens to Kim while he is inside? Chay should have pulled him inside the store too. At least they would have been together. He glances all the way through the store outside +
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where Kim is standing, his wide shoulders are strained as he is looking around carefully.

“Okay okay…only sugar left,” Chay mumbles to himself and swiftly walks towards the shelf of sugar and flour. Grabbing as much sugar as possible Chay is ready to leave +
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when something moves in the corner of his eye.

No.

Oh no.

No.

It’s nothing. Chay is just paranoid. Yeah, that must be it.

But it moves again.

Chay slowly turns his head towards the movement. He shouldn’t have done that.

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The demon’s tongue is floating in the air, its thorns are sharp and dark. The demon is getting closer and closer. It’s not that fast; that’s Chay’s only salvation. He grips the bag in his hands tighter and starts walking away. He keeps watching the demon. +
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It’s following him and getting faster with each second. He starts running.

He bursts through the door and grabs Kim’s hand, “demon!”

Kim’s head snaps towards the door, he steps in front of Chay, “give me the bag Chay and run!”

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Chay shakes his head, “no…I’m not leaving you here, no.”

“You promised to do what I say!” Kim snatches the bag from Chay and pushes him away, “run home!”

Chay is looking at Kim, there are tears in the corner of his eyes, “you will run after me, right?”

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“Run, Porchay!” Kim yells and takes a pack of sugar from the bag, “this better work.”

Chay’s legs are running before his mind registers what is happening. He keeps turning around, watching Kim’s silhouette getting lost in the dark further and further away from him. +
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He slows down, catching his breath, “Kim…Kim please…”

Kim is waiting. He is watching the demon approaching him, getting closer and closer, with his tongue and claws out in the open to get him. He opens the bag of sugar, weighing it in his hand.

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“Come closer you shit, I’m either gonna hurt you or piss you off…I’m voting for the first option.”

When the demon is almost at arm's length away from Kim, Kim throws the bag of sugar at the demon watching as the sugar is raining all around the demon +
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and falling to the ground.

For a moment, nothing is happening and then the demon lets out a loud screeching noise, its skin turning from pitch black to snow white.

“Chay, baby, you are fucking genius!” Kim breathes out and turns around, running towards Chay.

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Chay finds his lost breath when he sees Kim running towards him. Kim, Kim, it’s Kim. He is okay. A small smile appears on his face as Kim gets closer to him, “p’Kim—”

“Why are you still here?” Taking Chay’s hand, Kim runs with him back to the house.

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He drops Chay’s hand and the bag full of groceries at the same time. Turning towards the door he locks them and closes the curtains. He doesn’t turn back to Chay as he starts speaking, “why didn’t you listen? You promised me that you would fucking listen to every +
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word I say when we are out of this goddamn house! I told you to be quiet, you weren’t. I told you to fucking get to the house and what did you do?” Kim’s voice is getting louder and louder with every word he says. +
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He finally turns around, “why did you wait for me, Porchay?”

“Because…” Chay starts but his lips are quivering, he doesn't know what to say and his tears, his tears are so close to falling.

“Because what, Porchay?” Kim takes a step closer, “because what?”

+
#KimChay 🛗
“Because I care, okay?” Chay shouts.

“Because you care?” Kim scoffs, “and I don’t? You think that I don’t care? Do you have any idea how I would feel if something happened to you?”

“No! I don’t have any idea how you would feel and you know why?”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay takes a deep breath, cutting the distance between him and Kim even more, “because you keep beating around the bush, one day you are treating me like I’m a child and the next you keep looking at me like you want nothing more than to kiss me…just like now! +
#KimChay 🛗
So, I’m sorry that I’m fucking confused. What do you actually want, Kimhan? What do you want?”

“What do I want?” Kim chuckles, grabbing Chay’s face and crushing their lips together. It’s like a sudden explosion all over Chay’s body.

+
#KimChay 🛗
It starts in the pit of his stomach, boiling through his veins until it reaches his heart where it settles and creates a pleasing warmth that makes Chay shiver and moan into the kiss, his lips part more as Kim runs his tongue over his lips and pushes inside.+
#KimChay 🛗
Kim’s kisses are rough and demanding, sending the kind of pleasure through Chay’s body that he never felt before. This is for the first time that he is kissed in a way that makes him feel wanted, needed, loved. He kisses back with the same favour, +
#KimChay 🛗
pulling Kim closer to him, tugging on his hair and clothes, he can’t stop.

