Thread by @DiscoOrpheus

Why I will never kill myself, and when I die it will be with bliss, pride, and acceptance.

This will melt the bird app.

Welcome to the great Game, my friends.

This is the Art of Freehood

(big topic, so will try simplify it, and come back to certain parts in more detail later)

So lets propose we are in a simulation called the matrix, and you want, no NEED, to get out?

Lets say there is a process to achieve this, and we’ll call this process::

“Individuation"

Maybe its financial individuation, freedom of movement, or perhaps Jungian psychological individuation?

But what if there’s one more step, what there is some other thing you need to literally “escape the matrix”

A… spiritual individuation.

And not in the escapist buddha nirvana sense. But, in the sense that the the only way to complete the game is to win the game.

The only way out is THROUGH.

There is a nursery rhyme called the Bear Hunt that explains this quite well, and it goes a little like this:

We’re going on a bear hunt
We’re going to catch a big one
I’m not scared!
Oh look a cave
I wonder what’s in there
Must be a BEAR
Well we can’t go over it
We can’t go under it
We can’t go around it
We’ve got to go THROUGH it!

Firstly, What i’m NOT saying:

1. That the world is an illusion and you should meditate your way out
2. That the world is an endless trap and you may as well end it now
3. That its created by some alien overlord as an energy harvest program

No, better to imagine it like this:

God set up the game, and you are an avatar in the game.

God wants you to win the game, in fact he is eagerly waiting for you to win so you can join him on the outside of the game and cease to play the game.

The first step is realising you’re in the game, knowing it is neither good nor evil, it just IS, and it is just a game.

Your soul is in the game, but your spirit is outside the game.

The second step is to willingly participate in the great game.

You say, “I am in the game, and I fucking love playing.”

We could surmise the duration of the game what the Vedas referred to as a Kalpa. The period of time between creation and destruction, approx 4.32 billion years, or perhaps its 4.32 billion days? or perhaps its Plato’s Great Year - some 25,765 years?

Regardless, it doesn’t matter, your goal is not to exist in perpetuity in samsara for the whole game, like some NPC who doesn’t even know they’re playing, or worse some dork who knows they’re playing but doesn’t want to play.

No, the goal is to break the game and get out.

To drive until the fucking wheels come off, so to speak.

Third, you must learn the rules and tricks of the game:

This is where human behavioural studies, psychological manipulation, the laws of physics, the golden ratio and Phi...

as well as a number of esoteric stuff like the hermitic principles, astrology and numerology, left hand path sex magic etc.

All these things are the parameters of the game, the rules by which the engine of the game is propelled.

Finally, you must attempt to win the game, and when you win the game, you no longer have to play.

You don’t win the game through any one means.

Its not just financial freedom, ZOG can come and take that from you by force if it wants to.

Its not just Jungian mental individuation - the integration of the shadow - though this must be mastered to level up through the game, as it is one of your greatest tools as you play.

SO WHAT IS SPIRITUAL INDIVIDUATION?

AND HOW DO YOU ACHIEVE IT?

Fundamentally, it comes down to one thing:

to KNOW who you are. To peel the never-ending onion that is “I”.

This is what God gave you.

Not just what your made of, your thoughts, instincts and emotions, not just the Alan Watts “you are the fabric of the universe, a part of the whole, one drop in the ocean, concept either.”

This is actually hugely misleading, and I think one of the reasons Alan Watts drank himself to an early grave, because to really become who you are isn’t to just melt into the construct of the game, its to become so individuated

that you are a distinct drop in that ocean, and within that drop is an entire ocean itself.

This thought process I call the:

separation - integration - individuation

bell curve or horseshoe.

We love our bell curves, don’t we folks?

Separation - the lonely hive mind, the materialistic atheist, the ontological reductionooor.

Integration - The burning man goer, “the we are all one brah, one love, peace, chill bro chill please”

To finally,

Individuation - We are indeed one, but I will awaken some ancient memory inside me and out of that one I create my very own one.

The process of spiritual individuation is to find your unique destiny and pound towards it no matter what.

We all have our own unique teleological destination. We are moving towards a particular destination within ourselves, and the destination is the divine mystery.

