I never realised what true hunger is in life. It takes someone of true will to resist the alluring scent of food after days of starving. Now, imagine if that hunger was never sated.
A deep need in the pit of your stomach, given only a brief respite as you take the mortal essence of another. Knowing you would bring death and mayhem to the world if you fall entirely to the ever present hunger.
That is the existence of a vampire. My life, or un-life I suppose.
When I wake from a year long dreamless slumber, my lungs do not fill with breath. My heart does not pump blood through my body. My skin remains pale and lifeless, cold to the touch.
I am a corpse, frozen forever at the moment of my death. And yet, I rise to my feet without issue.
After such a slumber, the black void at the core of my being screams to be fed. It cares not from where the blood comes, only that it flows. It takes an exertion of will to cling-
to some semblance of self control. I promised I'd never become a beast, yet I know I must feed.
Leaving my hidden place of rest takes some time, but soon I am greeted by the light of the moon and the chill of the night air. The scents and sights of the world bombard me as I make my way through the decrepit city streets.
Your scent is what brings me focus. By the gods, you smell intoxicating. Again, my will is tested as the hunger inside wants to rush to tear your throat out.
Stepping into a light ahead of you, I let you see me. I'm a tiny thing. Only a few inches over 5 foot. Beautifully vulnerable. My face remains hidden behind a wall of wind swept hair.
"Oh, excuse me, are you okay?" You call out, advancing up the street. I can smell your concern. I can hear your heart quicken with worry. You don't know the danger you're in.
"Hungry," is all I whisper as you step under the flickering light of the lamppost.
"I don't have any food on me, but there's a store a couple of blocks away, we can go and get you something...Oh my, you look freezing. Are you sick? Here, you can wear my coat while we walk." You start taking off your coat, stepping even closer.
I squash the desire in my soul to tear your heart from your body and drain your essence. You're too kind for that. Still, the smell of you grows stronger with each moment. My fangs long to sink into you. I can see the beautiful crimson fluid pumping beneath your skin.
It's too much. I need you.
To you, there's a blur of motion, and you're forced against a wall. You try to move, but you're held by an impossible strength. Finally, you see my face. Alabaster skin, elegant features, a pained expression of want, no, need.
Then, you notice the fangs as I lean in closer.
"Hungry." I speak again. Now you can hear the feral desire in my voice.
Of course, you panic and squirm. My grip on you grows more intense with every moment. It begins to pass the point of causing you pain.
You yelp, lifting your head back as you do. In that moment, my fangs find their way to your neck, puncturing an artery. After the first scratch, all the pain fades away. Even your body no longer hurts.
Your yelp becomes a moan as the ecstacy of the bite takes hold. It is an experience without compare. Pleasure radiates from the puncture marks in your neck throughout your entire body. Thoughts slip away, worries turn to dust.
For the first time in your life you feel true, complete contentment.
And then, I begin to drink. I hungrily devour your blood. Every drop is like the nectar of the gods flowing down my throat. The first prey after a long slumber is always intense, but this is something else.
I need blood like you need oxygen, but this surpasses that need. Your blood scratches an itch I didn't know I had, but now cannot possibly ignore. It is as if you were made for me.
The touch of my fangs was already the greatest experience of your life, but having your blood-
drunk by me is beyond mortal imagination. The world blurs into a meaningless nothing. There is only you, and me. You feel you finally have purpose. You know in your mind, body, and soul, that this is what you are for. To sate the hunger of an ancient, superior being.
To give her a moment of respite from an eternity of maddening hunger. You would give me everything if you could. You want me to take it all, to drain you dry, to drink down all that you are.
The taste of your blood would be enough to drive a lesser creature to take it all. For me, the real issue is just how satisfying it is. I feel the need inside me truly quelled for the first time since the first person I ever drained.
I can't allow my hunger to take you from this world. I can feel everything about you in your bood. Your past, your struggles, who you are. I need you alive. With me.
When my fangs leave your neck, you feel a sense of emptiness unlike any other. A lick closes the wound. You try to grab, pull me back, and whine in need. You're even weaker now, though.