And then a sudden gasp leaves his lips as Kim pulls away, running his hand through his hair, he takes a couple of steps back.

“K-kim…”

+
#KimChay 🛗
“This is what I want, Porchay,” Kim shakes his head, “but it doesn’t matter. What matters is getting back to our world. This is nothing but a distraction.” He takes a couple of more steps back and turns around to walk upstairs.

+
#KimChay 🛗
“It matters! How can you say that my feelings don’t matter, Kimhan? That your feelings don’t matter?! It’s not a distraction, it’s a motivation!”

Kim’s shoulders shake. He is laughing. Slowly he turns around to look at Chay, +
#KimChay 🛗
“motivation? How it can be a motivation when I can’t fucking focus on anything else than you? Your eyes, your smile, your scent, your laugh, the way your hair falls into your eyes every time you are looking down…the taste of your lips now…”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay takes a step closer, he cups Kim’s face and locks their eyes together.

Kim shivers at the touch. He wants to step away, he wants to…no he doesn’t…not really.

“It is a motivation,” Chay repeats. +
#KimChay 🛗
“The faster we’ll get out of here the sooner you can take me on a date.”

“On a date?” Kim questions.

“You-you don’t want to take me on a date?” Chay asks softly.

+
#KimChay 🛗
Kim is looking at him, his mind too empty, too confused, too focused on the taste of Chay’s lips to be able to form even a word. He is lost. Lost in Porchay. He has been since the beginning.

“Kiss me. Kiss me again, p’Kim,” +
#KimChay 🛗
Chay whispers, his lips almost on Kim’s, waiting patiently to feel that burning fire again.

And then it happens, Chay’s body blows up into a fire again. The light pressure of Kim’s lips and the way they dance on his own almost feel familiar. +
#KimChay 🛗
As if they had done it many times already. As if they are meant to do it many times in the future.

Kim breaks off the kiss again, but this time he doesn’t step away. He presses their foreheads together, his erratic breath, caressing Chay’s lips, +
#KimChay 🛗
“tomorrow we are getting out of here, I promise.”

*****
“The number one reason why I love you has to be the sugar idea. I can’t believe that it actually works,” Kim whispers as they are making their way through the city towards the red light. +
#KimChay 🛗
The ground around them is covered in sugar as they keep pouring it around themselves to keep the demons away.

Chay stops walking and looks at Kim with wide eyes, “y-you love me?”

+
#KimChay 🛗
“I would make the confession more romantic but considering the situation, we are in it can’t get better than this,” Kim shrugs.

Chay smiles and pecks Kim’s cheek, “I love you too.”

Kim returns the smile and looks in front of them, “we have to concentrate now. +
#KimChay 🛗
We are almost in front of the building. I’ve never gotten that far. I can feel demons all around us — it’s so cold here."

“That’s because of them, right?” Chay asks.

Kim nods.

+
#KimChay 🛗
When they get inside the building, Kim throws away the last pack of sugar, “we only got your pack of sugar left, baby.” Kim looks at Chay with concern, “it has to last us till we get all the way to the top. Be careful with it, okay?”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay nods, “but…can’t we just get in the elevator here?”

“No,” Kim shakes his head, “it has to be the closest to the red light. Let’s go, time to walk all the way to the top.”

+
#KimChay 🛗
After the first couple of floors, Chay starts to feel a shivering cold creeping on him from behind, “p’Kim, how tall is this building?”

“Twenty floors. Twelve more and we’ll be there. You can do it, baby.”

+
#KimChay 🛗
“I just that…I think that demons are somewhere behind me. I can feel them.”

Kim immediately stops, he pulls on Chay’s hand, “get in front of me!”

“But—”

“Now, Porchay!” Kim orders, “now continue walking and let’s speed up a little, okay? +
#KimChay 🛗
I don’t like this, they are close, too close.”

Chay starts walking, in one hand an almost empty pack of sugar and in the other Kim’s hand, holding him tightly.

“They don’t want to let us go,” Chay whispers.

+
#KimChay 🛗
“I know, baby, I know.”

