Thread by @unicornflowerss

#sakuatsu hurt/comfort | where kiyoomi has never been truly kissed before. he’s had one night stands and sloppy make out sessions, kisses that felt more like arguments than affection.

which is why it’s so strange when atsumu shows up in his life, ham-fisted and clumsy +

in nearly everything he does…and yet, when he kisses kiyoomi for the first time, the final credits of a stupid american movie playing softly in the background while they sprawl against each other on kiyoomi’s couch, atsumu kisses him gently.

it’s tender, and sweet, +

and kiyoomi swears he can taste the fondness atsumu holds for him burning against his tongue like caramelized sugar. it makes his nerves come alight, his heart race in his chest in a way that no sexual conquest has ever done.

which is why, when atsumu pulls back, +

his mind is too stunned stiff to say anything but,

“what the fuck was that?”

atsumu looks at him strangely for a moment, furrowed brows treading the line of offended.

“i-…i kissed ya,” and then he looks sheepish, turning his gaze away from kiyoomi’s +

and going suddenly bashful. “i’m…i’m sorry i know i shoulda asked first-“

“that was not a real kiss.” kiyoomi is unconcerned with atsumu’s worries. if he hadn’t wanted to kiss atsumu, they wouldn’t have kissed. he’s more concerned about the lack of tongue and teeth +

in the supoosed “kiss”. that was a fucking kiss?

atsumu looks thoroughly confused, “uh…yeah the fuck it was.”

“was not.”

“was too-“

“are you just not attracted to me?” kiyoomi’s anxious thoughts are pouring out of him, heating under his skin as atsumu’s +

frown deepens.

“of fuckin’ course i’m attracted ta ya, omi!” atsumu huffs and runs a hand through his hair. “i just kissed ya, of course i’m attracted ta ya!”

“yeah but it wasn’t a real kiss!”

and then atsumu asks him a question he has no answer for:

“why?” +

because.

“because!”

because it wasn’t in the heat of the moment, becuase it wasn’t initiated by a rush of adrenaline tingling under their skin. because it wasn’t a gateway to falling into bed.

because atsumu…he…

“you just…kissed me.” is all kiyoomi comes up with, +

his voice coming out weak and pathetic.

“yeah, cause i wanted ta.”

“exactly.”

because that’s just the thing. atsumu kissed him just because he wanted to kiss him - he kissed kiyoomi for no reason at all other than the desire to feel kiyoomi’s lips pressed +

against his own.

“didja not like it?” atsumu’s voice is tentative then, genuine but delicate on his tongue.

the strangest thing is…kiyoomi did like it. he loved it. he loved it a lot. in fact, it’s only been a minute or two but he’s beginning to crave it. +

“i did.” he has never kissed just for the sake of intimacy before. who does that? “i did like it. i just-…i mean do you want to fuck?”

atsumu startles from his temporary latency only to frown again, “i mean…eventually, yeah. if yer offerin’,” before saying the most +

peculiar thing: “but i didn’t kiss ya ‘cause i wanna fuck, if that’s whatcher askin.”

oh. well then.

“can you do it again?”

it seems atsumu doesn’t need to be asked twice. without a moment’s hesitation, he leans in and kisses kiyoomi soft. +

kiyoomi’s lips part, but it stays tame, subtle, gentle like atsumu’s simply enjoying the feeling of being close - kiyoomi cant say he doesnt. in fact, the tenderness is so blissful that he finds himself wanting nothing more than to allow himself to melt under +

atsumu’s hands, which clasp at the nape of his neck and lace their fingers together.

it’s…wonderful.

and when they pull away, all kiyoomi wants is to dive back into atsumu - to kiss until they’ve shared enough kisses for a lifetime.

atsumu presses his lips +

to kiyoomi’s afterward in a quick peck that does nothing to help the state of kiyoomi’s overloaded heart, and follows it up with a blinding grin.

“how ya gonna tell me that ain’t a real kiss?”

kiyoomi can’t.

“could you kiss me for real. again?” +

atsumu smiles, achingly fond, “so greedy, omi.”

and yet kiyoomi still gets his real kiss (and a countless many more after that).

fin.

bringing this one back bc i want skts to kiss very badly