This is in effect the ultimate destiny of your soul, where complete soul individuation lies. This is something we move towards throughout our life, and the many lives we live. It is in effect the completion, the route out of samsara, or as Neitszche called it The Eternal Return

But the route there is formulated differently in each one of us.

This destination is universal & exists perennially in the spirit realm. It is permanently there and has been since the beginning, but it crystallises at the point when the individual is ready.

This is the ascended master. The Christ, if you will.

There are many paths to soul actualisation, You could get close through the methods of an 84 year old Greek monk who has never seen a woman, or it could be like Napoleon or Alexander.

If the ultimate destiny of the individuated soul is to leave “the matrix” and the only way to leave the matrix is to individuate your soul, then clearly the one thing to do is find your destiny.

Here are certain ways you can think in everyday life to develop this awareness:

(I’ll try keep it brief, each one of these deserve their own threads)

1. The game is a closed system running on a predictable cycle.

There is a particular pattern to reality, this is what people call the matrix, and this pattern permeates. It is fractal and exists the same in the largest scale example all the way to the smallest scale.

No matter how many times its magnified. This is the meaning of the word ‘fractal’. You can observe it in nature from the snail shell to the cyclone. It is the fibonacci sequence, the golden ratio, the numbers in the hologram.

Thinking about the relation between things is one of the ways to begin along the path towards individuation, recognise the pattern in yourself and how it presents itself in your immediate life in front of you.

Don’t think too much about the objects themselves, think about the relationship between them.

2. You are the bearer of meaning

Everything you witness in life has meaning because you witnessed it. You are the bearer and giver of meaning, and all things are connected within a closed system, if one thing has meaning, everything in your life has meaning...

and if you can’t see it, you must train your thinking to conceive it, and then imbue it with more potency. Don’t ignore synchronicity and serendipity, these are gifts from a benevolent benefactor. Peer into them and see what is really there. Seize them, drink them down.

Relativity, though it be the bringer of chaos, is a necessary function of the game, and a necessary step to your evolution.

3. Brainwash yourself to accept everything is there to push you further spiritually

All things that occur to you can be transformed into value. For the truly individuated soul all frequencies, whether it be bliss or despair can be transmuted and harnessed for your benefit

to push your forward further towards your destiny. Every emotion is there to help you, but you must bring them to heel.

4. Don’t get siphoned by Asuric forces.

There are others who play this game and who are very good at it. They have come to dominate the game, and don’t want it to end. They fundamentally feed off your fear.

But they themselves have the biggest fear, the fear that they will be discovered lurking around you like little parasites. If you have a specific soul purpose you are more likely to be interfered with. Your fear secures this parasites sustenance

, so in order to vanquish it, you must have the capacity to face with serenity odds and circumstances that are not included in your expectations, face it with a kind of awe, and know that it pushes you further.

5. Break Patterns

Walk unfrequented paths. First you can break patterns physically by literally breaking routine, go to your usual destination on the same route and really observe your surroundings, don’t be mindless.

Alternatively, take a different route to the same place, and observe your surroundings. Be a present absolute being between destinations. Do things in life that are simply not ordinary. Do something that none of your friends are doing, keep it secret if you want.

We do the same thing because it is familiar and safe, do the opposite, do the things that you fear. Explore that abandoned building and be open to whatever the game renders before you.

The idea of something you want isn’t dissipated from your reality, it already exists absolutely. Believe, know, and feel that you already are it and there will be no time delay. Don’t just vision board it with positive thoughts, just do it.

The end goal materialises as soon as you make your first step.

What have you got to lose?

The universal purpose of all destinies is to know and come to terms with who you are.

Once this has been embarked upon, all life and your experiences start to shift, and the You that you are begins to expand.

You have a fundamental duty to God and yourself to embark on this discovery, and to know it never ceases, though it slows down and becomes more crystallised as you get into your elderly life. You might have your whole life well situated but if you haven’t done this

you will break eventually, if you don’t have a spiritual reason to live.

The Great Game is the spiritual reason to live, and individuation is your ultimate destiny.

So whatcha gonna do, anon?