“What if they get to us now? What if—”

“Shhh,” Kim whispers into Chay’s ear, “just focus on my touch and continue walking, baby. It’s going to be fine. We are almost there. Just two more floors. That’s nothing, we can do it, we can do it.”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay takes a deep breath and walks up those two floors so fast it almost feels like a dream. On the top floor, they run to the elevator, they run so fast, their freedom, their freedom is so close. Chay presses the button to call for the elevator, “come on, come on!”+
#KimChay 🛗
He throws away the last empty pack of sugar, “no more sugar.”

Kim nods, stepping inside the circle made out of sugar in front of the elevator, “now listen to me, Porchay. When the elevator comes you’ll get in, play that fucking game and get out. +
#KimChay 🛗
I promise that I’ll come as soon as possible, okay? Just wait for me on the other side.”

Chay’s blood runs cold, he is looking at Kim with terror, “you are going with me, we are going together, we—”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Kim shakes his head and kisses Chay softly, “we can’t go at once, baby. Remember? That’s not how you play.”

“Then…you go first,” Chay says, clutching onto Kim’s hoodie.

“You will go first and I won’t argue about that, Porchay.”

+
#KimChay 🛗
As Kim says that, the elevator’s door opens inviting one of them in.

“Go, Porchay. Please go and wait for me,” Kim says, his hand shaking as he caresses Chay’s cheek.

“Don’t you dare not show up, Kimhan!” Chay warns Kim as the first tear rolls down his cheek. +
#KimChay 🛗
“I’ll wait, I’ll wait until you walk out of that stupid elevator!”

“I’ll be there soon, I promise—”

Something besides them moves. Kim’s body tenses. He shoves Chay into the elevator. “Go!”

+
#KimChay 🛗
The doors close before Chay catches back his balance. He throws himself and the door, banging on them with all his strength, “Kim…no no no Kim…Kim…please Kim…”

*****
How did Chay play the game?

How did he get out of the elevator?

+
#KimChay 🛗
How did he realize that he is back in the real world?

He doesn’t know.

He doesn’t care.

He needs his p’Kim.

He needs the man he loves.

He is shaking. His body slides down on the floor next to the elevator.

+
#KimChay 🛗
People around are looking at him strangely. As if he had gone mad. And maybe he did. Maybe no p’Kim exists. Maybe he is crazy. He sees doctors and nurses walking around him. It’s a hospital. That’s good. That’s good…he thinks. +
#KimChay 🛗
At least if Kim is injured they can immediately take care of him.

Chay hides his head into his knees and starts sobbing. What if those demons kill Kim? What if he ends up the same way as Big did? But he is alone there. +
#KimChay 🛗
There’s no one to hold him, no one to tell him that everything will be okay. No Porchay to tell him that he loves him and kiss him one last time.

“Sir? Sir, are you alright?” A young nurse stops in front of Chay. “Are you hurt, do you need help?”

+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay just shakes his head, not even looking up at her, “I’m fine, thank you…I’m just worried about my boyfriend. He is…undergoing surgery right now.”

“Oh, everything will be alright, don’t worry.”

“Yeah, yeah…it has to be.”

*****
+
#KimChay 🛗
Chay keeps watching the elevator doors open and close for hours. He has seen so many people get in and out but not the one person he is begging to see.

It’s past midnight. He wants to sleep. He wants to sleep so much but no! Kim, his p’Kim is more important. +
#KimChay 🛗
Chay won’t sleep until he can be in Kim’s arms.

The elevator's door opened.

Chay’s head is so heavy that he barely lifts it to look who walks out. But as his eyes are sliding higher and higher, his heart starts beating faster. +
#KimChay 🛗
He knows those clothes, he knows that body…he knows that face.

He isn’t tired anymore. He stands up and pulls Kim into a hug. He is never going to let him go. Never never never!

+
#KimChay 🛗
“You are here. You came back,” Chay whispers and connects their lips in a short but reassuring kiss.

“I’m here. I came back,” Kim’s voice is weak as if he can’t even believe it. He pulls away a little, looking at Chay's tear-stained face, +
#KimChay 🛗
“tell me I’m really here, baby. Tell me we made it.”

Chay’s smiles, caressing Kim’s cheek, “welcome to the other side.”

THE END

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+
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#KimChay 🔞
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"Taking me so fucking well...how many times are you going to dream about me, huh? +
#KimChay 🔞
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#KimChay
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+
#KimChay
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