we’re all familiar with the classic izzy humping ed’s leg. but what about the inverse ? can ed have a little leg-humping as a treat?
i am envisioning hornigold era edizzy sharing a bunk and izzy trying not to be weird about it cuz they’re just friends and also ed’s younger and it’s Not Appropriate to be attracted to him
but ed’s all warm and cuddly and after awhile izzy gets over his discomfort and just lets himself enjoy cuddling with Ed every night. it’s gonna happen anyway so he might as well enjoy it… and cuddling is harmless, right? it’s not creepy of him to enjoy it, right?
@sweveris it gets uncomfortable for a bit. like. yknow. it’s not that big of a deal but also their entire relationship as they know it is at stake. (haha it’s fine.) they go about business as usual. what else are they gonna do?? (TALK about it?? pshh)
@sweveris and it is awkward and tense for a lil while but then it kinda goes back to normal. they both have their guards up just a touch more, but it starts to feel normal again. but they haven’t hooked up again since that night.
and. uh. they both,, want to. that desire never left, lmao
@sweveris the hurting each other bc you’re trying to protect yourself from being hurt 🥺 izzy doesn’t realize that he was rejecting ed every time he left!! he was too wrapped up in his own fear of Wanting anything that he didn’t think abt it that way.
@sweveris but of course ed’s gna get scared. to be given what he’s asked for, long after he’s learned to stop asking? to wake up swaddled and blissful and to be terrified of izzy waking up and rejecting him AGAIN?? the potential cruelty of getting a *taste* and then being shut down.. 💔😭
@sweveris and how to protect? Lock it Down. obviously. never wanted you here in the first place (ouch) never ached for you to stay, anyway (ouch) never thought of kissing you good morning (fuck, OUCH) never never never so bye, izzy! you can go now! get the fuck out please!
ed being known for having just the BIGGEST tdick 💦
THERE. I SAID IT
like some people go on T and don’t have a ton of bottom growth and ed is NOT one of those people. he’s fucking slangin’ that thang all over the high seas
i think stede with a pussy figures out how to make himself squirt and then just CANNOT stop
like every time he jerks off or fucks someone he’s like “i don’t need to this time. it’s fine. it’s too messy & i don’t wanna have to do cleanup” and then he gets close and just loses all impulse control
izzy can only squirt if he’s very worked up. like only highly sensual, tantric sex will get him there. takes awhile too. so when he and stede first fuck and stede just drenches his hand he’s like 😦
for me the appeal of edizzy is like. neither of them would be the same person without each other. it’s just such a rich dynamic
like edstede is two (mostly) fully-formed individuals coming together. stizzy is the same thing, just with enemies-to-lovers flavour. (both very good, don’t get me wrong)
but edizzy is just like. idk like trees that grew together as saplings.
like technically two people but if you tried to cut them apart there’s no way you could do it where there wouldn’t be GLARING evidence of the loss