Thread by @vampyknj

i just had a #namgi thought 😭 #namgiau

Rich successful and sweet businessman Namjoon— CEO of large corporations but never loses his integrity and charm, but no one knows who still holds his heart.

Yoongi is perhaps the most feared man in Seoul +

as the most renowned mafia boss in the country, but as Namjoon's empire grew and Yoongi's only turned more sinister, he couldn't bear to see the one thing that he held that was untainted fall into what world he had handcrafted with blood-stained hands.

But as both lie awake at night, they wonder just what life would be like if they were still tucked within each other's grasp— lips on lips, skin on skin, and love strung between them letting what heaviness resides on their frames dissipate for even just a while until +

morning rears its head.

Yoongi misses the gentle love, how his spine would rest firmly against Namjoon's chest as small puffs of breath would heat his nape. He misses how his cheeks dimpled in bashful smiles and his charm all but lured him under— each day falling just that +

little harder.

Namjoon misses the passion, the bruising touches and intoxicating kisses, yet when afternoons turned languid Yoongi would become pliant within his hold, wanting nothing more than what tenderness he could give. He misses how his lips rounded each word, +

softening what harsh edges remain leaving honey-laced sounds to tumble and soothe what thoughts clouded his mind.

They were perfect, and perhaps that's why they had to part— Yoongi unwilling to change and Namjoon unable to sacrifice what he had so painstakingly built.

But neither can quite rid of what ache leaves their chests to heavy, and as their paths find their cross once more, both remain uncertain of what the other still holds.

Yoongi is sure Namjoon would have moved on— a family, someone who is far more deserving of what delicate +

love he so ardently brings.

Namjoon is all but certain Yoongi's past may never have quite faltered— that what they shared was merely a moment of stability. He wonders which man that works for him lies above him at night, and whether their love could ever be close to their own.

And as they part once more with strained smiles and niceties strewn between them, that ache grows just that little more in their chests, but perhaps time may grant them a second chance that they'll one day find the courage to take and hold each other within their grasp once more.

tags 🏷️

— mafia boss yoongi
— ceo namjoon
— angst
— happy ending
— both are bad at feelings
— #namgi #namgiau

angst wow who am i? dw in my head they get back together and nj helps yg change his ways, move out to the countryside or something idk redemption and all of that 😭 they adopt a cat together too i think that's important

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