My grip on you shifts, lifting you into a carry. It appears effortless. Unable to do much else, you rest your head against me. You try to speak, but you're cut off by a soft shushing sound.
"Hush, my sweet. Rest now, and I will care for you as you have cared for me." My voice is soft, combined with the blood loss it lulls you to sleep. The world goes black, but you feel a safety you've never had before.
And with that, I take you to the security of my place of rest.
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Mommy feeling super guilty the next morning when she sobers up. She doesn't talk about it, or what she did, but you can tell by the way she avoids looking at you.
She takes you out shopping to buy you treats and a new stuffie.
Later in the day, you see her pouring away the alcohol she keeps under the sink. You can hear her softly crying while she does so. She quietly tells herself she will never ever drink again, never ever hurt you again.
Before you go to bed in the evening, you go to a hidden spot in your closet. Feeling extremely guilty, you pull out a bottle of vodka. Sneaking to the kitchen, you half-hide it on the counter, making it seem like she just missed it.
Taking a cutie clothes shopping. Helping them into and out of outfits in the dressing room. Getting increasingly touchy and listening to their cute noises.
Acting completely innocent as they start to whine. "What is it, sweetie? Mommy is just trying to help you find an outfit."
Continuing to play innocent until they're forced to admit what they want.
"Ohhhh, someone's all excited? Goodness, what a slutty little thing you are, getting so horny in public. Well, I can't have you being this frustrated when we have so much to do today."
Telling them to turn around, and pulling some lube out of my bag (because of course I came prepared), then pulling the clothes they're trying on aside and lubing them up.
"Be quiet for me, baby. We don't want anyone to overhear how much of a slut you are."
Life since I got back from that scary Institute place has been so much better. It was frightening being there. The staff told me I was having all these bad thoughts, that I was misremembering things, like-
graduating university, having a job, and other silly things I couldn't possibly have done. I felt so guilty for my brain being broken, but also a crippling loneliness. The staff were nice, even if the place felt really scary.
Thankfully, they eventually helped me to remember my Daddy. I can't believe I forgot about him. I still feel guilty about it. Despite how fear-inducing the Institute could be, the staff were so proud and encouraging when I remembered things correctly.
"You look so pretty all tied up spread eagle for Mommy, babygirl." My eyes scan over every inch of your body. From the tips of your toes, to the ropes around your ankles, to your squirmy crotch, to your beautiful face.
"Mamaaa," you whine, weakly pushing your crotch towards me.
"Oh, does my special little angel want attention?" I sit myself down on the bed next to you.
You give a discontented whine in response.
"What was that, cutie? I have some ideas about what you might want, but I'd hate to be mistaken." I don't hide my smirk.
"Mamaaaaaa!" You whine, louder this time.
"Use your words, baby. Mommy wants to hear you say it." A sure fire way to fluster you.
The whiny sounds you make tell me how desperate you already are. The squirming and pulling on your restraints only adds to my delight.
#doll#dolls#emptyspaces#nsfwtwt Part 1 has no/little doll stuff depending where I cut it. Setup. Dark, moves into wholesome sfw?
You should've known better than to go off into the woods alone. "There's werewolves, Nightstalkers,-
gruesome predators, and those are just the ones that will kill you! There's a lot of fates worse than death the deeper you tread," they had told you, over and over. You always were headstrong, even to the point of being foolhardy.
For the first few hours trekking through the woods, you smugly congratulate yourself. There is nothing dangerous out here. It didn't matter if there was nothing important either. Proving your friends back home right would be satisfying enough. You always were smug.
Mommy bursting into your room. You can smell the alcohol on her, even from a distance. You know what's coming. Drunkenly, mommy slides under your covers. Despite how used to it you are, you still squirm and cry, but she's much too strong for you.
"I'm sorry, baby. Please just relax. Mama...Mama needs this." You can hear the guilt in her voice, not that that makes it any better. With your face buried in the pillow, you can only hear her spitting, before her wet hand finds its way between your legs.
Her fingers continue, getting you ready. It takes even more spit, yet she's able to open you up enough for her. not enough for you, of course. but you have little choice in the matter when she's this wasted. She always feels guilty afterwards, but that hardly makes up for it.