Seyran, who always protected herself with her “strong” facade and hid all her feelings from F, her love as for her pain. Now she is not hiding anymore -as a start, she is showing her pain- #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
heartbroken and in tears, standing there in front of Ferit, expressing how hurt she feels, bringing back all their memories, outlining that yes she was forced to marriage but she always took it seriously, that she pinned hopes on everything he did for her. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
She is actually admitting that she was never indifferent towards him and that’s what makes it hurt even more. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
How hard for her to say the words “while you were thinking about breaking up” -the idea that there was a time he did want to break up with her is so unbearable- that’s how much she loves him. (Same as how hurt F sounds every time he mentions her desire to leave him) #YalıÇapkını
F who was going in circles because of his guilt to P, this was his wake up call to redirect his guilt -if we may put it this way- his love alone won’t magically take away S pain -and S needed an apology. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
The shame, regret and pain look on F face is tearing. His struggle to explain how torn he felt in the past how confusing all this was for him and his incapacity to change it now, to his defence he can only swear that he has changed and promise her a FUTURE. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
His insisting shaking hand, begging her to put her ring back, trying to hold her hand and she letting go every time - very symbolic for SeyFer holding hands.
F was completely broken, all his hopes and dreams, his whole world was collapsing. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
His heartfelt efforts to reconcile with her are extremely beautiful, he is expressing his love in actions and in words. Ferit is screaming his love. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
The way he was reaching out to her heart, for her to hear him. Showing his devotion, how he treasure what she made of him, begging not to let go of him, admitting his flaws & will to become a better man worthy of her. She’s his guiding light through darkness. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
S was moved by his words, she trust in his love, she knows it in her heart but the timing is very poor for her to overcome her trauma/fears. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
Z thing was upsetting but advantageous; it made S finally see how strange the whole thing is & trust - it’s not F fault (or at least it’s out of his control). F reaction, made it very clear -Seyran is his red line. Them going directly after S is their losing move. #YalıÇapkını
Sharing their troubles, dealing with a threat targeting them/their marriage & the pact they made, was their first step into becoming a team.
Them failing the first test was predicted, each thinking protecting the other, going on solo, not the best idea. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
#SeyFer will learn now how to lean on each other for support and that only by counting/ trusting on each other they can possibly win. ❤️🔥 #YalıÇapkını
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- Seyran defence mechanism;
Her past trauma, trust issues and overwhelming feelings for Ferit triggers her to SUBCONSCIOUSLY push him away to avoid being hurt. #YalıÇapkını
Actions like starting arguments (harsh and provocative words) and avoiding emotional intimacy (refuse to open up) happen unconsciously - and are just an escape. Same as numbing and denying feelings to make them easier to cope with. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
The truth is; Seyran was deeply touched by Ferit love note and that triggered her fears and instinct to protect herself (harsh words & attitude)
She was also very pleased by the gifts and flowers but she denies it in front of Suna and on the phone with Ferit. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
P didn’t want to live in London with her family, she is always afraid of them knowing when she messes up, always saying “you know how my family are” meaning they are strict and severe. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
F despite the fact that he never loved P and was a womaniser, we can’t deny the fact that P succeeded to make him soft for her to be his official girlfriend but that was it. #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
F due to all the chaos inside of him, his troubles and insecurities, relationships are just not his thing, when it comes to women, he likes to operate with no string attached, to avoid being hurt.++ #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
P had to make so much effort to convince him to be with her,he accepted only on his own terms. He is not fully committed-open relationship from his side-and because of his insecurities and trust issues he had to questions and know EVERYTHING. And P AGREED.++ #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer
It was never out of jealousy, it was always because he is distrustful.
(In P mind it was jealousy and caring, but for example F never reacted or was jealous of the way P dresses up “revealing clothes; in the club, her summer dresses etc”,++ #YalıÇapkını#SeyFer