Atsumu clutching his lord's dying body, ignoring the clashes of steel and stench of blood around him. His watery eyes locked with Kita's slowly fading ones.
"No, no, you can't-"
Kita merely smiles. A shaky hand slowly reached out to lay on top of Atsumu's.
"Perhaps... We would meet in another life," his breathing is laboured as he spoke. Atsumu shakes his head.
"No. No, my lord you're coming home with us-"
"Atsumu." Kita stops him. His golden eyes seem to fade as the seconds tick by. "Take... care..."
The hand slumps on his, and Atsumu felt a guttural scream rising from his chest.
xx
"Alright. First years, introduce yourselves!"
Atsumu waits his turn and introduced his name and class. This was his first, proper volleyball training. He's excited, and he could feel Osamu's excitement radiating off of him as well.
They were split into groups, and when he looked up to
see his group members, his heart skipped a beat at the sight of a boy.
Grey hair with ink-dipped tips. Large, honest golden eyes that blink back at him almost quizzically.
"Are you okay?"
Even is voice sounds familiar. It pulls an ache from Atsumu's chest.
He felt himself nodding. The boy introduced himself as Kita Shinsuke, a second year.
Kita Shinsuke. For the entirety practice, the name kept swirling around in his mind. He watches him, observes his mannerisms. The way his eyes hardened in focus
as he digs a ball. The way the edges of his lips pulls upwards slightly at a point scored. The way he disciplines and teaches the juniours around him, stern but kind.
Atsumu was so distracted that he didn't see the ball hurling straight at him.
The only warning he had was someone shouting his name, and a sharp pain on the side of his head with a force that knocked him to the ground.
"Atsumu?"
A hand gently pushed away strands of golden hair away from his face. Atsumu groans and opens his eyes. He was met with Kita's concerned yet amused expression.
"My lord?"
My lord?
"You hit yourself quite hard," the man above him chuckled. "This is
why you should pay more attention to your surroundings."
He was still Kita Shinsuke, but this one has long hair that was tied neatly in a topknot. There were strands of hair already slipping through, as if he was just done exerting himself.
Atsumu's eyes widened when he
realized he was lying down, head pillowed on his lord's lap.
"My lord!" He scrambles to get up, but a sudden stinging pain on the left side of his head had him staggering.
Atsumu still rolled off in his efforts, curling into himself as he cringes in pain.
"Oh my, Atsumu," he hears Kita tutting. He felt hands gently pulling him back to lie on his lap.
"M-My lord, please do not concern yourself over me-"
"I couldn't bring myself not to," Kita says with a smile. A hand gently pressed on the place where it stung. Atsumu
grunts, body tensing. Kita gently massages the surrounding sore area, and slowly Atsumu relaxes.
"My lord, I'm sweaty and dirty. You shouldn't touch me." He murmurs.
"... But I want to." Kita says. "You should take care of yourself more, Atsumu."
Atsumu kept quiet, letting his lord treat him. Being in his embrace, he felt a calm wash over him, an easiness that made his head drift and his eyelids heavy.
"Atsumu..."
A distant voice called him.
"Atsumu." It sounds familiar. Atsumu tried to reach out for it.
"Atsumu." It was his lord's voice! Atsumu must hurry.
He reaches out blindly in the darkz trying to find him.
"Atsumu!"
Atsumu opened his eyes as he gasped for air. His vision cleared to reveal the high ceilings of the school gym,
the pendaflour lights and at the edge of his view, tufts of grey hair.
"Atsumu, are you alright?"
His voice was the same but younger and lighter, free from the burdens of a heir heaved down from war and responsibilities.
Atsumu turns his head and was met with
Kita's concerned face.
"Atsumu-"
"I'm... I'm okay," he croaks. He tries sitting up, and a hand gently guides him so. On his other side was Osamu, silent but surely ready to prattle on about how he passed out from just a volleyball to the head.
"You sure?"
Atsumu managed a
smile and nod, looking over to Kita who sat on his haunches, hands curled on his lap as he worriedly waits for his reply.
"I'm fine... Kita-san." His smile widens. "Thank you."
/End
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"Iizuna-san, please-" Sakusa was on his knees, glassy eyes looking up at Iizuna expectantly. His former captain blushed, looks away. Sakusa leans in, and Iizuna had to put a
hand to his shoulder to stop him.
When he agreed to help carry the seemingly drunk Sakusa home, he didn't expect that the man was
actually faking his inebriation, and now here he is; sat on Sakusa's bed as said
man knelt at his feet, face turned upwards.
"Sakusa-kun-"
"No," Sakusa picked up his hand and placed it on his cheek, startling Iizuna. "Don't call me that." The man inhales. "You never - not once did you ever call me that."
sakuatsu who both fell out of love with each other, but its hard. its hard leaving the person you have spent the most integral few years of with. they had been each other's rocks, comforting each other, be each other's shoulders to cry on. How do you leave someone who was
once your everything? How do you become your own person when you had been so intertwined with another that you can barely see when you and them begin and end?
It was difficult. Moving out, dividing finances. It turned into a screaming match at most end of days, but no longer
did they kiss and made up before bed. They were no longer like that. They no longer long to feels each other's heart beat against their own, to giggle when their heartbeats synced, to kiss away each tear that fell.
all they've been doing is arguing. You would think seperating
When Osamu was 16, he came out. It was difficult, and he was scared. What if he loses all his friends? What if he gets kicked out of the team? What if his parents hate him? God, what if Atsumu hates him?
The thought made him queasy, made his chest tighten.
He wanted to throw up and run and hide, but the urge to tell Atsumu is strong. There were no secrets between them. As much as they bicker and as much as Atsumu lies to him, there are so secrets.
So Osamu made him sit down on his bunk of the bed. Atsumu already looks irritated
that he has to listen, and it made Osamu's anxiousness even worse.
Perhaps his twin sensed his panic, and the wrinkle between his eyes smoothes out.
"Hey, everythin' okay, Samu?"
"Yeah, just-" Osamu swallows back the bile that thrratens to climb up his throat.
After years of leaving volleyball, Osamu had gained some weight. While he does work hard around tge the shop, it's inevitable that his angles get softer.
So he's been self conscious with his weight. A little insecure, especially when he sees Atsumu
with diamond cut abs sleeping shirtless on his couch when he comes over (drooling, he might add with a grimace). They used to be so similar, but the fact that his shirts and pants sometimes looks big on Atsumu really hits him.
So when he first started dating Meian, he was a little startled when the man picked him up off his feet as they kissed.
"Wuh-wait," he stammers, pulling away from their kiss. "Aren't I too heavy fer ya?"
He looks down at Meian worriedly, clutching his (bulging) biceps.
"Aran-kun," Osamu idly pulls Aran to the side, pointing at a dessert cafe shop window. Aran lets himself be pulled, an amused smile on his face as Osamu looks on at the menu.
"Ya wanna eat here?"
"Mmm," Osamu nods, eyes still scanning the menu. "Yeah."
Aran finds it amusing and adorable that Osamu will get into some sort of sleepy and agreeable state whenever they're alone together. He points this out once and was replied with a sweet 'its cause i feel safe with
ya, Aran-kun. Don't hafta let my guard up or pretend' and a kiss to his cheek from his lover.
He becomes more affectionate, more tactile, nuzzling into his side, mouthing mindless kisses into his neck.
Aran loves it. Loves how he hangs onto his arm, how he snuggles his cheek